Biblical and other support for those Hurting badly!

[Jeshu]

Religion is a very powerful force down on this earth, traditionally as well as in the present she has forced whole nations into her morals, values and rules. However as of late see how the beast, upon whom she has ridden for so long, hates her and is in the process of burning her and devouring her as we stand.

This is a difficult time for God's people who bewildered look around the world they live in and wonder if their faith has any purpose or value at all. The sad reality often being that many believe in the god of religion and have no personal faith relationship with the son of God through the living word at all. Others have faith but are pressured by the world around them to permit sin and often see the bible as an irrelevant book when it comes to what is true or worthwhile for them. Yet others have clearly fallen asleep when it comes to waiting for Christ, they have not experienced His mighty power and the truth of His word and think that Jesus doesn't come for 2000 years even when He says that He will come soon, so they don't take Him serious any more. Others are so busy with their Church, and trying to pay for all religion's demands, that they have declined to go to the wedding feast for they were to busy serving their (religious) idols. Yet others await Jesus eagerly but only so that the people they hate can all go to hell, not realising that they themselves will turn out fuel for the fire being in anti-christ spirituality like that.

I've come to the conclusion that the majority of Christians await Jesus but they don't know who He is and would easily walk past Him in the street, even calling Him nasty labels in their hearts. How few of us realise that all people are His and that every living thing lives under the umbrella of His grace? He is the life giver of each and everyone of us. And that the least of His brethren could well be those homeless beggars, prostitutes or drug addicts, so many (religious) people like to look down upon. Oh that religion would be true and look after the poor, fatherless and needy both physically as well as spiritually and stop adding those volumes about the Word of God, rather than teach the word of God.

We as depressed people often bear the brunt of religious madness where brother or sisters demand we do without medications or that we lack faith and are mentally ill because of that. This is religious manipulation to try and force people to walk the line and do as they are told. I've known a person who did really well on her medications but then her Church basically forced her to go by faith alone. She stopped taking her medications and became ill again, she ended-up psychotic wrecking her marriage and her family and was forced to go back on medication and find another Church. The poor lady was very bitter and angry for a long time and almost lost faith in God because of it all. It took years before mother and child relation were restored to some degree but she lost her husband completely, he wanted nothing to do with her any more.

I reckon we should not bewail religion's death, how much death and destruction has she caused? History (and even more so her story) is full of her crimes. She truly drinks the blood of all the saints, good riddance of bad music I say. That faith in the word of God would take the believers up into ruler ship with Christ who is awaiting them on the clouds of Heaven.

Revelation 17
One of the seven angels who had the seven bowls came and said to me, “Come, I will show you the punishment of the great prostitute, who sits by many waters. With her the kings of the earth committed adultery, and the inhabitants of the earth were intoxicated with the wine of her adulteries.”

Then the angel carried me away in the Spirit into a wilderness. There I saw a woman sitting on a scarlet beast that was covered with blasphemous names and had seven heads and ten horns. The woman was dressed in purple and scarlet, and was glittering with gold, precious stones and pearls. She held a golden cup in her hand, filled with abominable things and the filth of her adulteries. The name written on her forehead was a mystery:

babylon the great

the mother of prostitutes

and of the abominations of the earth.


I saw that the woman was drunk with the blood of God’s holy people, the blood of those who bore testimony to Jesus.

When I saw her, I was greatly astonished. Then the angel said to me: “Why are you astonished? I will explain to you the mystery of the woman and of the beast she rides, which has the seven heads and ten horns. The beast, which you saw, once was, now is not, and yet will come up out of the Abyss and go to its destruction. The inhabitants of the earth whose names have not been written in the book of life from the creation of the world will be astonished when they see the beast, because it once was, now is not, and yet will come.


“This calls for a mind with wisdom. The seven heads are seven hills on which the woman sits. They are also seven kings. Five have fallen, one is, the other has not yet come; but when he does come, he must remain for only a little while. The beast who once was, and now is not, is an eighth king. He belongs to the seven and is going to his destruction.


“The ten horns you saw are ten kings who have not yet received a kingdom, but who for one hour will receive authority as kings along with the beast. They have one purpose and will give their power and authority to the beast. They will wage war against the Lamb, but the Lamb will triumph over them because he is Lord of lords and King of kings—and with him will be his called, chosen and faithful followers.”


Then the angel said to me, “The waters you saw, where the prostitute sits, are peoples, multitudes, nations and languages. The beast and the ten horns you saw will hate the prostitute. They will bring her to ruin and leave her naked; they will eat her flesh and burn her with fire. For God has put it into their hearts to accomplish his purpose by agreeing to hand over to the beast their royal authority, until God’s words are fulfilled. The woman you saw is the great city that rules over the kings of the earth.”

 

[Jeshu]

One sure sign we are overcome by lies is when we have very compelling things to do before things can be right again. The accuser and the false prophet work very hard to get us to make promises to the dragon god - our guilty consciences ruling us - using the truths of the bible in a loveless way.

If you have done this in the past then please repent of heeding the dragon and the false prophet for each time you do or have done this this, you sacrifice your loving ones to the fire - good life dies a terrible death at the hands of the enemy and sin doesn't stop but gets worse.

It is number one trick of the devil to catch repentant sinners in his net.

When we love to lay down our lives for God or when we love to serve or worship Him then we know we walk the right way. Love is the key to serving God successfully the more we love God the safer from the enemy we are, no matter what the wicked do with our bodies, our hearts remain true to Him.

So endeavour to love God and neighbour and then let the truth of the bible set you free from your enemies and the blood of Christ wash you from your sins.

Ephesians 2:8-23
See to it that no one takes you captive through hollow and deceptive philosophy, which depends on human tradition and the elemental spiritual forces of this world rather than on Christ.

For in Christ all the fullness of the Deity lives in bodily form, and in Christ you have been brought to fullness. He is the head over every power and authority. In him you were also circumcised with a circumcision not performed by human hands. Your whole self ruled by the flesh was put off when you were circumcised by Christ, having been buried with him in baptism, in which you were also raised with him through your faith in the working of God, who raised him from the dead.


When you were dead in your sins and in the uncircumcision of your flesh, God made you alive with Christ. He forgave us all our sins, having canceled the charge of our legal indebtedness, which stood against us and condemned us; he has taken it away, nailing it to the cross. And having disarmed the powers and authorities, he made a public spectacle of them, triumphing over them by the cross.



Therefore do not let anyone judge you by what you eat or drink, or with regard to a religious festival, a New Moon celebration or a Sabbath day. These are a shadow of the things that were to come; the reality, however, is found in Christ. Do not let anyone who delights in false humility and the worship of angels disqualify you. Such a person also goes into great detail about what they have seen; they are puffed up with idle notions by their unspiritual mind. They have lost connection with the head, from whom the whole body, supported and held together by its ligaments and sinews, grows as God causes it to grow.


Since you died with Christ to the elemental spiritual forces of this world, why, as though you still belonged to the world, do you submit to its rules: “Do not handle! Do not taste! Do not touch!”? These rules, which have to do with things that are all destined to perish with use, are based on merely human commands and teachings. Such regulations indeed have an appearance of wisdom, with their self-imposed worship, their false humility and their harsh treatment of the body, but they lack any value in restraining sensual indulgence.

 

[Jeshu]

I found that when we focus on our pain, or on those who caused it, then we forget that we can get healed again if we love for God and neighbour dwell in our hearts again. With love the pain we suffer adds value, giving our suffering ultimate depth and meaning.

Job 36:16
But those who suffer he delivers in their suffering;
he speaks to them in their affliction.

Just look at Jesus, it took Jesus a few days to overcome His pain and suffering, brought about by our sin, and bring ultimate meaning about instead. Not that I suggest we can overcome our pain in just a few days like He did, but rather that it is possible to overcome our suffering with Christ. This can give us true purpose to fight the wicked and beat them down with love's power. Like Paul says

Philippians 3:10
I want to know Christ—yes, to know the power of his resurrection and participation in his sufferings, becoming like him in his death,

So let us not be surprised that people will hate us for who we are in Christ, that is to be expected, for Jesus said if they hated me they will hate you. When the wicked are in charge of people's hearts and minds then such people will always hate/dislike/disagree/disregard God's own, they have no choice the wicked will compel them to to hate the righteous. It is the truth of the lie that the lie dwelling inside of people hates and fears love's own. So let us fight the pain and welcome His sufferings for when we suffer the wicked then we are quickly done with sin it is as simple as that.

Philippians 4:4-7
Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

 

[Jeshu]

Saved a Sinner
Many are abhorred about my sins
they are red like scarlet!
All my life I endeavoured to stop sinning
but I failed miserably
I'm a sinner at heart.

I called out to Jesus to save me from my sins
He said I stand at the door and knock
Dine with Jesus for a good time
completely forgiveness
the apple of God's eye to be.

How is this even possible you may wonder?
A sinner saved by Jesus' grace alone?
Confidant that evil will die
and good life will be raised
on the last Day.

Let the wicked be wicked still, they don't change
but let the righteous be righteous still
The Chosen elected before time began
to be God's very offspring
many making one all in all.

 

[Jeshu]

Often times I wondered about God in my life but now that I have been found by the truth - He simply is. How can I ever deny that the truth embodies my every moment. Innocent when it comes to me choices, the truth still brings about what sow. So if I sow hateful thoughts in my heart, then the truth will be that I will get a more and more hateful heart - unless I repent - then the truth of my repentance will tell the story instead.

Honest it is simple

The truth is - the truth of the moment surrounds you as well as me and us all. The truth is totally reliable to tell us what is going on, the truth is the truth is never silent and speaks everybodies language.

So if your truth tells you that you are far from God then rebuke that liar and tell Him that you have your very being in Him and that He is incredibly close therefore. (Acts 17:24-28) It are lies that stop us from seeing the truth and understanding how safe we are in Him.

Simply reject the lies and confirm God's truth even if you don't see it but because you know the truth will become visible when the lies die out. To not feed the lie our support/life is the quickest way to get rid of them. You recognise the wicked by their deed and the loveless directions of their suggestions.

Have you noticed how they throw their net?

• They focus on your weakness or sin and then accuse you with wrong and say that God hates you and you are not chosen, nor beloved of God. The wicked always stamp their doom on you, just to show you who they are, in them you will feel doomed, trapped and hopeless. That is the poisonous darts they are lying to your heart and mind with. Those in you who say you are a goat are goats themselves and don't need to be heeded or believed.
• Or they entice your desires, of which they have often times ruler ship within you, and try and make you work to satisfy them instead of walking in the truth of God. Itchy ears to get. Letting satan in as an angel of light to rob you of all your treasures.
• And of course the wicked use the world's values and morals to captivate you with, this includes religion herself, that great prostitute riding on the dragon's back.

Truly you can trust Jesus to shift the wicked out of you, it is best not to heed the wicked nor believe their suggestions and refuse to have life in them, until they die out, some by the sword, some by famine, pestilence or decease. God's Word fells them all, their ruler ship in us will not survive His light of day.

