- Feb 20, 2022
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- Country
- Germany
- Gender
- Male
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- Single
You want the blasphemous thoughts? A sense of relief or enjoyment when a blasphemous thought comes up?
I get blasphemous thoughts against the Holy Spirit and it is so weird. It started off normal but I have reached a point with this disease that it feels like I mean or enjoy the thoughts and that I don’t care. I’m scared it’s because my heart is hardening or that I lost the Holy Spirit!! What is happening!?!? I don’t want to feel that way!!! I love the Holy Spirit!
I get blasphemous thoughts against the Holy Spirit and it is so weird. It started off normal but I have reached a point with this disease that it feels like I mean or enjoy the thoughts and that I don’t care. I’m scared it’s because my heart is hardening or that I lost the Holy Spirit!! What is happening!?!? I don’t want to feel that way!!! I love the Holy Spirit!