I have been really struggling with the teachings of Calvinism lately. I have been reading Romans, and have come upon some, seeming to be, Calvinistic verses. I have been doing alot of thinking, and it has really been bringing me down:
1. according to Calvin (and possibly these verses), we have no free will, so God has predestined everything. So that means that my life, and everyone else's life is just being run by some big, "Puppet master" in heaven.
2. I did not choose God, He choose me. My friend John on the other hand, God did not choose. So God created him for the sole purpose of sending him to hell? So God chooses only some people? I thought he loves everyone, if He did, why wouldn't He just, "Choose" everyone?
3. If God preordained everything, wouldn't that make him the author of evil?
This has really been on my mind lately friends, I do not know what to think, is God really just picking and choosing everyone based on nothing?
So Jesus only died for some?
Whats the point of going out and preaching? If God only picks and chooses a select (or elect) few, where does evangelism come into play?
What are some other verses that point to different teachings?
I just want to know the truth and serve God the way the Bible teaches.
I hope someone can help me, I feel as if I'm at dead end.
1. according to Calvin (and possibly these verses), we have no free will, so God has predestined everything. So that means that my life, and everyone else's life is just being run by some big, "Puppet master" in heaven.
2. I did not choose God, He choose me. My friend John on the other hand, God did not choose. So God created him for the sole purpose of sending him to hell? So God chooses only some people? I thought he loves everyone, if He did, why wouldn't He just, "Choose" everyone?
3. If God preordained everything, wouldn't that make him the author of evil?
This has really been on my mind lately friends, I do not know what to think, is God really just picking and choosing everyone based on nothing?
So Jesus only died for some?
Whats the point of going out and preaching? If God only picks and chooses a select (or elect) few, where does evangelism come into play?
What are some other verses that point to different teachings?
I just want to know the truth and serve God the way the Bible teaches.
I hope someone can help me, I feel as if I'm at dead end.