This is how you know if you are serving the truth or if you have fallen into lies reality

In God's truth we love to change from wrong to right and seek to do right, we resist wrong as His will is our delight! We have life in the truth of His love and are safe from the enemy.

In lies we can't do good, but are forced to produce good life, while all we do is wrong or not good enough. We suffer the wicked! The dragon is our god. With him we mustn't do, must do, a little rule here, a little rule there is what betrays the lies ruling within our inner reality. The suffering prisoners and their destiny are the prove of what the bible talks about. Isaiah 61

Who dares to let the truth expose the lies ruling? Who dares to look at The Son shining brightly whenever you open the the word of God? Please get rid of your life hurting and find new life in Jesus and with Jesus.

His love to surround you, keeping you safe.

Spirit's Comfort.

The Spirit wind whispers His presence in me.
"Do not fear the claws of evil misery,
Christ's blood has set you free,
come walk with Me into eternity."

"Though the evil slash their hate in envy,
You walk the highway of God's love decree.
So once more you shall see,
your enemies final destiny,
for that is your Saviour's victory!"

(my response.)

I tremble and I shake.
My lips quiver and I quake.
What can I say to Him my Lord?
The wicked shall die by His sword.
For what can I do but kneel in awe.
All evil gone - is what I saw.

 

[Jeshu]

From Darkness To Light.

My dear Lord Jesus
I'm not worthy to be Your servant
let alone be Your child
what can I do for You?

To have life in Your truth
a heart beating in love
This is what I desire
to get rid of that stone.

I fail You so often
not loving You true
Harming my own life
untrue to be.

Yet You love me
Your mercies always anew
bringing me new life
growing right within You.

 

[Jeshu]

Such a true song - Word of God Speak I love it!

 

[Jeshu]

The Word of God is where I found the answers I was looking for. Honest brothers and sister read it as a personal address. Know that the wrongs dwelling in people in the past are still dwelling in human hearts today and that the word of God exposes wrong in such a way that we get away from it and bad begins to produce good instead of more wrong. When your times with depression becomes a blessing for example, then you know that the word has been busy working within you, then you know Jesus has set you free from its destructive power, then you know that you are also victorious in Christ.

This is how salvation found me even while I was suicidally depressed, I took His message personally and let The Living Word within me teach me how to find eternal life in the enduring word of God.

like here,

Malachi 3:1-5
“I will send my messenger, who will prepare the way before me. Then suddenly the Lord you are seeking will come to his temple; the messenger of the covenant, whom you desire, will come,” says the Lord Almighty.

But who can endure the day of his coming? Who can stand when he appears? For he will be like a refiner’s fire or a launderer’s soap. He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver; he will purify the Levites and refine them like gold and silver. Then the Lord will have men who will bring offerings in righteousness, and the offerings of Judah and Jerusalem will be acceptable to the Lord, as in days gone by, as in former years.


“So I will come to put you on trial. I will be quick to testify against sorcerers, adulterers and perjurers, against those who defraud laborers of their wages, who oppress the widows and the fatherless, and deprive the foreigners among you of justice, but do not fear me,” says the Lord Almighty.

From one moment to the next I understood who Jesus was within my heart. Seeing Him there on His white horse cutting my enemies down right within me -dividing the sheep from the goats.

I wrote a poem about the first few moments this revealing of the light had on me.

Meeting Jesus.

Inability to change forces me to look Jesus in the eye.
The blushing shame from my own nakedness creeps.
Lucky I know the accuser is merely the father of the lie.
Well now a harvest this fallen angel reaps.
Come see the weeds inside my heart to be burnt!

"Can you remember times of wanton greed?"
Awakened, I hear my faithful Saviour speak
"When you hated from my love to feed?"
In His kind words the fire of His mercy peaks,
I watch my greed tumble out of my psyche.

A fiery ending is the best way to illustrate,
the fate my inner greed meets on his tailspin out.
Utterly rejected and in a most miserable state.
Clear knowledge what his punishment is about,
This past ruler is stripped of his powers.

"Those times you in selfishness did feed?"
The perspicacity of His view zeros in.
His voice gentle, sounding so sweet.
Still I watch my biggest I crumble within.
Tumbling down the tunnel without ending.

"But my beloved child why did you follow?"
His urgent words bring me back from sure calamity.
"How much narcissistic thinking did you swallow?
Come, just let it flow out of your personality,
take on a humble vision of self like me."

Gratefully I take His gift offered to me.
A humble heart inside my chest to throb.
Truly from greedy selfishness free to be.
My dear Heavenly Friend please never stop,
fill my every sense of being with Yourself.

Never did I deserve this.
Your goodness in my heart to meet.
I have done so much amiss.
Yet in loving care You still greet.
Oh how I long forever in You to be.

 

[Jeshu]

I See

I see the Chosen
the dust of the earth
......Awaiting.....
the great awakening
......Awaiting.....
A New Beginning
We all died to the old.

I look up in hope
relief at last
no pain will remain
after birthing is done
The hurt lies in the past
now only awaiting time
to stop bleeding.

I hear God's children rejoicing
The great throng praising,
What Joy is ours?
Life everlasting
doesn't die again
not now..
..or ever!

I see Holy, Holy, Holy
Worthy of all adoration
Numbered existence gone.
Forever praising
The Lamb
for what He's done
for ALL of us.

Amen.

 

[Jeshu]

A site with a few good resources, including sermons, video and audio materials for biblical Christians who suffer from depression or have loved ones who do and need encouragement and comprehension of could be happening to them and why and where they can go for help.

http://www.desiringgod.org/articles/too-depressed-to-believe-what-we-know

 

[Jeshu]

Bright moments brought about this vision of God's truth at work in my heart. Understanding His Word like this has brought me much benefit in my struggles with both deepest depression and hardiest sins.

I hope it is not too simplified I tried to put the main themes in it and have edited a few times to try and put more in the words but want to keep it basic as possible to try and make people see how God's truth goes to work within us if we dare and let Him.



To Hear The Trumpet blow

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the Dragon is back!!!

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bad inner kings rule

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massive spiritual genocide

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guilty conscience fries

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burning our harlot within

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devouring bad life.

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Bringing Christ as King

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destroying our mind control

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liberating God's chosen

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wiping out the numbered

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God's own ruling in love within

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freedom to know/be the/in truth

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be truly human again.

 

[Jeshu]

What is more important in life than being loved? The Truth is that we are!!! All of us, each and everyone of us The Truth has lovingly woven together in our mother's womb, the wrong spiritualities we inherited from our parents love making and all, our spirit still innocent and pure, or soul still a void of darkness.

When will the first spark be? God knows for He was the First park and will be The Last Spark as well, that is how He is. The Almighty, our Life giver, exists because He simply was, is and always will be the truth who brings us our realities, both good and bad, according to the choices we make.

Now I say both good and bad because God Himself tell us in His word that He created both darkness and light, good and evil, however as Jesus so clearly demonstrates He brings into Being right and suffers wrong by laying down His life so wrong (us sinners,) can have life. For the Truth is we all have our being in Him.

This is how evil has gotten into Creation. Not because God created satan like that, but because the devil - the lie ruling down here - murdered God in us and took over from Him in our lives as sinners down here. The devil has life in us through the lies we believe about ourselves and our neighbour and has build his lies right around our spirit and filled our souls with black matter and black holes. Making everything lifeless and cold and extremely volatile to implode the near nothingness of all that meaningless space with nothing in it, into a burning lake of fire.

I know that is what happened in my soul! All the black matter it up into a raging fire and only the sons and daughters of God within me survived the carnage, though all flesh burned up in the process and my world of being laid completely bare. Oh what a search fro the caves for those worldly minded in me when the light went on. Seven times brighter than usual and also seven times hotter, try and survive such heat in sinful self, and consider that is but the Dawning of His Light!

Everything we have been taught here is stained by lies, and will not survive the fire of His coming, not our flesh either in The End!!! However Jesus knows the Truth of His Father very well, it is His own, so He comes in the flesh like the Apostles explained to us (Isaiah 53.)

He loves us sinners and doesn't want us to perish, as He knows FULL WELL we will if we keep on having life in wrong we will perish at Truth's coming a terrible ending. For who can face the Truth of what we have all done to Him? (I can't without His blood covering me that is fro sure,) it is agonising to see His agonising death each time we choose to have life in lies and not Him. It forces us on our knees in The End, even the most hardened sinner in us comes to his or her knees and is forced to find refuge in His blood poured out for all of us. (His blood running down that cross for such a very long time already!!! Doesn't your heart cry out pondering on Him? (Revelation 1)

It is through our sin and misery that we finally learn to understand the meaning of The Cross. For in our innocent (childish)self we (or I didn't at least,) value suffering or dying as something to be eagerly sought after. However when Christ is revealed in us then we understand what Light and Darkness is truly about. And how come God creates the one and gives life also to the other. The wicked in our life shudder in utter dread and we in our loveless sinner selves run like rats to get of that sinking ship, and come to our doom trying to enter the Feast in vain.

Back to the goat and sheep perspective. Yet that is how it goes. In sinner selves we are given an unknown amount of time to repent. So each time when we are ruling our lives and doing our sinful things Jesus wants to get to know us and love us and convince us to come to Him and eat from Him instead of have lies in evil/wrong/bad/perverted/untrue spiritualities and inner realities that bring about bad life. The truth is the majority of our life in bad wants nothing to do with Jesus and persecutes us serving Him by bringing bad realities around such as judgmental, accusing, cruel or otherwise hurtful thoughts and feelings towards others or ourselves, whatever serves the lie best. However sometimes we find that we are repentant in our bad life. Somehow The Truth of God has reached our heart and brought us new life, a son or daughter of the bad self which didn't repent usually, and like Ezekiel 18 explains in detail we in evil self turn away from our wicked ways and died to being like our dad (or mum) and learned to produce good from our (bad) inheritance instead of bad and love and serve God and neighbour instead.

This is how we are saved from God's judgment, there is no other way! We have to go through Christ, and like Christ find life in God's good life through His Words of Truth and in His Spirit of Divine love. Only when we produce good life in our times with/in our (former) bad life do we know that Christ is really at work in us the sinner self and is taking us Home to Himself in that part of ourselves. We know that soon our lives of suffering in that part of ourself will have passed forever. For it is only in our truthfully loving deeds that we are saved and reaped into His Eternity, bad life during such times is not invited and has to be left behind when He is revealed on those clouds of Heaven for you in that self and true life in and with Him starts of a true reality. This is why Jesus ays one is taken one is left behind. It sure means gnashing your teeth in bad life, however for as long as there is life there is hope, so when can always still repent in our badl ife when we missed Christ the time before in that part of ourselves. God is very merciful indeed. However if in the mean time we have died in that part of ourselves (we are not like that and don't think like that anymore,) then we may know that in such self we have perished and wasn't true us at all ever.

