Hey, guys. It's been so long since I've posted here in this section. I've been going through a lot lately, what with where I am right now and everything. I'm in grad school, but part of me is discouraged because I'm unhappy. I don't want to be home and I'm struggling with a lot of past issues that I went through during undergrad. I've been trying to cope with it, but haven't had much success. I sometimes feel like God is punishing me for a mistake that I didn't even know that I made. :shrug: I guess I really need prayer for comfort and motiation. Because there are days when I just want to quit everything....music, school, and even church. This morning I got so discouraged that I was reasoning with myself that I'm not getting edified in anything that I'm trying to do, so I might as well stop trying to help people, going to church, reading my Bible and everything else because a lot of times, all I succeed in doing is frustrating myself further. I guess it's kind of scary because I don't like being in this position, but when I've struggled for so long, did everything you knew to do and it always ends up being fruitless, the only thing left to do is throw up my hands and say "screw it". I'm about to go into a new semester and I don't even think it'll be worth it if the only thing I have to look forward to is frustration, a lack of edification or inspiration, and failed attempts. So....that's it. I've been on this forum for awhile and I know that it can get really tedious going through so many prayer requests. But I need something or I'm just going to fall out.
-QS
-QS
Praying for you