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BriannaHope11
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So does anyone else ever get really down with the world and begin to feel hopeless for humanity? I know what your thinking. Sounds extreme right? Well I saw a Facebook post by a woman claiming to be a christian but using a lot of profanity and condoning sin all in the same sentence. At the time I didn't think much about it. I continued going around seeing all of these people that tell you they are a Christian but It seems to have no effect on their life. I was beginning to feel really alone surrounded by people who claimed to know my God but lacked the strength and courage to stand up for what they believed in. I know no one is perfect but it felt like people I were close to just kept letting me down by indulging in sin, making it hard for me to abstain from sin and go against what everyone (included my closest friends) were doing. The final straw was when I found out my best friend had went to far with a guy who also happens to be one of my best friends. We had previously dated and I really cared about him. I still do and my friend knew this. They still don't know that I know that both want to keep it a secret and I don't plan on telling them I found out. But I just started to feel like no one understood why I am so conservative and a virgin and why it is all so important to me. I really started to crave that friendship with another person like me who also worked so hard to do good . Dont get me wrong my friends are good friends they just aren't as close to god as I am. But the night I found out I prayed and prayed for God to give me some kind of sign that everything would be okay. And a song suddenly came to mind. "Borrow Mine" by Bebo Norman. I had heard this song dozens of times and liked it but that night it held a deep new meaning. I laid on my bed and just bawled. I was so moved and I really felt like God wanted me to hear that song and receive that message. So now I will share it with you. I can't say that people will change for the better all the time. Or that there will be no sin. But that moment has reminded me that you don't go through anything alone. Even if you feel like no one cares or could ever understand what your going through God is with you listening. And he will never leave or disappoint you. I really hope this touches someones heart and encourages them to keep living for Christ!