I do know that Christ singled me out a few times in sinful self loveless self and judged me eternally cut of from the body of believers like that and I died a very miserable death in me being like that. There have been others who have been cut off with His Sword like that and I know a few in me are awaiting such a lot unless I find the will to repent in such being though usually that is not the case. Like my dishonest self, I have those who keeps on lying whenever I see them in me and tell myself to repent, I know I can't repent because I love the lie in them and refuse to come to the light and hide very deep down in his bunker, where I have life in my dad the accuser of the brethren, The Snake and deceiver of humanity, the destroyer of good life in tow who is scheming disaster upon myself in true self by the very fact that I still exist in evil untrue spirituality and refuse to repent of being like that.

In my body of believers I cast such a self out and refuse to eat with myself in him and count such self as a tax collector or prostitute of satan and don't want anything to do with such self in me. This is the only way to stay unstained I found. Also those in me who committed adultery with Jesus' bride (Revelation 12) in me, and tried to get good life going like that, are outside of The Spirit of is loving truth and brought a lot of bad life around in my inner world of being doing that, along with those in me who rebelled and judged the bride of Christ and so many of her children, in that self I turned out to be spokes person of satan and not of Christ at all and died a miserable ending. I could go on for many years explaining how in each bad part of myself I found my ending or salvation, it all depends if God had shaped me for honour or dishonour for that is and remains the problem with us sinners down here God is the truth of our bad lives as well, and honest believe me this causes much wailing in those who are numbered to perish when The Truth of God's love is revealed and the names on the scroll are being read out.

I love God's truth so much He got me away from my bad life and brought me into His wonderful Kingdom of truthful love.

Come and join God's good life if you are hurting the wicked and hate bad life. His good life is only a breath away from the time you see Him and understanding your desperate need to be saved from your bad life. Simply lay your bad life at His feet and leave it there! (Have fun trying to do that brother or sister. for it sounds easy, but you might like your bad life more than you might think when the moment to choose comes. (I know I have been there plenty of times myself.)

Much love.

 

[Jeshu]

To The Speakers Of Words.

Whatever do you mean using words again?
Is vocabulary not a little plain?
Words synchronising souls as one?
Can such a feat truly be done?
For I cannot with words relay,
Why I am myself this way.

Be events either good or bad,
be our interaction sad or glad.
Consider, good times offers happy faces,
still the words spoken are just reflecting traces,
of the togetherness that's found,
for joy, cannot, by words, be bound!

Bear in mind that laughter resists spelling,
even as tears wail words of wrong telling.
Watch jealousy offer red hot treason,
just as rage defies all spoken reason.
so hateful thoughts inside our heart do burn,
while its miseries for God's goodness yearn.

Could our reality be fully articulated?
Present tense offering more than has been explicated?
Truer then the written pages used to announce?
A whole lot more than anyone could ever pronounce?
For events increase what in your heart and mind will stay,
telling so much more than you can read or I can say!

Or can your tongue genuinely translate..,
..what feelings twine through your thoughts of late?
Surely life within, words can only address?
So often creating a real inner mess!
Moreover what about these spirits so sly,
evil thoughts weaving words into a lie?

Please know the heart so you can see,
that words hide much sin and misery.
Even the Bible, The Loving Word of the Lord,
requires the Spirit to cut like a flaming sword.
Albeit The Truth needs no letters to explain Himself,
nor any accusers after His mistakes to delve.

See how compassion heeds love with much regard,
understand that hope restores a faltering heart.
Observe determination reach out at a distant goal,
and experience true thankfulness gladdening your soul.
Feel the joy which lights-up a most sombre face,
and live beneath the umbrella of God's Grace.

Please know that trust has no boundaries nor fear,
even as in love many are as one so near.
So truthfulness is also a gift of yore,
our very existence has in such its core.
Oh such truth with mere words I can never explain,
as ink on a diamond will always look a stain!

So merely pen and paper paraphrasing what would be?
Words illustrating the breath of spirituality?
Or does our language hinder His salvation?
The lack of phrases chaining contemplation?
Therefore linguistics cannot always stand,
as even Scripture's words come to an end.

Rather the truth your heart accumulates,
will determine what final fate awaits.
When in word or letter you've made a stand,
The Lord will such results from you demand.
Yet if the Spirit of Loving Truth shapes your reality,
judgement day will bring joy instead of anxiety.

 

[Jeshu]

Idolatry Does Not Serve True
Idol worship is anything served that is not true,
any concept that has its existence in lies,
lies from which we hope to gain favour or benefit.

This world has reached an all high peak
Deceiving and being deceived,
those idols rule supreme down here.

Neither has religion brought Jesus back,
she has hopped into bed with the deceivers,
the beast and the harlot destroying the earth.

The chosen have to endure much hardship,
and all end-up being killed within us,
the harlot drinking our life-blood.

However Babylon will not stand forever,
in just one hour her doom will come
His light destroying her darkness.

The rider on the white horse will come,
cutting down all those lies ruling,
and setting His children free.

How true this insight above has proven to be in my own life. Even today the Lord brought me to my knees in flesh and destroyed Babylon ruling over me like that. Much wailing right now seeing the truth. Such shame that I trusted in created goodies more than Christ and build so many sand castles on that, for sand castles works of the flesh are, coming to naught when the fire of God's loving truth shines into our darkness and exposes the work of that big W within.

What I find interesting is how many links (strings,) she lays in our flesh. The flesh calls we respond and build our reality on and about that, wasting our precious time, for like I just pointed out all the works of the flesh come to naught.

What is also interesting is that I'm in female spirituality when it comes to me in flesh, not a son of God at all, but a daughter of man. However I bore many children to the kingdom of darkness walking in the flesh being fleshly focused instead of spiritually heeding the inner voice of the flesh instead of The Spirit of God.

The particular case I'm discussing at the moment of the death my weed addiction. Not that I plan to stop using it, when I like or need to have some I will. Rather the voice of addiction itself, where my weak flesh was used by the big W to throw a spanner into the works, and I in weak sinful self used weed because my flesh demanded I do that, not because I who likes to use weed does, but rather I'm forced through this weakness in me to consume often much more than he would like to, and spend too much money and put myself too much at risk, and torture myself to much when the cold turkey hops around. I could go on for years summing up all the negatives I experienced because I was so often like that. Being like that has caused much misery, unfaithful, dishonesty, greed, selfishness, secrecy, and of course much fear.

Tonight the Lord showed me who was behind all that by bringing me to her place in me. I died a fiery death when I saw the truth of myself like that, and how much bad life I have brought around for myself as a whole because I kept going like that though I knew I should have repented and learned to heed God.

For years I hid behind myself the benefits I got from using weed without letting Jesus cleanse me. Rather I constantly tried in vain to gain control in my own strength and methods which always ended up failing, bringing me grief and trouble and no or little relief when I was in desperate need for that for I used all my supplies.

I've been an utter fool doing that, for now I'm going to be gnashing my teeth for a bit, while I watch my suffering self enjoying themselves at the banquet. Better eat dust straight away so I die being like this and can be delivered from this my dying shame and guilt through the blood of Jesus Christ and put my trust in God instead of my flesh controlling God's good life. (In Jesus Name I ask Amen)

Grace.

Grace is not a feeling or a thought,
Neither can it be sold or bought.

It cannot be swallowed like a pill,
Or cheaply ease some inner ill.

Grace does not enforce any demand,
Nor is anything personal banned.

Rather it is God's healing hand of Love,
His compassion descending from above,
Lifting us gently out of our inner pain,
So we can safely be ourselves again.

 

[Jeshu]

I've been blessed enough to be allowed to hsave parts in those Wheels of His today (just a little kid to be really, but still,) and saw things no mouth can retell with any kind of accuracy.

From Darkness To Light.

My dear Lord Jesus
I'm not worthy to be Your servant
let alone be Your child
what can I do for You?

To have life in Your truth
a heart beating in love
This is what I desire
to get rid of that stone.

I fail You so often
not loving You true
harming my own life
untrue to You to be.

Yet You love me sure
Your mercies always anew
Your truth bringing New Life
growing right within You.

 

[Jeshu]

The problem with doing deliberately wrong my friend is that bad life grows very strong. Simply watch and see wickedness torching our good life within and without while celebrating death and destruction in those lawless ones doomed to destruction. So please ask yourself what good life have you got left after that????

The truth is wrong crucifies our Good Life and will receive the Revenge of God, unless we repent in wrong from wrong and so get on the Right side of the line again.

Doing willful wrong simply isn't worth it my friends out there. I know this from first hand experiences. For in wrong we end up hurting hell until we find our Redeemer. The worse the wrong(s) the deeper down the pit we have to go to pick our good life back up again.

So we best fight willful sin as hard as we can. Sadly much life in wrong within us doesn't make it the bottom and ceases to exist on the way down, leaving us but a very small remnant in the end that survive having done wrong. Just enough self to humble testify of the truth of their demise, such wormwood to be going down, and the resurrection of good life killed at the end of it all.

So who dares to claim the book of Revelation is unintelligible picture language or written by someone of his face on drugs as I have heard people sneer? In The Truth this bible book describes in very minute detail the cleansing process our inner world of being has to go through before we can ever even reach Christ's Kingdom in Chapters 20-22. It is best not to bank that physical death will do that for us, for that is utter folly to believe - life in willful wrong can never survive meeting consuming fire, for wrongful life fries the truth of their deeds not inherit eternal heaven, we best always remember that. Revelation 21:7-8

For what good is it to rely on that living within our hearts which has faith in Christ and obeys Him to save us? Such self in us can never part with the oil when the time comes. For serving right needs every little bit of oil to keep the lamp burning until the Bridegroom comes in this dark cold place.

So if you see/know you have life in willful wrong, like having life in spirituality that is dishonest, selfish, greedy, judgmental, lustful, racist, money lover, rebellious, arrogant, cruel, perverse, religiously indoctrinated (instead of faithfully loving,) hypocritical, hateful or otherwise untrue and/or unloving. What kind of fire do you think God's love in your life will be being like in such spirituality? The truth is untrue human life is done away with on the last day and punished for the things done while present in our flesh, Revelation 20:11-15, while true human life, killed by our wrongdoing is resurrected to Newness of life and will celebrate God's loving truth forever afterwards. Revelation 21:1-7.

Daniel 12:1-2
“At that time Michael, the great prince who protects your people, will arise. There will be a time of distress such as has not happened from the beginning of nations until then. But at that time your people—everyone whose name is found written in the book—will be delivered. Multitudes who sleep in the dust of the earth will awake: some to everlasting life, others to shame and everlasting contempt.


So to be one of the chosen within your heart must mean you know, love and serve the truth of the crucified God in deed everyday. Not just gladly accepting salvation one day and then continued in wrong spirituality rather than fighting it and dying to it to be dressed in the new by Christ.

