Today has been one of the worst days i've ever had with my OCD, uncontrollable blasphemous thoughts against the Holy Spirit all day.. usually i just cover them up with constant compulsions or something.. Yesterday was one of the best days i've had in a while but today was horrible. My question is what kind of blasphemous thoughts or just bad thoughts in general do you guys have? and how often do you usually have them, and how often do they fully come through as a thought? Like todays thoughts for me were randomly out of nowhere stuff like i would think about the holy spirit and then randomly think "i'm praying to a demon" and i would be like "NO IM NOT!" just crazy terrible stuff like that. I know He's God.. and when the thoughts come all the way through i think they are my actual thoughts. Gahh! hate this! I wouldn't ever say this stuff about Him but i feel like my mind keeps sinning against Him!
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Blasphemous thoughts..
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I know what you are going through. Been there and by the grace of God I am being delivered. Just know you are not alone. I have had those same thoughts and bad days. I literally had a headache from the thoughts. But I know that Jesus is still with me. If you are bothered by these thoughts, that means you really love God. I know you will find this difficult to believe right now, but YOU WILL GET THROUGH THIS!!
This is just a test. Hang in there!!!
This is just a test. Hang in there!!!
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i remember when the ocd was serious, from the time i wake up in the morning till the time i sleep in the evening, i will be saying uncontrollable blasphemous phrases and thoughts, every minute, every second and no rest at all. But God is good, its nolonger like that, things are changing and this is quickly becoming history and i am begining to find peace
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Good to hear mmutsakama! Good that God is getting you through it. I know exactly how you feel
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Why are so many Cristians suffering, I ,pray for us. I am also suffering. Let us keep our mouths pure and no longer repeat what we think to others, this is a speaking sin they say, which makes me shudder because I repeated what I thought to my pastor. Am I doomed, I feel so bad and crazy, I'd am so scared and sad. I read many Christians are suffering this, are we all doomed, I mean someone help me. Thank you. Don't write what you think either ok brothers and sisters, I love you and God bless you. Find peace.
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