I am 16 and i have started my christian beliefs about 2 or 3 months ago. I try to go to church every sunday with my bestfriend, as my family does not go to church, and i go to a bible study every monday also at my bestfriend's house. His father (who I'm very close to) will also explain verses of the bible to us, but at the end always go to this one topic about being saved and letting christ into your heart. He tells us that he KNOWS he has been saved, but he cannot describe the feeling for it is such a great feeling. I have accepted Christ into my heart about a month ago and i had felt a very emotional feeling when i finally let him in, but I am still unsure if I was saved or not. I feel like i am saved because i accepted Jesus and am trying my best to learn His word and trying not to sin, though i know i will never not be able to completely stop sinning, i still feel terrible when i do. But I feel like i didn't have the experience like my bestfriends father did, and it makes me worry that Christ has not yet entered my heart. I feel like i need to learn a lot more about His word, since i have not even believed in God until 3 months ago. I feel like my lack of knowledge is holding back Christ from reaching me, even if He does know I'm trying my best to know Him.
Or maybe I'm not trying my best? I'm pretty lost on this. I just would like some help. Thank you
Or maybe I'm not trying my best? I'm pretty lost on this. I just would like some help. Thank you