No, I don't think that. That's not at all what I'm talking about. I never once mentioned eastern religions.
What you are describing is very similar in some respects to experiences that others have had outside of your religion. You appear to be unwilling to accept that.
Not at all. It is just what you think I'm describing that seems for you to be similar with other things, whatever you call them. So let me explain what I'm describing.
Let's start with a verse from the New Testament: Matthey 17: 1 Six days later, Jesus took Peter, James, and John the brother of James up on a high mountain. They were all alone there. 2
While they watched, Jesus was changed. His face became bright like the sun. And his clothes became white as light. 3 Then two men were there, talking with him. The men were Moses and Elijah.
This is the Transfiguration of Jesus, and this is the center of Orthodox spirituality.
By cleansing of any sins following God's commandments, by confession and by living in purity and complete abstinence (ascetism) and through intense prayer and through intensively repeating the Jesus Prayer (hesychasm) you make a living bond, a living communion with God in your heart, that allows you to behold the eternal and divine light of God, because you will become pure enough to do it (and as Jesus says, only the pure in heart will see God) the same way it happened on the Tabor Mountain on that verse, this is called
theoria, or the beholding of God's grace.
Now, let me tell you what one of our greatest saints, St. Symeon the New Theologian said about this, Symeon repeatedly describes the experience of
divine light in his writings, as both an inward and outward mystical experience. These experiences began in his youth, and continued all during his life. They came to him during inward prayer and contemplation, and were associated with a feeling of indescribable joy, as well as the intellectual understanding that the light was a vision of God. In his writings, he spoke directly to God about the experience variously as "the pure Light of your face" and "You deigned to reveal Your face to me like a formless sun." He also described the light as the grace of God, and taught that its experience was associated with a mind that was completely still and had transcended itself. At times he described the light speaking to him with kindness, and explaining who it was.
In
Discourse XXVIII Symeon wrote about the light and its power to transform:
It shines on us without evening, without change, without alteration, without form. It speaks, works, lives, gives life, and changes into light those whom it illuminates. We bear witness that "God is light," and those to whom it has been granted to see Him have all beheld Him as light. Those who have seen Him have received Him as light, because the light of His glory goes before Him, and it is impossible for Him to appear without light. Those who have not seen His light have not seen Him, for He is the light, and those who have not received the light have not yet received grace. Those who have received grace have received the light of God and have received God, even as Christ Himself, who is the Light, has said, "I will live in them and move among them." (2 Cor. 6:16)
He believed that not only every christian is able to behold God's glory this way, but it's
every christian's duty to do it, to live so purily that they will attain this high level of lived theology.
In the divine light the mind is enabled to see God directly and to find itself in union with Him. This is not a light which is beyond itself or higher:
“..But seeing itself, it sees more than itself: it does not simply contemplate some other object, or simply its own image, but rather the glory impressed on its own image by the grace of God. This radiance reinforces the mind’s power to transcend itself, and to accomplish that union with those better things which is beyond understanding. By this union, the mind sees God in the Spirit in a manner transcending human powers.” -Saint Gregory Palamas
You, or every other christian can attain this by living a life of purity, of intense and unceased prayer and of complete humility, until then, you can read the writings of the saints who already attained it.
This is why I say Orthodox spirituality is different, and this kind of experience is like nothing on this earth.