can i whine or what?

[monkeydoo1999]

o.k. so im sitting here at my computer, feeling pretty low. the thing is, I think I deserve what im going through/feeling... I cant help but to wonder, I had twins 7 years ago,one passed away. I felt like she was so wonderful that god wanted her back(and rightfully so),years later I end up losing my 4 kids(my own stupidity that im still working on..) so riddle me this: wouldnt it go to show that god dosent think im fit for them? or the life he gave me, and quite frankly I cant say I blame him.... but dosent he see me trying? I feel like im at the end of my rope.. I live with my mom,had a car that is now a expensive lawn ornament,no kids, no job,<sighs> wow im such a whinner! im really not even sure why im saying all of this, mabey just to get it out of my head for 5 mins.. either way, sorry for taking up so much space, on this forum and life in general

 

[FaithPrevails]

Hi there.

I'm sorry you are feeling so down about your circumstances. It sounds like you've had some rough stuff happen in the past.

When I am feeling down about life's circumstances, I try to re-focus on the good things in my life. It helps me keep perspective.

So, can you tell me some of the things you are doing to work on improving your situation/circumstances? I'd love to hear about it.

for you.

 

[Criada]

Praying for you
Don't apologise - you are as entitled as anyone else to post here.