For, and forever praise Jesus for this, the wicked ruling our hearts (and this world,) in wrong will truly burn in hell. It is for us who lend our life blood to satan's lies, through heeding unfaithfulness, selfishness, greed and dishonesty, for example, to get away from, and be sanctified by the truth of God's Right instead. Otherwise we will simply perish wicked in such a part of our life and end up gnashing our teeth and bitting our tongue and perish that way when we see the good life we scorned, abused, rejected, hated, tortured, enslaved, imprisoned and killed, sitting on Abraham's lap in ecstasy, while we are chewing our actions in deed down in that horrible pit along with all the lies we served doing wrong.

True story by the way.

The Wicked,

The wicked came without invitation.
made an end to good life's celebration.
The wicked devised every deformity.
created all the illnesses that be.

They forced their way as kings.
controlling all heart's things.
Shaping people in their ways.
blackened colours all in greys.

The wicked always speak lies.
Orchestrating truth's demise.
bringing about so much misery.
Hardened hearts committing felony.

They always offend God from within.
They are the cause of so much sin.
They are behind every homicide.
Made many men on rape decide.

Now let God's love shine true.
The Word will give them their due.
Erasing the wicked from our heart.
So we will from sinful ways depart.

 

[Jeshu]

Below I have listed some common wrong or evil spiritual manifestations which we can find within our spiritual space. Please understand that the names I gave the spirituality are pointers of recognition.

For example, feelings of shame, fear, guilt are human spiritual characteristics (which came into our life after we fell into sin) - and should not be understood to be evil spirituality in itself - yet unclean spirituality will use our human feelings and thoughts to captivate, hurt and even kill us - it is these forces I am looking at - and therefore I have named them according to the spiritual feeling they bring alive within - not because evil spirituality really carry such names.

Getting to understand the evil such spiritual strongholds can have in our life is of paramount importance fighting depression, I've learned to understand that. (I wrote this list about 18 so years ago. and have come to understand life in wrong a lot better because of all of that.)


The Deceiver. (Gen 3:1-5, Is 14:12-15)
The Devil, Satan, the Snake, the liar, the Beast. Though Deceiver can only be brought into us through Dishonesty, His spiritual visitations are vastly different than Dishonesty. Deceiver has his essence of being shaped as the snake -- sneaks into any tiny hole and speaks in split tongue. His presence of inner recognition is therefore not as easy as it may seem. The Deceiver is a silent almost invisible predator of heart and mind. His personal characteristics give him away however. His focus is always seeking to put/talk/set the truth into such a perspective as to suit us the wilful sinner/his cause best. Also the Deceiver appears as a friend within when we either try to get out of the truth of our wrongful actions or when he tries to smooth talk us into doing/seeing something wrongful(ly). (Le. 19:36, Ps. 109:1-5) Rightfully the Deceiver forms a very large part of The Dragon/accuser and The False Prophet within our inner world of being.

The Tempter. (Mt 4:1-11,7:10, Rev 20)
The Devil, the snake. Oh the tempter of human hearts shall soon burn forever more. Yet as of today beware. No one can withstand the Devil but Jesus Christ – the Word. Everyone can get to know the Tempter but not many realise how sly, cunning and strong the Devil truly is. The surest way we can recognise that we have fallen for the Tempter is when our fleshly/worldly desires/needs rule our lives. The Tempter is the ‘commander in chief’ of our fallen reality. The more times the Tempter get his way in us the more miserable and empty of spirit we become. Truly in our human nature we are the puppets, unclean spirituality shape the strings and the devil in the shapes of the Tempter, Accuser and Deceiver the unholy puppet-master.

The spirit of this world.
Satan as ‘prince’(dictator) of our ‘worldly’ lives. The spirit of idolatry, adulatory and deceit -- who takes our focus away from God and places us in a removed from God reality -- even this sinful world’s. The spirit who is permeated through our fleshly desires our worldly and sinful existence. The spirit of this world ‘conforms’ or ‘conditions’ us according to the ways of this world. (Psalm 115:2-8) The spirit of this world is an entity which controls MANY legions of unclean spirituality. (Think about saturate.) For example the ‘worldly spirits’ of the self-absorbed, workaholic, watching sport, believing the news Media and having a beer, every night again, all shape more unclean spirituality under the banner of one spirit -- the spirit of this world -- with our human spirit in bondage to it all.(Romans 1:18-32, Rev 17:15)


Unbelief.(Psalm 14 & 53, He. 3:7-19.)
A spirit of lies and deceit through untrue visions/perspectives of ‘truth’. A crushing spirit, a spirit full of murder Unbelief ought to be a guardian angel. The clearest shape of its appearance is that one perceives from nothingness (you can’t see or understand) while He is. Unbelief is experienced as a stab, (deadly if believed,) to the heart of the believer, as easily noticeable as the sting of death, for those of little faith in us. Constantly on the prowl this spirit seeks moments of incomprehension and suggests to our minds that God or His loving help is impossible for you don’t see, see wrongly or don’t understand, as you look at its suggestion, which is always a lie or a perverted view of the truth.

Self will. (Romans 2:8)
A spirit of stubborn pride, rebellion, spiritual war, dictatorships, murder and genocide. Another general in Satan’s web of spiritual intrigue. Self will does not take into account Father’s will. Jesus teaches us that complete denial of self will was the purpose of His being. Not My will but the Will of My Father in heaven I have come to do.) Self will seeks only for self and those/that which are/is important to self and in this way is very closely related to selfishness. Their spiritual visitations however are quite different.

Speculator.
A spirit of false hopes and visions.(Is 47:13b-14) A spirit of self-achievement. A spirit of this world, an overwhelming ‘addictive’ spirit. That our current socio-economic system is run largely by speculation should not surprise us in the least. The spirit of speculation is strong in our modern day and age. Hardly ever warned about the Speculator also runs a muck within the children of our Church. “Just imagine” Speculation is a big and real danger in any Christian’s life. Witchcraft and Speculation are not only ‘related’ they work like hand in glove together. Where you find the one, one will find the other. Speculator forms a big slice of the tongue all believers must hear, the false prophet promoting The Dragon as God and the world as the way to go.

Self Destruction.
A spirit of spiritual genocide and murder. A tool of the Destroyer/Accuser. The spirit of self destruction ‘takes away’ all personal respect form its victim. Lack of respect, for self or others, opens the way to more spiritual and/or physical abuse. self-destruction is a powerful attitude/mood spirit. By this I mean that Self Destruction constantly pollutes our thoughts and feelings, an true abomination that God's children should fornicate with such a wicked force. Addiction and I don’t care always accompanies Self-destruction and Suicide is usually the ‘last ruler’ before physical death.

I don’t care.
A spirit of isolation, imprisonment, extreme spiritual injustices and murder. A spirit of lovelessness, unwillingness and selfishness. Usually a fleeting spirit, though like all unclean spirits it leaves a lasting effect.
A mood and attitude problem one can expect from this abomination within fallen existence. I don’t care what the wicked say isn’t even a pure spirit of being for God does care about wicked utterings. A loving heart always cares and in this way we can see even more clearly the wickedness shaping our spirit when we are in our I don’t care ‘moods’.

The need to be right.
A spirit of powerful delusions. A spirit of this world. A very stubborn spirit. The need to be right feeds on insecurity and fear. The shape of being is this stubborn hold around a personal perspective. (Think here about walls around a city.) The need to be right is ‘fathered’ by pride in the selfishness/self-focus of our own being. The need to be right is usually an unspoken reality of inner being. The times that the need to be right does speak out could be seen as the tip of the iceberg. I know better and the need to be right are ‘blood related.’ (To side with God is the best way to be freed from its clutches.)

Boredom.
A spirit of depletion, oblivion and destruction. A spirit of this world. Boredom in essence of being carries the void like nothingness of the uncreated. When one meditates on Boredom one can soon see its abominable character. As if, when Boredom strikes, all good is not present any longer while The Fountain of all Good is. Boredom is one of the most visible spirits of childhood. Still undisguised by the child’s consciousness the spirit of Boredom openly empties the need of active living into a void of inner discomfort which seeks to feed without the will to act. In active and creative persons Boredom finds its most fertile field in a(n) restrictive/authoritarian environment and its best long release fertiliser is forced and/or meaningless work/jobs, or jails, be they bedroom or dungeons, physical or spiritual.

Selfishness.
Here we have a true example of that which is anti-Christ, selfishness is the 'father' of the lawless one. (Le. 19:9-10, Is 5:8-10, Jude :8-16.) A flaming spirit. A spirit of pride, arrogance, unfaithfulness, disobedience, rebellion and murder. (Jude :11) A spirit of this world. Selfishness is the ‘door’ and ‘motivator’ to take more wickedness into our hearts and minds. Selfishness is the Judas of our spiritual life. Selfishness at the bottom of it has to do with flaming realities called Fear and Greed. The Fear of missing out – indeed the fear of death combined with the grab what I can get – attitude of being. Selfishness is the very essence of force within the great deceiver.

Pride.
A flaming spirit. A spirit of arrogant haughtiness and disdain. An abominable spirit easily recognisable within our hearts. Pride is a high climber always reaching far above itself. Pride loves to praise itself. Like all unclean spirits Pride is stubborn for it contumaciously holds its perspective even when proven wrong. Pride and Weakness work in particular efficiently together within human hearts. Arrogant is the first-born ‘son’ of their unholy union. (Psalm 10:2-11, 73:6, Proverbs 13:10.)

Doubt.(Romans 14:23)
A spirit of unbelief, haughtiness, oppression and murder. Doubt ought to be a guardian angel. Doubt like so many other spirits of existence doesn’t have to be wrong at the right time. To doubt a lie is wise for example or to pride in God. Yet Doubt as an unclean spirit doesn’t carry any redeeming qualities. The shape of Doubt is the hesitation in accepting The Truth of God as final. To doubt the truth is lethal. Yet this spirit can attack and oppress Christians, in particular young or new Christians behind the scene of life for years. Doubt hates the truth, for this removes the need for doubt’s rule over our existence. That something which makes Christians today so weak could be so strong taught me that the reign of doubt in God’s Church is stronger than ever.

Dishonesty.(Pr 19:5, 1 Tim. 4:2)
A spirit of rape and distortion. A fleeting spirit. We all know this one – this sense inside of us which is sly, evasive, suspicious, argumentative and secretive. Yet truly the spirit is mean, thief-like and uncaring. Its presence in us is easily recognised for Dishonesty makes us, the one(s) in us who know the truth, very selfish and self focussed. Dishonesty cannot look the truth in the eye but can bluff if it can utilise inner insecurity in the observer. Furthermore Dishonesty despises and fears the truth. Truth is always its enemy. Dishonesty also brings us this sense (tells us) that we can get away with it - the lies and deceit we have committed in the darkness of its unholy presence. (Is.28:15) A very close ‘blood relative’ of Dishonesty is The

Deceiver.
Dishonesty – the lie – opens our heart and mind to legions of unclean spirituality and creates spiritual 'children' which are not from God. (Inner realities that find birth in us because we have fornicated with wrong spirituality.)

