You just remember these words the next time you have someone dear to you needing some kind of beneficence that no astronomical object can produce.
Friend,
When I was in my darkest night of the soul, the 6 straight months of such crushing depression that I seriously considered suicide, I prayed night and day for deliverance. I will most assuredly remember my words. Do you know what comfort God sent me? None. Except the belief at that time that I would end up in Hell if I did commit suicide, or I might accidentally harm my roommate by some of the means I was thinking of at that time.
I suffer mightily still with the issues that plagued me back then, and yet no deliverance from the hand of God. The hand of
science has come closer to providing me deliverance. I am not suicidal anymore, but I do suffer nonetheless.
We all adapt to our suffering as we must. I sat and watched my dad fade away over 8 agonizing years. I sat
by his very bed and watched him literally die.
Don't "threaten" me with FEAR, my friend. I have plenty of it in spades. I dread tomorrow on so many occasions I am almost unable to function.
When I was a believer I felt much the same way.
It made no difference to me whether I actively prayed to God on a nearly minute-by-minute basis or whether I simply assume he doesn't exist as I do now as an atheist. Life is still pretty much the same.
Don't wave your "threat-god" around me, bubs. I have little time for it. In fact, if anything, my abandonment of "faith"
improved my life. It was one less thing I had to obsess about and worry non-stop about.
One less needle in me.
While I understand you and others may have similar painful stories to relate I also understand you adapt to those pressures differently than I do. I am merely pointing out that "Worship" is for those who love and need the "Threat God" to fulfill the darker corners of their soul.