- Jul 8, 2007
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I started writing these blogs for one reason: to pinpoint and solve my problems and downfalls in my relationship with Jesus Christ. After writing such "blogs" and thinking deeply on them, I feel I have indeed grown closer to God. Yet, I've come to find out that I have one major issue and problem. (By problem, I'm simply implying the one thing that has distorted my view of Christianity and what is truly means to be Christian. So, in other words, it inot so much a problem as it is a relization that leads to change.)
Over the last year, i have come a long way in my walk with Jesus Christ. I can honestly say that I am a completely different person, spiritually, than I was a year ago. The path I've been walking has been a very maturing and eye-opening experience.
This one problem or relization is that I have been brainwashed. Yes, I said it: brainwashed. I feel like the American Dream has brainwashed me through materialism, and self. America has caused my thinking to be centered around prosperity, money, and self. This way of thinking has distorted the way I think and the way I live my life. Materialism and Self have become something normal, almost as if they are righteous things to pursue.
I have slowly, ever so slowly, been discovering that the bible and the message of Jesus Christ are in direct conflict of this way of thinking. I been living my life in conflict with the essential message of the Gospel and the plan of the message of Jesus Christ.
These are ONLY a few areas where I am finding my thinking outside the realm and reality of Jesus Christ. I pursue SELF. Jesus pursues OTHERS. I pursue MONEY. Jesus had NO MONEY and that he did receive, he gave to the poor. I pursue REVENGE. Jesus pursues LOVE (loving your enemies as yourself!!) Church has become something that I do, instead of something that I am.
I honestly feel like I have become so brainwashed by my culture that it is hard to see the truth in my ways of living. I think our society has taken the sacred truth and tried to sell it, manufacture it, and use it for personal gain. So I'm finding that the authenticity of Jesus Christ is hard to find and discover.
All my blogs seem as little pieces to t his puzzle that needs to change my life. I have grown to think that Jesus Christ was a white, middle-class, republican- just like me! How wrong i have become! Instead of becoming more like Christ, I have slowly been brainwashed that Jesus Christ is like me!!! Without realizing it, my culture and my selfishness have brainwashed me from the truth of the Jesus that lived 2000 years ago.
So, as you can see, I feel like Christ is slowly moving me down a road of drastic change. To summarize I will quote two lines from "The Irresistible Revolution: living as an ordinary radical" by Shane Claiborne. It goes like this:
"The time has come for a new kind of converstation, a new kind of Christianity, a new kind of revolution."
As I begin to open my eyes and see clearly through the brainwashing attempts of society, I pray that you do also.
Over the last year, i have come a long way in my walk with Jesus Christ. I can honestly say that I am a completely different person, spiritually, than I was a year ago. The path I've been walking has been a very maturing and eye-opening experience.
This one problem or relization is that I have been brainwashed. Yes, I said it: brainwashed. I feel like the American Dream has brainwashed me through materialism, and self. America has caused my thinking to be centered around prosperity, money, and self. This way of thinking has distorted the way I think and the way I live my life. Materialism and Self have become something normal, almost as if they are righteous things to pursue.
I have slowly, ever so slowly, been discovering that the bible and the message of Jesus Christ are in direct conflict of this way of thinking. I been living my life in conflict with the essential message of the Gospel and the plan of the message of Jesus Christ.
These are ONLY a few areas where I am finding my thinking outside the realm and reality of Jesus Christ. I pursue SELF. Jesus pursues OTHERS. I pursue MONEY. Jesus had NO MONEY and that he did receive, he gave to the poor. I pursue REVENGE. Jesus pursues LOVE (loving your enemies as yourself!!) Church has become something that I do, instead of something that I am.
I honestly feel like I have become so brainwashed by my culture that it is hard to see the truth in my ways of living. I think our society has taken the sacred truth and tried to sell it, manufacture it, and use it for personal gain. So I'm finding that the authenticity of Jesus Christ is hard to find and discover.
All my blogs seem as little pieces to t his puzzle that needs to change my life. I have grown to think that Jesus Christ was a white, middle-class, republican- just like me! How wrong i have become! Instead of becoming more like Christ, I have slowly been brainwashed that Jesus Christ is like me!!! Without realizing it, my culture and my selfishness have brainwashed me from the truth of the Jesus that lived 2000 years ago.
So, as you can see, I feel like Christ is slowly moving me down a road of drastic change. To summarize I will quote two lines from "The Irresistible Revolution: living as an ordinary radical" by Shane Claiborne. It goes like this:
"The time has come for a new kind of converstation, a new kind of Christianity, a new kind of revolution."
As I begin to open my eyes and see clearly through the brainwashing attempts of society, I pray that you do also.