First off, I want to thank whomever that took the time to read this, hoping to pray for me. I dont really have any strong christian friends or family that pray for me and I feel so alone. It comforts me knowing God has placed people all over the world out there, that will pray for me without having met me.
I have recently ended a relationship with someone whom I seriously thought God wanted me to be with. After years of having this feeling, I finally got together with her, and imagined it to be perfect as God would intend it to be. But over the course of the relationship, we both lost our sights on God and my selfish love took over. We ended the relationship thinking God would restore our hearts, and be able to make us new again. After seeking God's word, I found out that our feelings of what He wants are contradicting. I am finding that I have nothing to lean on besides the promise that God only wants best for His children. I know I should be able to give up my relationship with her, but I would like prayer for clarity and patience as God reveals His plan for me. Should I give up faith in something that was once the only thing I ever felt sure of God of and go on as that was false hopes, or should I remain faithful that God will mend us somehow, in His miraculous power? Please pray for me for I feel at an all time low and I feel so alone. I pray for the ability to decipher the true voice of God, because if this isnt His plan, I feel that I've been living my whole life in Christ, without really knowing how to hear Him. Please pray for my comfort, rest, and peace in Him. Please pray for her, her name is Kelly...that she will be filled with happiness and wisdom that comes from Him. My name is Khang...I want to be restored and find happiness and joy from only Him. And I pray for His will to be done...please pray for my hope...my faith...my strengh..because it's growing thin in this time where I feel so alone and lost. Thank you all....
I have recently ended a relationship with someone whom I seriously thought God wanted me to be with. After years of having this feeling, I finally got together with her, and imagined it to be perfect as God would intend it to be. But over the course of the relationship, we both lost our sights on God and my selfish love took over. We ended the relationship thinking God would restore our hearts, and be able to make us new again. After seeking God's word, I found out that our feelings of what He wants are contradicting. I am finding that I have nothing to lean on besides the promise that God only wants best for His children. I know I should be able to give up my relationship with her, but I would like prayer for clarity and patience as God reveals His plan for me. Should I give up faith in something that was once the only thing I ever felt sure of God of and go on as that was false hopes, or should I remain faithful that God will mend us somehow, in His miraculous power? Please pray for me for I feel at an all time low and I feel so alone. I pray for the ability to decipher the true voice of God, because if this isnt His plan, I feel that I've been living my whole life in Christ, without really knowing how to hear Him. Please pray for my comfort, rest, and peace in Him. Please pray for her, her name is Kelly...that she will be filled with happiness and wisdom that comes from Him. My name is Khang...I want to be restored and find happiness and joy from only Him. And I pray for His will to be done...please pray for my hope...my faith...my strengh..because it's growing thin in this time where I feel so alone and lost. Thank you all....