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Behind the Broken Mask

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~fading into seraphic sorrow~
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-~- Behind the Broken Mask -~-

My wounds never heal,
The infection is killing me!!
They inject the rage in my veins,
I have to reject inner peace...
The wounds stay infected,
Distant away shows my disdain!!
I see your rage in the words,
What happens to a caged bird??
The bird gets agitated, aggravated!!

Slowly my body suffocates under my grief of the decease,
I would understand your pain but now I feel the disdain!!
Slowly I stop breathing and choke on the believe of others,
I should take your agony away and live with all the tragedies
You’re trying to find sanity and I'm dying in all of the tragic memories...

I say goodbye sunshine,
Time to notice the darkness of goodness...
Don't try to encourage the anger in me,
Crimes that bleed innocent!!
Nothing you can do to help me will change,
I detach from the ignorant...
I believe your enraged words,
What happens when you forget about me??
I get to believe how much you want to hurt me...

Slowly my soul suffocates under my inner beast!!
All I feel now is disdain and unforgiven love from words,
I manipulate my death and made others to believe the hoax!!
All I can do is hope I heal and never kill the agony I feel...
Sorrow builds up in me and I'll try to remember tomorrow...

Filled my mind with denial,
But I won't forget how you love December!!
I still show my wicked smile,
I still wear the broken mask I wore before,
I'm trying to deal with my conflicts,
We swore we never hurt each other...
Keeping the third eye closed,
But they still look into the black hole,
Don't try to encourage the anger in me,
Unless you want to meet a stranger??

I manipulate my tears to drown my sorrow and my pain is turned into disdain!!
We know about the mask I wore and broken under the fear of rage,
Slowly I suffocate under my regrets and yet I love my mask of tears...
It's broken and still I hold what memories inside are dear,
I get to believe in your enraged words and how much you want to hurt me...

My wounds never heal inside,
But my soul hasn't died yet...
I say goodbye to my sunshine,
Yet I still love you in my darkest hours!!
Finally some will see through my third eye,
They will see beautiful flowers above lies...
We swore never to hurt one another,
But pain is the closest I have to a brother...
What happens to a caged bird??
What happens to an enslaved person??
They would get agitated, and aggravated!!

-~- Lyman C. -~-
-~ January 24, 2004 ~-