Laziness.(Pr. 22:13)
A spirit of inactivity, plunder and spiritual genocide. A spirit of spiritual blindness and ‘sleeping/dreaming’. A crushing spirit. Laziness is the force which debilitates the God given ability to do or be. Laziness does not store ‘goodness/energy’ for hard times but rather empties its occupant of their sense of purpose as well as well being. Laziness does nothing but make its occupant feel lazy. We must therefore be very careful who we call lazy, as far to often we call others lazy because they are doing an activity we don’t approve of. Unwillingness, Speculator and Deceiver are always present in the lazy heart and Addiction usually gains a solid foothold. Spiritual laziness --lazy in serving our Father in Heaven is by far the most predominant way we ought to view our fight with this spirit of being.

The unfaithful one.
A spirit of betrayal, dishonesty and secret deeds. The lawless one in the ultimate analysis, a spirit of selfish greed in lovelessness of being. The Lord’s sorrow and tears. The Father’s wrath and righteous anger. The Holy Spirits grief of unutterable anguish.
Oh what has the snake not caused? Who can tell but God alone? Unfaithful is a sense of being in which humanity seems to delight! Unfaithful flirts evil and evil alone. Unfaithful is the ‘winking eye’ to make us long after…..that which is in opposition to God’s Truth as the King of Love tells it. (Even in our hearts at the times of decision.) Unfaithful rejects Jesus Christ to follow sinful ways instead. Unfaithful is the force behind the need to capitulate at times of resolve. The lawless one's heart is stamped with unfaithfulness.

False security.(Psalm 33:17, 1 Thes. 5:3)
A spirit of deceit, spiritual blindness and death. A spirit of false trust and hopes. A spirit of this world. False security allays our fears in such a way as to damage us most when such security fails. An inner sense of safety which relies on self effort and other forms of human strength to protect us from evil. False security pretends to be an inner ‘vault’ in which we may place our most sensitive materials. False security in believers hearts often takes hold of un-confessed or unconquered sins - providing us with the ‘sense’ that God doesn’t care or has forgiven us already anyway. The Deceiver through False security, the spirit of this world and Legalism weaves strong unholy cords of resistance to Jesus Christ and His spiritual Kingdom.

Grace abuser.
A spirit of selfishness and stubborn continuation of sin. An overwhelming tempting spirit. The shape of the Grace abuser is the cold hard need to continue in sinful wrong. The Grace abuser holds God’s grace up as the excuse to stay under the dominion of unclean spirituality. The Grace abuser, I don’t care, Weakness, the will to do wrong, love for evil and the Tempter, Deceiver and Accuser work in particular well together within the human heart – burning our conscious as with a hot iron.

Rationality.(Is 9:18-20, 51:7-9)
A spirit of this world. A spirit of deception through reason. A spirit of folly. A spirit who resides in our knowledge base. A spirit of this world. The spirit of rationality when ‘loosed’ tears us apart with logic versa the illogical. Logic as taught by this world. Demanding constant recognition of the ‘reasonable’ this spirits challenges the infallible Word of God. The spirit of rationality must be one of the worst enemies of the Word of Christ within us.
The spirit of rationality always drags God’s Word over our own experience of seeing and understanding things. While so much in us is shaped by the world and the Devil. Also the spirit of rationality believes that all things could be ‘solved’ if other people only understood what it makes you see or understand.

Addiction. (Pr 30:15-16, Is 5:11-12.)
A spirit of bondage/slavery, imprisonment, oppression, debasement, pestering or torturous demands/temptations and spiritual genocide. A spirit of this world. Addiction needs to be understood from a different perspective than our world has given it. Addiction is not physical, though the spirit of addiction does use our fleshly needs to magnify itself! Addiction is the sense of need within our own inner being. The 'voice' of demand, the inner need for well being through consumption.
However it is not the substance we crave after that is the sin or wrong, but much rather the – demander - who makes us crave for such a substance and our lack of self-control which leads to the growth and control of Weakness over us as well. From a ‘family tree’ perspective, with Weakness as a mother, Craving is Addiction’s first-born. Some spirits who help in deed. Greed, Selfishness, Unfaithfulness and Weakness.

Pretender.
A spirit of deceit, dishonesty and spiritual genocide. The shape of this spirit one can recognise as the need to hide one’s true self/feelings. Mask wearing is a sure sign of its unholy presence. Pretender always works together with Dishonesty and Deceiver and should never be underestimated as to its power to pollute our inner being. Hypocrite is another spiritual reality which finds ‘birth’ because of pretending.

Conformity.
A spirit of bondage and spiritual genocide. A spirit of this world. A spirit who brings Shame, Guilt and The Accuser, but also hate and rebellion into our being. To be conformed to God’s will or to be conformed to the world’s ways are two very different spiritual forces. Conformity attacks/manipulates the spirit of the carrier - shaping it in such away as to suit others the best. Think here about a tight steel harness. Conformity hates a free spirit as promised by Jesus Christ. Demanding constant sacrifices Conformity and the spirit of this world tie people into a daily rut life-style. (Col. 2:16-23) Deceiver, Dishonesty, Pretender, Pride, Legalism, Secret self and Conformity walk hand in hand.

Loneliness. (Mk 15:34)
A spirit of torturous isolation and imprisonment. A crushing spirit. A spirit of growing stature in the fast landscape of spiritual dominations. Our societies crazy drive for success and wealth have given this spirit a solid foothold over people. To be lonely and cut of in a place where sometimes millions of people dwell is the surest way of recognition on grand scale. From a more personal perspective Loneliness attacks the weak in faith as well as the lonely such as the sick, elderly or widows. The spirit of Loneliness always tries to drive us away from our faith in God. So it can rule our heart and minds with Misery, Despair, Gossip and Hopelessness and the likes.

*** Evil eye spirits. (when your eye leads you to sin pluck it out!)

Arrogance.(Ps 10:2-11)
A spirit of perversion, boasting, self-satisfaction and self glorification. Arrogance is a spirit of clear visibility when present within our hearts. An evil eye spirit. Lacking any sense of shame or guilt Arrogance takes hold of the perspective/situation and places itself above God our Father, making us feel strong/good and powerful/holy in its unholy presence. The lie who ‘fathered’ Arrogance in Weakness and Pride remains the underlying force of our will, so Arrogance is a ‘mile-stone’ closer to the self-deification of Satan within our own sense of self.


The prayer obscurer.(Da. 10:13, He. 3:10-11) Satan as spirit of inattention, unfaithfulness, self-focus and unbelief. An evil eye spirit. The prayer obscurer I see as the one who takes us ‘away’ on velvet wings during prayer, Bible reading or Sermons in Church. Yet truly this spirit is most wicked for he silently takes over our heart and mind -- This spirit takes us away from a living communion with our Lord. To bombard us with our daily thoughts or rake-up old memories or to simply take us on a dream tour are some of the shapes of recognition within ourselves. The prayer obscurer, Deceiver, Accuser, Word hater, and the Tempter are different manifestations of the same spirit of deceit.

The Church hater.
Satan. A spirit of hate, oppression and murder. A spirit of arrogance and judgementalness. A spirit who ‘toys’ with right and wrong. An ‘evil eye’ spirit. (Ps 124, 143:3-4)) The spirit who hates the Church should not just be understood from a narrow perspective. The spirit who hates the Church – hates all God’s children - everyone! For a Roman Catholic to hate a Protestant reveals the Church hater just as much, as when a Protestant hates a Baptist, or an Arab hating the Christians as well as the Jews. Also hating ones brother or sister has its origin with the Church hater.
From personal dislike for one’s own Church to hating every Church but ones own, to bringing his mate Shame to burn one’s identity as a Christian for awhile, the Church hater is sure to visit the hearts of God’s children in countless ways and places.

Dislike.
An ‘evil eye’ spirit. A spirit of injustice, haughtiness and self exultation. The spirit of dislike is characterised by this sense of disinclination towards one’s neighbour or other Creature or thing Created. Sometimes Dislike ‘strikes’ people down for no apparent reason, though usually Fear, Pride, Hate or Arrogance are preludes. Dislike is often followed by Disgust and/or Judgementalness.

Racist.
A spirit of pride, arrogance, hate, cruelty, disregard, power seeking and war. A spirit of injustice, oppression and mass murder. A brutal crushing and overwhelming spirit. An ‘evil eye’ spirit, a spirit of this world. Racism is another form of the Church hater and has enormous powers at his command in our world today. Fear, Pride and Hate ‘raise’ this spiritual abomination.

Gossip.
A spirit of cruelty, betrayal, imprisonment and murder. An ‘evil eye’ spirit. A spirit of this world. Gossip can be found as in its eye and eagerness to downgrade or think evil of others than itself. By this I mean as with Envy this spirit uses (or resides in) our knowledge base and perverts it. Another description which fits Gossip well is vulture as it always seeks out corruption within others or the person it resides in. In the ultimate analyses Gossip and Perversion are the manifestation of the same fallen spiritual reality, however Gossip uses right - our perverted perspective off right - and stabs ‘daggers’ or ‘spears’ of evil intent into our perspective of ‘right’ in relation to actions of other people or events. Gossip can have a strong grip on us even if we don’t gossip in the physical reality. Negative thoughts about other people or God as in this is how they/He talk or think(s) about me --- insights – and illusions - of a person(s) saying or doing such things clutter the mind at the times when the spirit of gossip is active in this way. (Le. 19:16, Ps 31:13)

Love for (money.)
A spirit of distortion, abominations and greed. A spirit of idolatry and adultery. An ‘evil eye’ spirit. A spirit of this world. An overwhelmingly sly spirit a power seeking spirit. That an object is loved and trusted has always been seen as idolatry in the Scriptures. Love for money is a classic. Love for money rules inside its victim’s daily reality. Countless abominations have been committed by humanity because they fell for the tempting voice of the money lover. Love for money has Greed and Fear as ‘parents’ and is raised in Lust. Please understand that money lover is but one of the countless ‘loves for .... ’ we can have within our mortal existence. Love the Lord Your God with ALL your heart and ALL your soul and ALL your might leaves no room for other loves for ...... to rule instead.

The Accuser.
Also known as The Dragon, the god of this world and the Destroyer – Satan. An ‘evil eye’ spirit. A flaming spirit. Satan the dragon and its Beasts as the god of this world. A spirit of severe oppression and persecutions.(Ps 109:16-20, Zech. 3:1, Rev 12) The Accuser resides in our conscious -- the place from where the Accuser rules us. The Accuser has power over the uses who sin, continue in sin, doubt and/or stay in unbelief. The Accuser has the power to bring guilt, shame and fear into our spiritual being. The Dragon in the book of Revelation is the best description I have been able to find.
A blasphemous reality that the Accuser should try to destroy God’s children. Yet our Father in Heaven gave him spiritual being as Accuser, to destroy the lawless ‘ones. (Rev 17 & 18)
The Accuser can bring down 'fire' from the sky yet only to hurt never to cleanse our hearts from sin. The Accuser turns a loving heart hot and and unloving heart cold.
The Accuser raises many ungodly kings (ruling perspectives) throughout our lives, kings which persecute those things in our life which have been chosen by God to rule with Christ.

