Bad Words
You said that you loved me
and wanted me to be with you.
You said how happy we could be
and how happy I could make you.
I felt something weird.
Something I have never felt before.
As the time got near,
I felt it even more.
When you came the see me
It became clear.
This was meant to be
I was meant to be here.
I pondered on it,
Talked it through
I thought about it
And thought I knew
I moved here
Not knowing what to do
I wanted you near
I wanted you
I loved you
And I thought you loved me
But eventually your bad words grew
And with every bad word, you take a part of me
I cry every time you hurt me
I can't take much more
You keep yelling at me
Telling me to find the door
You always say that you're sorry
But you never stop
It's nice to hear you're sorry
But it would be nicer if you'd stop
I wish you could understand
How much I really do love you
I wish you could understand
How much I really want you
I hope one day you will
See just what bad words can do
I hope one day you can feel
What I feel for you
Bambi 8/16/04
