Do you know something?
I'm so grateful to be ASKED that I'm just about jumping out of my seat.
#1, many people don't really believe God called me, so I can't talk to anyone about it.
#2, I'm a woman, and in the south, and I'm Southern Baptist---ppl do not believe women can be called by God.
#3, I'm old. I was 35 years old when God called me. I'm now 46. This seems hilarious to some church people. It is beyond them how God could use a short, rather average woman without any outstanding talents.
Do I sound angry?
That's because I am. I'm tired. I'm deflated.
And I'm ready for God to use me. He was waiting for me to have enough of PEOPLE and what they THINK of me.
Now it's just between me and Him. And I want it His Way.
Where was I when He called me? The balcony of the large, fancy, 1st Baptist Church in my hometown here.
What circumstances was I in: My marriage was breaking up, my husband had been a pastor and had quit the ministry, and my husband wasn't even coming to church with me any longer.
Praise God. I don't have to be angry or afraid any more. I just have to yield to Jesus. He's already open some doors just lately and spoken specifically to me about what ministry He will have me in.
I'm doing volunteer work at a shelter. I was in womens' jail ministry for several years and I hope to hear from God about getting back into jail ministry soon.
Thanks for asking!!!
