BiPolar

[RonPrice]

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AN ACCOUNT OF
MY BIPOLAR DISORDER​

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A 65 YEAR CONTEXT:
October 1943 To July 2008

BY

RON PRICE
George Town Tasmania Australia​

(62 Pages--25,000 words)


1. Preamble and Introduction:

1.1 This is a longitudinal, retrospective account going back to my conception in October 1943. I make reference to a genetic predisposition to bipolar disorder(BPD) due to a family history of affective disorder in a first-degree relative, my mother. She had BPD. About half of all patients with BPD have one parent who also has a mood disorder. There is, therefore, a clinical significance in my mother’s mood disorder in the diagnosis of my own BPD. There is an unquestionable justification for the inclusion of the family in the diagnostic process and any understanding of the disorder in my particular case as well as the cases of others. I make this point as an opening remark and pass on to my story.

1.2 My account also provides a statement of my most recent experiences in the last year, 2007-2008, with manic-depression(MD) or BPD as it has come to be called in recent years. Some prospective analysis of my illness is also included with the view to assessing potential long-term strategies, appropriate lifestyle choices and activities in which to engage in the years ahead. For the most part, though, this account is an outline, a description, of the genetic-family-based origins and the most recent symptoms of BPD in my life.

1.3 Some of the personal context for this illness over the lifespan in my private and public life, in the relationships to my family of birth and my two families of marriage, in my employment life and now in my retirement are discussed in this document. I include some of what seems to me my major and relevant: (a) personal circumstances as they relate to my values, beliefs and attitudes on the one hand--what some might call my religion as defined in a broad sense; (b) family circumstances; for example, my parents’ life and my wife’s illness; (c) employment circumstances involving as they did (i) stress, (ii) movement from place to place and (iii) my sense of identity and meaning; as well as (d) a range of other aspects of my day-to-day life and its wider socio-historical setting. This lengthy account will hopefully provide: (I) mental health sufferers, clients or consumers, as they are now variously called these days, with a more adequate information base to make some comparisons and contrasts with their own situation, their own predicament whatever it may be, and hopefully gain some helpful knowledge and understandings; and (II) those assessing my suitability for work or for public or private office---with a useful document for making their decision about my capacity to take on some task or responsibility an informed one.

1.4 Many do not feel comfortable going to doctors, to psychologists and, more especially, to psychiatrists. Perhaps this is part of a general distrust of certain professional fields in our world today. Perhaps it is part of a general public being more critical. Others do seek help; still others try to work things out themselves and there are, of course, various combinations of those who try, those who have given up and those who go back and forth between the two poles of trying and not trying to sort out their disorder. Many often find the journey through the corridors of mental health problems so complex, such a labyrinth, that they give up in despair. Suicide is common among the group I refer to here—the sufferers from BPD and I could include depression(D) as well as a range of other illnesses and life battles of a traumatic nature. This account may help such people obtain appropriate treatment and, as a result, dramatically improve their quality of life. I think, too, that this essay of more than 25,000 words and sixty-two A-4 pages(font 14) is part of: (a) my own small part in reducing the damaging stigma associated with BPD and (b) what might be termed "my coming out."

---I may add more of my 25,000 word statement after and if some feedback is received.-Ron in Australia

 

[DoubtingThomas29]

Thanks for sharing, I have schizoaffective disorder, and my medication works pretty good and the therapy I got a long time ago helped me out a lot.

Would you believe that among schizophrenics the leading cause of premature death is suicide. I just try to not stress out really, that seems to be what works the best.