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Starr SDA Living Word
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How are you? I am lost right now. THis is why!
I am still crying, I can't sleep, eat, barely breathing, it hurts so bad. I miss her so. It hurts so much. She is in a safe place now. She is my daughter in my eyes. All my friends around here say I am nuts, get over it, it's just a cat. She wasn't. She went with me to every Cancer treatment I had. She slept with me, eat with me, played with me, we did everything together, We had to bottle feed her. Because her whole family was murdered. I got her as her eyes were just beginning to open. She is and was so Beautiful. I love her.
I was wondering if you can keep me in your prayers. I know I regularly don't get down, I guess I am human after all. I just can't pull out of this, I have surgery in 2 weeks, I am afraid I won't make it, because of this. I am so afraid now. I Need God to give me peace on this. TO STOP THESE TEARS!!! I have been praying, nothing is working out here. I can't do anything, everything i do reminds me of her. Please Help Lord, Please. I am crying in Pain Lord. Lord help me.
I am still crying, I can't sleep, eat, barely breathing, it hurts so bad. I miss her so. It hurts so much. She is in a safe place now. She is my daughter in my eyes. All my friends around here say I am nuts, get over it, it's just a cat. She wasn't. She went with me to every Cancer treatment I had. She slept with me, eat with me, played with me, we did everything together, We had to bottle feed her. Because her whole family was murdered. I got her as her eyes were just beginning to open. She is and was so Beautiful. I love her.
I was wondering if you can keep me in your prayers. I know I regularly don't get down, I guess I am human after all. I just can't pull out of this, I have surgery in 2 weeks, I am afraid I won't make it, because of this. I am so afraid now. I Need God to give me peace on this. TO STOP THESE TEARS!!! I have been praying, nothing is working out here. I can't do anything, everything i do reminds me of her. Please Help Lord, Please. I am crying in Pain Lord. Lord help me.