Caving in...

[christian cutie danni]

The wind blows softly,
and ruffles so gently.
The cottoncandy clouds,
they blow across the sky.

The chocolate mountains,
filled with caramel lava,
make my mouth water.

But in my perfect world,
I hear screaming,
and I jerk back to reality.
I was only dreaming.

There's nothing perfect here,
only the love of God,
that i hold so dear.

But my world it's collapsing in,
I know that I cannot win.
Because I don't know the rules,
I'm cheating at this game.
My life,
it's al the same.

The screaming,
the crying,
the deciet,
the lying.

All of the games,
all the broken rules.
Everything.
My world is filled with fools.

Then there's the screaming,
the crying,
and the hatred,
the dying.

My world.
That's what it all is.

Day dreams,
they keep my hope alive.
The spark the fire inside.
But I hold God close.
I cannot loose him
or else,
I shall have lost all hope.

But not even the lord can stop this,
my family,
my walls,
my world,
it's all caving in!
It's collapsing on me.

I am so alone and afraid....


((I'm not done yet, but I'm too tired to finish tonight, plus I have school! Adios!))