- Dec 4, 2019
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- Male
- Faith
- Christian
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- Single
I have a question is mixing up Satan and the Holy Spirit blasphemy against the Holy Spirit. In the shower I saw the Yellow Cross and mixed up the Holy Spirit and Satan did I blaspheme the Holy Spirit. I see a blue light on the floor and writing on my skin and forehead but I wasn't trying to blaspheme the Holy Spirit. Satan says he is in my brain and heart but I didn't blaspheme the Holy Spirit verbally I just saw a Yellow Cross and it tells me that it was the mark of the beast and that I bowed before it that I blasphemed but I didn't know that is it just a physchtrist issue with this blue light and writing on skin could it be real? I love Jesus so much and I am so afraid that I blasphemed the Holy Spirit in a hallucination of the Yellow Cross on the shower wall and and door. I hope I didn't blow my chance at the rapture and I don't want to be a false prophet my friends and family and church let me know it is fake and it is a chemical imbalance in my brain could my brain think that I have the mark and not actually have it. Could I be hallucinating words on my skin and forehead and it just alarms me so much. I believe there in God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit and I asked the Holy Spirit in my life when I was 4 years old it wasn't until October when that got messed up and my name being written out of the Book of Life. Can God forgive me if I did blaspheme the Holy Spirit in the Yellow Cross. I am worried that I am crying tears of Esau and that the trick cost me my salvation. I have so many concerns and I hope that I can be forgiven and that I can get better from this illness. I just love God so much and I am so worried that I offended him.