Witchcraft /superstition/imaginations.(2 Chr. 33:1-6, Is 47:8-15)
A spirit who robs God’s honour and glory for herself. A spirit of extreme greed and enormous powers of being. (Revelation chapter 16:13-14.) The evil eye spirit. The eyes of the Devil, is the best way to describe Witchcraft, because lovelessness in evil glance looks at life untruthfully, and so seeks to control/predict/spook our mysterious but beautiful life – our soul for self to have, for she loves it when we cling to her lies
In her, particularly Our secret self, Love for evil, Will to do Wrong, Religion, False Prophet and the Unfaithful one have doomed existence and the Lawless one is her very offspring.
This spirit is experienced as an angel of light – grandiose ideas\dreams\insights – or an angel of darkness for her intent is dark and spooky. Everybody can know the spirit of witchcraft for her attacks are not hidden as such. For Witchcraft seeks God’s throne. With her at the helm God is there for us, we are not there for God. The need for power and recognition is the surest sign of her presence within, in all cases. However the need for signs and self-glory and her unfaithful heart shape the Judas in her.

(***) Witchcraft is the spiritual leader behind all ‘evil eye’ spirits. In many ways witchcraft shape the eyes of Satan within our own soul.

Perversion.
The spirit of adulteration, debasement an abomination. An ‘evil eye’ spirit. The early shape of Perversion is visible in the sense of delight when one considers or does something he or she knows is wrong. Often jubilant joys or delights shape the [bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse] of its unholy seeding in the human heart. The surest way Perversion travels is to grab onto something loved and change the perspective into something different than God made it.
For the battler—lighting bolts of unclean suggestions this spirit will cast down upon those captivated. Especially Jesus and our Heavenly Father this spirit likes to use as target of debasement and ridicule.

The False Prophet.(Rev 16:13-14)
The split tongue of Satan -- the spirit of deceit. An overwhelming power seeking, extraordinary clever and deceitful spirit. The spirit who speculates – even about God and the Word – about do and don’t do. An evil eye spirit.
The False Prophet twists God or His Word into pictures/ideas of perspective which promote an abominable beast of a god. How we in flesh – as shaped by the world - think God thinks, acts or executes His judgements.(Is 55:7-9)
The False Prophet ‘loves’ making predictions and loves it even more when they come ‘true’. The false prophet hides in our daily eye of observation and recognition. The False Prophet, Accuser, Deceiver, Religion and Witchcraft work hand in glove together.

The Word hater.
The Devil, Satan. A spirit of oppression and spiritual murder. An ‘evil eye spirit. The Word hater, though he hates the Word in blazing heat, may lure the human heart in a simple aversion to read the Bible or make us see the Word as just an ancient book. Satan, the liar of old, hates The Truth to dwell in our hearts again. So the Bible hater will even try to ‘blind’ a person to what is being read. Yet the Bible has proven time and again to have the power of evil’s expulsion - often just one verse can destroy years of careful implantation and rule of inner wickedness.

Envy.(Jb. 5:2. Pr 14:30, Ja. 4:5)
A flaming spirit. An ‘evil eye’ spirit. A spirit of murderous greed. To find it’s shape of recognition we must look within our inner ‘eye’ of observation and recognition. This part of oneself where we downgrade others, by thinking ourself more important or better than others, gets ‘input’ or existence through a ‘piercing flame’ and then you see something you want but haven’t got or someone better of then yourself. The piercing flame is the spirit I’m talking about here. Envy is the spawning ground for Fear, Greed and Hate. I see Envy as a spiritual force of the ‘highest order’ the motivator behind virtually all our selfish deeds. Children display high levels of input by this spirit. At school they face popularity, rejection, labels and group gossip. Also the fact that ‘grown-ups’ are ‘above’ them in what they are aloud to do or have gives Envy easy foothold even at such ‘tender’ age.


The Thief. (De 24:7.)
Satan. A spirit of selfish dishonest greed. An overwhelming thrusting spirit of deception. An ‘evil eye’ spirit. The thief is really a manifestation of Greed, Lust, Selfishness, Dishonesty and Deceiver rolled into one shape of being. This spirit is like the shadow of Satan within the human soul. He stole the kingdom from Adam and Eve /us and tried to steal it from God. His whispering suggestions within set our eyes in secretive mode and our mind in evil thoughts of planning. Suggestive predictions about how safe the deed will go, to the rising excitement of the act, follow his conquering path in those foolish enough to get court-up with his meddling of our souls. Cover-up in the shape of lies and deceit trail his every deed. The Thief shapes our soul into his unholy entity of being, stealing our love, self-respect and decency, to name but the first losses to the human soul. The Thief constantly tries to lower our personal standards about what is allowed and what is not. Fear and the Thief make a most unholy couple -- in constant breeding mode.

Self Destruction.
A spirit of spiritual genocide and murder. A tool of the Destroyer/Accuser. The spirit of self destruction ‘takes away’ all personal respect form its victim. Lack of self respect (or lack of respect for others for that matter) opens the way to more spiritual and/or physical abuse. self-destruction is a powerful attitude/mood spirit. By this I mean that Self Destruction constantly pollutes our thoughts and feelings. Addiction and I don’t care always accompanies Self-destruction and Suicide is usually the ‘last ruler’ before physical death.


Love for evil. (Is 5:20)
A spirit of lawlessness and utter wickedness. A spirit of the most extreme cruelty and abominations and perversions. An ‘evil eye’ spirit. Love for evil should not be confused with the will to do wrong - their ‘sense of being’ are very different.
Love for evil is characterised by the following,
- firstly the strong dark need for power of control over (other) living creatures,
- secondly to captivate, enslave, harm, torture and/or destroy other creatures,
- thirdly the ‘enjoyment’/idolisation’ of the first two.
Many rapes, assaults, torture and murders are committed under the rule of this spirit in being. Love for Evil is utterly perverse, one of the most unspeakable abomination that the Devil has ‘fathered’ within the human spirit. Love, even the tiniest ‘light beam’ of it, comes from our Father in Heaven. To give love to the evil one is therefore the same as giving His/your life away. I think that love for evil more than any other sense of being shows us humanities extreme capacity for perversion and depravity.

Lust. (Romans 1:26, Galatians 5:19, 1 Thes 4:4-5, ) or the heart of Jezebel.
An flaming overwhelming spirit of unfaithfulness and burning greed which needs, yes pants after. An ‘evil eye’ spirit. A spirit of abominations. A spirit who makes our ‘senses’ go wild and gets our ‘juices’ running. Its shape of being is to lust after something with all your heart - one big inner yes I want, need, pant after that.....
Lust inside the human heart in a perverted way longs after Him - as in His power or His goodness for self. Lust is ever so closely related to Greed. Lust leaves its victims feeling ever so dirty and emptied out. Lust seeks to grab the ‘most loved’ and pollute it with its sickening feeling of presence inside the human heart. Love in tenderness and gentleness - love in self-respect and self-control are classic victims of Lust’s attacks. Lust creates a really deep black hole inside the offenders heart where faithful love ought to be. Dissatisfaction, Perversion and Addiction are classic mates of Lust.


Will to do wrong. (Ps 10:2-11.)
An ‘evil eye’ spirit. A spirit of this world. The spirit(s) of captivation and death. A spirit that burns/consumes/kills good out of our lives. Also known as spiritual 'sons or daughters' conceived through the temptation or whisperings of Satan in our hearts. (Psalm. 36:1-4, 58:1-5)
The Adolph Hitler’s of this world or the soul of the harlot on the beast in the book of Revelation (think here also about the lawless one) must be the best way to describe this spirit as in the substance one does meet in its actions. This sense of being which when properly viewed is wicked at its core.
Though fun and excitement at the arrival of their presents, those ‘illegal’ things they make us hunger after, like when pot, beer, sex, music, film or book is so 'good' that we like it above God’s truth and want more of it, for the sense of well being - to burn-up like that - feels so good, while only God was, is and can ever bring good and is good for the human soul and we should only ever feed in/from Him.
The will to do wrong always tries to convince us that wrong doesn’t matter and that we will get away with it. Yet only Jesus, no other course can set free from wilful wrongs. Self effort only leads to a loveless betrayal of inner loyalties to other parts of self, denying God’s grace and power to rule in loving good within our inner being.


Shame.
An ‘evil eye’ spirit. A spirit of ‘punishment’ and ‘correction’ in fire. (Shame ought to be a guardian angel.) This flaming spirit rains fire and brimstone upon our sense of being at a tight moment. Shamed is not the wrong, rather this fiery sting when Shame spits a concept ‘how everyone thinks about you’ into yours face hoping you will relent then and become ashamed and/or guilty all over again. In such manner Shame, Guilt and Judgementalness rule very sensitive material inside.(See REV 2:24)) Shame, Guilt, Accuser, our Secret Self, the spirit of this world and Legalism work closely together.

Guilt.
An ‘evil eye’ spirit. A spirit of punishment, severe oppression, and ‘correction’ in fire and brimstone. A crushing spirit. Guilt ought to be a guardian angel. Guilt attacks the ‘wrongdoer’ and has originally been placed by God into our spiritual reality to bring us back to Him (think about guilt offerings). Also Guilt and Shame stop us from entering spiritual paradise again. In the new dispensation however Guilt has been taken by Jesus to the bottom of hell for ALL who believe in Him. (Gal. 2:20-21) To still have guilt after we have put our faith in Him turns Guilt - that which always makes us feel guilty in our heart, one of God’s worst enemies. Guilt has NO mercy or forgiveness within its spiritual reality (the guilt offerings had to be burned.) and is as such the complete opposite of our loving Father in Heaven. Guilt is brought by the accuser of our hearts because we transgressed rules or laws. In transgression of rules and laws, God’s or the world’s, we put ourselves under his dominion, as the Father willed unless true faith in Jesus is found. Guilt ought to drive sinners to repentance but because of the craftiness of evil it more often leads to hot or cold hearts instead.

Fear.(De. 28:65-68, 1 Jn. 4:17-18)
A flaming spirit. A spirit of oppression, bondage unfaithfulness, confusion, insecurity and hate. An ‘evil eye’ spirit. Fear ought to be an guardian angel. Fear’s attack usually creeps-up or shoots into our hearts because we lack confidence – faith. It attacks from below or behind, enfolding heart, mind and will in its ungodly perspective. The spiritual reality could be described as a claw around our spirit. A fiery clamp — to squeeze in hellish heat the sensible out of our life. Fear rules humanity in sinful existence. Think about the many decisions/promises people make when they are overpowered or ruled by Fear. I believe that Fear is the underlying cause of incredible much evil.

