Can't believe here it comes again?

[berry2000]

I guess i'm rapid cycling now. My anxiety level is straight through the roof. Plus mix in the severe depressive thoughts with it. Also i'm having very vivid anxious dreams that render me exhausted when i wake up. I can't believe this is happening again so soon. What was it one/two weeks ago i posted something similar?

I want to crawl under a rock. I want to hide away from the world. And i don't care about all the things that usually make me so wound up tight. But that's never a good thing because to breathe is to stress to me. If I'm not stressed, then i'm depressed and frankly i'd rather not be depressed because when i'm depressed i don't care about ANYTHING. And that's not good. REally not good. I'm not there yet but i feel it creeping in.

My body is exhausted. Once a month i can take, twice a month is too much.

 

[goldenviolet]

bless your heart hun. go to hospital for a seditive? be around comforting professional peeps for abit? what will be safest for you? i wish i could hug you. *dee makes little berry a ice cream cone*

 

[Alive again]

I guess i'm rapid cycling now. My anxiety level is straight through the roof. Plus mix in the severe depressive thoughts with it. Also i'm having very vivid anxious dreams that render me exhausted when i wake up. I can't believe this is happening again so soon. What was it one/two weeks ago i posted something similar?

I want to crawl under a rock. I want to hide away from the world. And i don't care about all the things that usually make me so wound up tight. But that's never a good thing because to breathe is to stress to me. If I'm not stressed, then i'm depressed and frankly i'd rather be depressed because when i'm depressed i don't care about ANYTHING. And that's not good. REally not good. I'm not there yet but i feel it creeping in.

My body is exhausted. Once a month i can take, twice a month is too much.

Father God reach out and intervene, it seems as this is a frequently repeating pattern recently for this dear child of yours and dear friend of ours! Please Father God give here and her med professionals wisdom in how to best help here and grant her some level of stability admist this illness! Father God lengthen the times of levelness between crisis and decrease the depths and heights of this illness in here life! Father God heal her if it is your will for we know you can! Whatever you do let it bring Glory to your name and yours alone!!!

 

[berry2000]

It is hard to check in and type. but yes thank you. Alive again your prayer is spot on, that is what i need.

This time I feel it is PMS related stuff as the trigger. This is my normal month "episode" I guess 2 weeks ago was something else. Twice a month is just too much.

 

[Alive again]

It is hard to check in and type. but yes thank you. Alive again your prayer is spot on, that is what i need.

This time I feel it is PMS related stuff as the trigger. This is my normal month "episode" I guess 2 weeks ago was something else. Twice a month is just too much.

still praying