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My name is Nathan 26 year old Male. I had gotten into the occult and stuck in an adulterous relationship for two years. And in the beginning of my relationship i got into some demonic trouble because I had taken the occult a step to far. That's when I knew what I was doing wasnt from God. I had grown up catholic and fell into the lie that angel tarot was ok because it wasnt regular tarot cards, or witchcraft or etc and that there was nothing negative about them, and then from there I got into angel numbers when numbers started to follow me around. Well I figured that out the hard way because one day I decided to pull up YouTube and get deeper into the numbers phenomenon and I participated in something and did exactly what the guy said to do and when I did I invited a demon into my body, I remember as soon as I did what the guy said to do this high pitched sound entered my body. And i was also getting attacked by them i would wake up and find bruises on me for no reason. I remember i called a few churches up and one of them told me that unfortunately demonic forces are real and to stop participating in it or things will get worse. So I listened and then i bought a bible and i started going to church every weekend and bible studys every week. I wouldnt say that I didnt believe in God and Jesus but that I had the wrong depiction of how God and the spiritual realm actually worked. Alot of people today believe a broad term of God and Jesus and that Angel's and demons exists and how the spiritual realm work and that Jesus died for our sins. And Jesus dieing for our sins isnt false but whats false is that alot of people today have little to no faith or they think they can believe in Jesus and be saved and do whatever they want and still go to heaven, and most people think that people already go to heaven when they die and that they can talk to dead people but that isnt true, so many people have been decieved into a false gospel and taught that it's ok to take place in whatever spiritual practices they please. I remember when I grew up in the catholic church I didnt really know what to think but always questioned myself when the priest said "When Jesus comes back he will judge the living and the dead". When I found the real Jesus 2 years ago I remember I saw it as very different from what I had originally believed about him, when I started going to bible studies every week and going to church every weekend and reading different things. Ever since then when I made the mistake I asked Jesus to come into myself life and show me the way, and my life slowly transformed. After staying close to the church and asking for people to pray for me including people on here on the forums the Lord has finally intervened to me in the last 3 months. He first tried removing me from my adulterous relationship and me and my girlfriend got split up. During that split up I had repented but I was so heart broken because she was my first love that I got back with her 3 weeks later. And when I did that the Lord had revealed to me that I had closed up a new door that he had opened for me and to pray for it back. So I vegetated on it for a few weeks, I knew that I couldnt stay with her if I wanted God in my life and began feeling depressed because of it and I started feeling that I couldn't choose her over God it's not right. So I then prayed to the Lord and told him I was sorry that I came back to her. And then the Lord kept revealing to me that if I kept her I would not inherit the kingdom of God, and so one day I went to my old church just for whatever reason cause I hadn't been there for a long time and the sermon was about the the scripture verse " anyone who tries to save his life will lose it but anyone who denies his life for my sake will find it". So I finally told the Lord last week that I would surrender my life to him and that I wanted to live the life he has for me and do his will not mine and not keep the old life I have and that I would leave the girl and the signs stopped. It was really quite strange how the Lord reached out to me he used YouTube, the TV, My bible study app from olive. I'm not surprised though in these last days I'm pretty sure the Lord is trying to reach out to more an more people to wake them up. I am now going to be baptized not this weekend but the next weekend and leave my girl and go live with family. I would like to thank everyone on this forum for praying for me, and of course all glory goes to the father up in heaven. Thank you Jesus!