Worry.
A spirit of faithlessness, distortion and torturous mind. A crushing spirit. An ‘evil eye’ spirit. A spirit of this world. The spirit of worry finds reality inside of us after fear has had a go at us. Worry has its root within the frights/insecurities inside of us. Jesus advises us not to worry about anything for good reason. Worry has trust nor faith and as such demonstrates the ungodly and godlessness of our ‘natural’ existence. We can all at times be overcome with worry but the general idea is that Christians overcome, in and with Christ, such times of inner degradation and destruction. (Lu. 12:11, 1 Pe. 5:7)


Our secret selves. (Ps 10:8-11, Ezekiel 8:7-18, Jude :8-16, Rev. 2:20-25 )
A spirit of dark secrets, bondage, imprisonment, murder and spiritual blackmail. An ‘evil eye’ spirit. A spirit of idolatry and adultery a spirit of this world. A ‘child’ of the Devil. This spirit masquerades under the mask of the private and personal. However this is only to hide our darkest personal feelings, thoughts and deeds. The clearest way to see the power of , our depth of fall in, with this spirit is to remind ourselves that everything hidden shall be out in the light - for all to see! If pride and arrogance, or fear, shame and guilt, knock on the door then things are not well. Neither will a tottering trust in forgiveness of sin help much when we stay in darkness - Our God is a consuming fire! Dishonesty, Deceiver, Pretender, Pride, Arrogance, Love for evil, Will to do wrong and Fear work hand in hand with Our secret selves. Our secret selves finds ‘birth’ in us because we listen to will to do wrong or love for evil (through the Tempter) and let the Deceiver ‘cover our tracks’.

I know better.
A spirit of selfish stubborn arrogance and rebellion. A spirit of spiritual oppression, imprisonment and genocide. An ‘evil eye’ spirit. A spirit of betrayal and extreme abominations. An overwhelming spirit. In paradise the Devil did not speak it out - yet the whispering lie suggests the obvious - I know better - you can eat - for then you will know better as well. The sense inside of us which tells/presents us the I know better state of being must therefore be viewed as a ‘high order’ unclean spirit. Indeed this spirit uses even God’s most holy and beloved to rule inside of us in blasphemous reality of being. I know better has its reality in the Pride and Arrogance of our sinful seeing.

Labeller.
A spirit of intimidation, injustices, oppression, imprisonment and murder. An ‘evil eye’ spirit, a spirit of this world, a spirit of disgusting abominations. The labeller tries to captivate our mind with a set of suggestive statements/perspectives which in one word sum-up a person in an untrue way. Think here about the horrible words invented to sum another sinner up in one hit. The labeller's suggestions are always unclean, rude and disgusting. Hate and Dislike as well as Speculator and Gossip walk along side the Labeller. Today our Western world is severely oppressed by the Labeller – the media – in all its forms and schools are in particular hotbeds for this unclean spirit.

Mocker. (Pr. 21:24)
A spirit of extreme self-righteousness, pride and arrogance mixed with despotism. A spirit of cruelty, imprisonment, oppression, torture and murder. An ‘evil eye’ spirit. An abomination of being. The heart of the righteous cry out to the Lord when the mocker(s) arrive. We could compare the mocker with “the graves spilling their corruption - or a cobra spitting its poison.” I see the spirit of the Mocker as a thrower of ‘white hot daggers’ with the human spirit as target. If the Mocker is present in one’s life this spirit can show us the depth of our own inner lovelessness and depravity. It is a terrible sin to befriend the Mocker.(Ps. 1:1)

Hate. (Le.. 19:17.)
A flaming spirit of abominations. (Think about a fire storm.) An ‘evil eye’ spirit. A spirit of malice and torturous murder. Hate ought to be an guardian angel. To hate evil as the Bible teaches or to fall prey to Hate is as far removed from each other as Heaven and hell. Hate like Greed, Lust and Envy is a high order evil spirit. Hate burns inside the human heart - as if to remind us where it is going! The most abominable deeds have been committed by humanity because of our ‘love’ for this unclean spiritual reality.

Legalism. (Is 5:18-19)
A spirit of deceit, (especially about God’s Word,) restrictions, oppression and murder. A spirit of abominations. An ‘evil eye’ spirit. A spirit of this world.
Oh these wolves in sheep clothing. They exult laws even God’s holy law in world’s unclean ways of seeing and ruling (Col 2:16-22). Legalism is the main force behind the most unholy spiritual beast to prowl around - The Dragon - full of blasphemous names - right in our soul - right in our being. With him we think in ways about God that reflect the lovelessness of our sinful seeing - an utter abomination to dwell within/among us ( Dan 9:27, 11:36-39, Mat 24:15, Rev 17.) Legalism’s surest voice of recognition - must, don’t, do, should, shouldn’t and lets make yet another rule saying such things.
Legalism kills love and breeds fear inside of our hearts, tying us to laws and rules instead. We can detect Legalism (or the seeds of Legalism) if we can see the ‘ruling’ presence of the Accuser, Tempter, Wrath, Fear, Judgementalness, Shame, Guilt and Hate in our hearts. Often Legalism acts like fuel on the fire of the lawless ones (will to do wrong and love for evil.) yet God has given Legalism in its ‘ultimate and final authority’ the right to burn that in us which remains lawless, after which it will be destroyed. ( Rom. 13, 1 Co. 5:5, Rev 17:15-17)

Judgementalness.(1 Cor. 4:5)
A spirit of disdain, oppression and murder. An ‘evil eye’ spirit, a crushing spirit. The shape of Judgementalness must be this inner need to pass a verdict upon another. Judgementalness has being inside of us through the workings of Arrogance, Pride, Wrath, Gossip, Perversion, Legalism, Bitterness and the like. We act like fools when we accept the shallow perspective of Judgementalness. One of the many unclean spiritualities the Bible CLEARLY warns us about. The judgement YOU use shall be used against you is the dire warning given.

Self-righteousness.(Pr. 30:12-14).
A spirit of pride, boasting and delusions. An ‘evil eye’ spirit. A spirit of extreme abominations. A spirit of this world. A ‘child’ of Legalism and Pride raised by Arrogance. Self-righteousness shapes the sense the we are good for we feel/hear this from within ourselves. Often long lists of ‘good works’ (even checking these past Scripture) this spirit passes by our spiritual eyes in defence of its inner existence.

Religion.
An enormously sly, captivating and powerful spirit. An evil eye spirit. a spirit of this world. The Woman on the Beast in Rev 17 - which uses truths - even God's - to enslave our faith life to tradition, morals, values and rules taught by men. Paul in Col 2 describes that the harsh treatment of the flesh, gives Religion away, Religion has no power to curb sinful flesh but makes it worse.
Traditions/conservatism, values and morals are the baits used to captivate people to a religious life, where faith in Christ is replaced with faith in religious truths and customs.

Dissatisfaction.(Pr 30:15b-16)
A spirit of abominations. A crushing spirit. An ‘evil eye’ spirit. A spirit of spiritual injustice, oppression, cruelty and murder. A spirit of warfare and thievery. A spirit who brings us the moments of our darkest greed, lust, hate and envy of heart and mind. A sickening spirit. Dissatisfaction is the most popular spiritual cancer eating away at the (Westernised) human soul. Dissatisfaction could be called the ‘throne’ of Satan for it was dissatisfaction with his position that shaped him into the liar. The need for more ‘good’ typifies Dissatisfaction. (Is 29:8)

Rebellion.(Jr 5:23-31)
A spirit of unwillingness, mutiny and murder. A spirit of imprisonment, oppression and spiritual genocide. A flaring spirit. An ‘evil eye’ spirit. The shape of this spirit is the steel like grip which takes control of our heart and mind amidst often much inner turmoil. Understanding that Rebellion can take hold of us in either good or bad situations - rebellion against unjust practices for example - we should understand that the true wickedness of this spirit lays in its perspective and the route of its direction. Violently opposed—resistance, intense heat within our heart display the seeds and growth of its inner existence. Rebellion has Pride, Envy, Legalism, Conformity, Injustice and Foolishness as some of its best working mates.

Revenge.
An ‘evil eye’ spirit. An overwhelming spirit, a fiery spirit. A child of hate, Revenge is another big one. Murderous thoughts and plans this spirit of abominations brings to our mind consuming all mercy and decency this spirit will prepare judgement in hate, malice and cruelty.

Grace killer.
A spirit without mercy, a spirit of abominations, A spirit who works in corporation with the Accuser and the Deceiver. An ‘evil eye’ spirit. Grace killer is the bringer of our own lovelessness and unbelief. His name describes his action. God’s grace brings us His love - when grace killer is at work however we start to eat our own spiritual dung. We will find no forgiveness, grace or love. Grace killer commits the sin against the Holy Spirit and can cast a sufferer in their deepest personal Hell of being. Sure signs of his unholy company are the presence of his unholy mates. Weakness, Shame, Guilt, Bitterness, Rage, Legalism, Loneliness, Addiction, Hopelessness, Self Destruction and Despair (Suicide for some).

Sin Whiner.(1 Sa. 15:24-25)
A spirit of spiritual blindness, THIEVERY, inactivity, oppression, murder and genocide. An ‘evil eye’ spirit. An spiritual abomination, a spirit of this world. The sin whiner can be recognised by thoughts or statements such as “I’m such a sinner”, sigh - “I’m a sinner”, feeling so sorry for oneself that this is so - or in any other way or form arguing in favour of being a sinner - rather than a child of forgiveness and grace in the Joy of His salvation. The Sin whiner is a ‘child’ of Legalism and Weakness and is raised/trained by the Accuser and Grace killer.

To feel cut of.
A spirit of imprisonment and torture. An ‘evil eye’ spirit. A spirit of this world. The ‘No one understands me’ feeling unloved, isolated and uncared for, is the clearest shape one can find. To feel cut of is often a spirit forced upon its victim by communities which divides itself into little ‘power’ - elitist groups. To feel cut of as a Church member is therefore usually caused because the ‘power’ groups of the Church don’t accommodate other people's views or ways. Many Churches by the very order of organised power bluntly refuses to provide a safe Haven for every believer.

Bitterness.
A spirit of hate, injustice, thievery and murder. An ‘evil eye’ spirit. As one shivers from disgust when one drinks gall or vinegar so this spirit fills our hearts in bitter thoughts of reality. Bitterness is the spoiler of God’s good and works on behalf of evil to pollute the heart and frame work of mind. Bitterness always seeks out to fill our spirit with its own depraved way of looking at things. Pride, Dishonesty and/or Dissatisfaction are preludes to its arrival and Jealousy walks hand in hand afterwards.

