I am still suffering in the dredges somewhat from my recent breakdown from the OCD leading to depression, but I want to share what is on my mind.
I am fighting the desire to be at home for any length of time and cannot stand being alone. I get extremely bored and agitated at times. I am blessed that I am now on some medication and am able to even type anything on this forum or even read my Bible here in there.
I wish I felt up to providing more support to others, but I am still pretty weak. This thorn still is in my side and I must always contend with it.
How I wish at times like these I could have known Saint Paul for a comrad if that makes any sense at all. Yet, I love Jesus. I may feel sad and lonely sometimes, bored, goofy, antsy, horrible, but I still know he is there. He is winning. He will always win. SO, I am alive, and I credit it to him for saving my life and my soul. I AM HERE. Not perfect, but changing each and every day. I hardly swear anymore. I have not been having angry outbursts hardly at all. I have let a lot of things go I never could before. I have been forgiving more and more and more.
THAT is the WORD, and the TRUTH that we all seek. I will take my comfort when I can in knowing that He will always keep me in his hands.
I hope you all had a Merry Christmas.
Peace and wishes of blessings to all of you
I am fighting the desire to be at home for any length of time and cannot stand being alone. I get extremely bored and agitated at times. I am blessed that I am now on some medication and am able to even type anything on this forum or even read my Bible here in there.
I wish I felt up to providing more support to others, but I am still pretty weak. This thorn still is in my side and I must always contend with it.
How I wish at times like these I could have known Saint Paul for a comrad if that makes any sense at all. Yet, I love Jesus. I may feel sad and lonely sometimes, bored, goofy, antsy, horrible, but I still know he is there. He is winning. He will always win. SO, I am alive, and I credit it to him for saving my life and my soul. I AM HERE. Not perfect, but changing each and every day. I hardly swear anymore. I have not been having angry outbursts hardly at all. I have let a lot of things go I never could before. I have been forgiving more and more and more.
THAT is the WORD, and the TRUTH that we all seek. I will take my comfort when I can in knowing that He will always keep me in his hands.
I hope you all had a Merry Christmas.
Peace and wishes of blessings to all of you
