Broken soul

[heavenliejediofthebeach]

I really need prayers...I feel like my heart is being shreded more then the usual...for the past hour..ive been crying uncontrollabolly..I feel very rejected(not with Christ)and ugly more then i ever have...Im very wounded in my heart...I still always have the desire to self harm but havent been carrying out with it though. I am trying to listen to christ, but i never know when its him or me talking..iIm going crazy and my rejection is killing me inside..i just want to be home with Abba..I dont want to dream anymore because i feel like its nothing but a waste..

I have another fear too...I have a speech not this week but next, and its weighing down my heart even more..ive always been deathly ill of talking in front of people/class..its scaring me so much....its always been this way....



im sorry to ask..but i reallly need these prayers

 

[silentpoet]

Realize that when you are downhearted God is closely with you. Faith is not a feeling, it is a commitment to serve God and believe him even when you have no reason to. I feel so down sometimes, I have such trouble holding on. I know this, you will be blessed. God does know Your worth. He Loves you ever so much and does not want you to feel as if you have no value.

I pray that God will show you your value. That you will know His love for you is everdeep and never ever ends. Amen

 

[symphonyb]

I have been where you are right now with feelings like this.I just pray for you to lean more on God here.Its natural to have nerves before a speech but Im praying it goes smoothly and easily for you.To feel rejected is something Jesus knew well.Ask for your soul to need only him and see good things happen.I will pray for you this Sunday and continue to pray for you for this weeks events.Let your mind be eased and think positive thoughts..you are not ugly,your one of Gods lambs

 

[Buttermilk]

 

[Cat59]

Praying for you, heavenliesland. May the Lord help you through these horrible feelings and also guide you to people who can support and help you in times when your distress gets this great.
Remember that Jesus himself had strong feelings- when Lazarus died, he cried out with grief, in the garden he faced the terror of what was to happen to him. He has felt whatever we feel and he knows how awful it is. I pray in His name that God will help you soon.
and
Cat

 

[JPPT1974]

Praying for you as well as also the Lord to bring healing as well as comfort to you in these times that you are going through and lean on the Lord for guidance and comfort. In thy name...Amen!!

 

[Laurel Crowned]

As I read your post, I felt you desperation. My heart ached for your heart. My the Lord God touch your heart and heal all the broken places. May you feel his acceptance and receive it as yours. I pray that God would give you support from unexpected areas.

 

[Linus]

May our loving and ever caring Father, help you and strengthen you eternally.

 

[Kehaar]

Praying you would be strengthened and comforted.

 

[JPPT1974]

You are indeed beautiful in God's eyes!!

 

[dia_liom]

Father, I pray for heavenlie, that she'll know her worth in Your eyes, and remember that You love her always. Help her to know Your will, and to be able to tell Your voice, and Your purpose, from her own thoughts & desires, and from any false, deceptive voices.

 

[JPPT1974]

Lord please be with this young person and let her know that she is precious in your sight and that she is indeed a beautiful person. Amen!