Despair.
A spirit of merciless oppression in hopelessness, deceit, selfishness (or self-focus) and unbelief. An ‘evil eye’ spirit. A spirit of abominations. A crushing spirit. At its worst one could see in this spiritual reality along with misery and hopelessness the shape of the bottomless pit. (depicted in the book of Revelation.) Despair is the grip of death and decay, (that what is to perish,) upon our soul. The harvester of deceitful thinking and actions returns doom and gloom. Despair is cruel and icy cold on the bottom of our being.(Lovelessness is the grip that Despair uses.) Despair in a person indicates that legions of unclean spirits have been at work. In particular we will find Fear, Unbelief, Accuser, Grace killer and Deceiver are the forces working in the shadows.

Self-pity.
A spirit of oppression in misery, despair and uselessness. A spirit of this world. An evil eye spirit. An other strong one. Self pity and Selfishness usually walk hand and hand together. The Mocker and Bitterness are also well known co-offenders. Self-pity imprisons our pain and tries to get as much misery out of it as possible by INCREASING the perception of our suffering. Selfishness, Envy, Greed, Lust, Fear, Rage, Rebellion and Pride as well as Weakness, Addiction, Despair, Misery, Despair, Hopelessness and Self-destruction, find good ‘seed beds’ when Self-pity rules our hearts and minds.

Misery.
A spirit of merciless oppression in the hopelessness of sin. An ‘evil eye’ spirit. A spirit of this world. A crushing spirit. Misery is caused by sin. Misery can be brought upon us (traumatic events) but usually in our woods of the world it has been bred in the hearts of its victims. Love, grace and forgiveness are Miseries greatest enemies for these STOP the wailing in even the deepest pit. The power and depth of misery can be beyond comprehension - be very careful to only ever love Misery out of people.


Hopelessness.
A spirit of spiritual genocide. An ‘evil eye’ spirit. A crushing spirit. The sense that ALL is lost and the future offers no hope is the surest shape one can find for this spiritual abomination. Hopelessness is a most powerful spirit to drag us down into the ‘lost sinner’ syndrome. As hopelessness is in complete opposition to Jesus victory over darkness we must be sure to unmask and resist this inner voice of deceit. (Ep. 2:11-13.)

Death.
No spirit no more life. No more existence (in that part of our life) as life has run out! Evil ending.


(This is why we need Jesus, for as sinners we interact - fornicate - with wrong spiritualities - polluting our souls. Repent and forgiveness is assured for those who confess their times with wrong and seek right instead. (Ezekiel 18))

 

[JudyH]

Wow. I am impressed that you have faithfully kept this thread going for six years now, Gerry, and I see that it is a treasure trove of wisdom regarding how we can survive and triumph over depression. I hope to have time to come back and read more of these many posts and poems you've written. Thank you! Although my depression has not been severe, it has been a heavy cross I've borne for many years, but the Lord has worked through it and helped me to grow. My experience and the knowledge I've gained have been similar to yours. Bless you for this work.

 

[Jeshu]

Wow. I am impressed that you have faithfully kept this thread going for six years now, Gerry, and I see that it is a treasure trove of wisdom regarding how we can survive and triumph over depression. I hope to have time to come back and read more of these many posts and poems you've written. Thank you! Although my depression has not been severe, it has been a heavy cross I've borne for many years, but the Lord has worked through it and helped me to grow. My experience and the knowledge I've gained have been similar to yours. Bless you for this work.

Thank you for the encouragement. Be blessed

 

[Jeshu]

A spiritual meditation of Daniel 7:4-14

The truth teaches us that lies suck our very life (force) from us and create another force within us who is given a 'heart as well' - we think and feel through it. Where are most lies told? The World is chockablock full of lies and deceit and children are taught from very young to heed lies instead of the truth. This results in the fact that we we hear an awful lot of lies right within our own minds. Whispering 'voices' from the spiritual forces of the air all around us and from the troubled waters such storms cause in our lives. Which the Great Prostitute - loveless unfaithfulness - who rules at the troubled waters twists and distorts into bad life galore. (Revelation 17:15)

Daniel 7:4 The first was like a lion, and it had the wings of an eagle. I watched until its wings were torn off and it was lifted from the ground so that it stood on two feet like a human being, and the mind of a human was given to it.

The lies dwelling in us create an untrue, loveless and unfaithful self within us. This is why our brother Peter (5:8) writes; Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour.

This untrue self - can you see the why God said not to eat from the fruit of right and wrong - is the cause we sin, get ill, produce bad deeds and die. For we die to being one though many - like God our Mirror Image is within Himself - and become divided within instead. Psalm 86:11 This is why we loose our Eternal life, because we carry death himself - the destroyer in us and he will kill us guaranteed when he gets his chance, don't ever doubt that. For we ought not to mix good with bad but always keep such apart of each other. (Revelation 22:11.)

For when untrue being becomes then good life begins to suffer both in and outside of ourselves. For the light/vision/reality/communion we had before the lie(s) entered our inner domain has blown to smithereens and only a few little sparks of that light are now visible in our night if any at all. (Isaiah 57:1-4.)

For look the second beast in Daniel 7:5, the bear devouring.

“And there before me was a second beast, which looked like a bear. It was raised up on one of its sides, and it had three ribs in its mouth between its teeth. It was told, ‘Get up and eat your fill of flesh!’

Isn't that what happens when we believe lies brother? In our true self we suffer the lies of ourselves within ourselves and in our untrue self we hurt others being ruled by the horrible thoughts and feelings untrue self brings about within us and their rule over us - that come into existence - have birth in us - because we fornicate in our untrue self with loveless and untrue thoughts and feelings which produce unfaithfulness galore within us and drinks the lifeblood of the chosen in us.

The bear has three main spiritualities with which to destroy us in our flesh - lovelessness, greed and lust are in essence the three rib like teeth talked about. This enormous stampede of the wicked within our 'image of God' turns our universe into an ever expanding darkness with only a few sons of God giving warmth and light, but most place are at subzero degrees. And no life is possible whatsoever, leaving our dwelling place with only a little light, compared to all the darkness around us, which has now been divided into four main points of reference hovering above our home planet so to speak.

Daniel 7:6 “After that, I looked, and there before me was another beast, one that looked like a leopard. And on its back it had four wings like those of a bird. This beast had four heads, and it was given authority to rule.

Untrue us conquering the remaining good life in our inner world of being and taking control of all our thoughts and feelings and dividing it into four main camps.

1) Education, knowledge and wisdom.
2) gathering possessions and wealth
3) growing in ability strength and power
4) being ruthless and loveless.

Which brings us to the fourth beast - Daniel 7:7

“After that, in my vision at night I looked, and there before me was a fourth beast—terrifying and frightening and very powerful. It had large iron teeth; it crushed and devoured its victims and trampled underfoot whatever was left. It was different from all the former beasts, and it had ten horns.

The most terrifying monster lies produce within the human soul has seven heads and ten horns. (See Revelation 12:4) The Dragon accuser using the truth of our untrue, loveless and unfaithful existence to control and exploit us. Even ten commandments of God the dragon accuser uses in an untrue way within our world of inner being and rules a reign of loveless terror to the righteous within and without.

Ultimately this monster rules our world of being through his beast(s,) false prophet and harlot, all installed within our psyche and in the end produce the son of lawlessness who dares to raise his voice up against The Truth of our existence and signifies our pridefully arrogant spirit ruling our inner world of being through selfishness - even claiming his 'hot air' filled spirit is divinity itself.

Daniel 7:8; While I was thinking about the horns, there before me was another horn, a little one, which came up among them; and three of the first horns were uprooted before it. This horn had eyes like the eyes of a human being and a mouth that spoke boastfully.

Much more could be said about all of this - the book of Revelation gives us some really accurate description of this spirituality ruling our inner world of being and its downfall. See Revelation 9, 12, 17, 18 and the last part of chapter 19 for example.

The best part is what happens when The Truth comes back in sight though!!! Here the Word speaks all for Himself and anyone who meditates on what happens when the truth exposes the lie we will see that the description is absolutely perfectly recorded, for we are all familiar with such a inner Wheel of truth doing a full circle within our lives I’m sure.

Daniel 7:9-14

“As I looked,

“thrones were set in place,
and the Ancient of Days took his seat.
His clothing was as white as snow;
the hair of his head was white like wool.
His throne was flaming with fire,
and its wheels were all ablaze.
A river of fire was flowing,
coming out from before him.
Thousands upon thousands attended him;
ten thousand times ten thousand stood before him.
The court was seated,
and the books were opened.

“Then I continued to watch because of the boastful words the horn was speaking. I kept looking until the beast was slain and its body destroyed and thrown into the blazing fire. (The other beasts had been stripped of their authority, but were allowed to live for a period of time.)

“In my vision at night I looked, and there before me was one like a son of man coming with the clouds of heaven. He approached the Ancient of Days and was led into his presence. He was given authority, glory and sovereign power; all nations and peoples of every language worshiped him. His dominion is an everlasting dominion that will not pass away, and his kingdom is one that will never be destroyed.

Here is another perspective of this greatest of event - in whatever size Wheel we find Him in - for The Truth will always come down from on high in The End and utterly wipe out the lie ruling his hay day down here. We can be utterly assured of that when we understand what the truth does when He exposes the lie(s) ruling and showing us believers that the authors of The word knew The Truth very well indeed and recorded what they heard and saw faithfully in their ancient scrolls.

1 Peter 3:10
But the day of the Lord will come like a thief. The heavens will disappear with a roar; the elements will be destroyed by fire, and the earth and everything done in it will be laid bare.

Peace

I wrote a poem about Daniel 7 many years ago, and though I understand the truth much better now than I did then, it is still hope it is good read.

Five Goats Ruling!

Oh you he-goats are so strong and cruel
To slaughter and devour is your will
What kingdoms of destruction to rule?
Making the rest of us pay your bills! (Daniel 7:1)

Let's name a few of you kings by name
I want to be sure that everyone knows!
for you are unfaithful to our life time and again.
always denying The Truth when the [bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse] crows!(Matt 25)

Yes you - lying tongue - so very brave
in the dark breeding shady parts within
dragging God's chosen down to their grave
death as reward for your voice of sin.(Daniel 7:4)

Loveless voice - what an abomination
entering our soul through Satan's lies
The chosen suffering extermination
as cold-heartedness our conscious fries.(Daniel7:5)

Greed eye - you have our good times lost
All you get your hands on is history
those compelling demands as cost..
...such loudly wailing misery!(Daniel 7:6)

And so - The Dragon - comes in play
ruling mind controlled by The Accuser
Babylon captivating lawless sway
rules and laws taxing the user.(Daniel 7:7)

(A lament; )

Oh - lawless unfaithful egocentricity!
arrogance and pride robbing control
proclaiming godhead and divinity
burning good life right out of our soul.(Daniel 7:8)

(Conclusion; )

Yet the rule of goats will not last!
Kingdom Come - goats reign demise!
for when the final king dies the past..
...judgement cuts down those ugly ties.(Daniel 7:9-12)

For behold when Christ says "Hi!"
His Light of Day sinfulness demise
those unruly goats will surely fry
when Christ denies them paradise.(Daniel 7:13-14)