drifter5 said:
I certainly do not think that autism is a wonderland ! The sensory difficulties that i experience, the internal daily struggles, is not what i would call a wonderland !!! !! In fact it has often led me to feel suicidal. However ,i believe that there is a reason for God making me this way, and that my life has just as much purpose as everyone else. God has not promised any of us an easy life, but He has promised to always be with us.Life is hard - but God is Good! Remember ,too ,that God's power is made perfect in our weakness. As Christians, our main aim should be to seek to bring God glory, and not about our own personal happiness. Also, consider that there are sometimes great risks involved during operations, treatments, etc. These risks could seriously harm, and / or kill your/ones child.
Okay so you admit there are difficulties, struggles - and so this therefore allows your Autistic disorder to fall under the word affliction.
http://dictionary.reference.com/search?q=affliction
Autism is an affliction. Stop trying to beat around the bush or candy coat it.
But this is not the most disturbing issue here, because these are relatively mundane issues. What really worries me is that you think that God gave you Autism!
However ,i believe that there is a reason for God making me this way
Here's what I believe, because you love to protect your statements with "I believe" and I'm sure that we can all at the end of the day just believe whatever, so I will add that I believe this is the absolute truth on the matter. I believe that God made Mankind in his *perfect* image, we were without sin and were in the Garden of Eden. Then Eve was tempted by the snake, the Apple was eaten and Adam scoffed some too (All this is found in Genesis). The implications of this are so much more than a simple act of sin followed by God no longer hanging out with them on such an intimate level.
What happened as the result of this? The Fall of not just the entire race of man, but of this whole world! Everything has death, decay, disease, etc etc because we poisoned his perfect world with sin. All diseases, all death, all pain everything that is not good came about because we sinned and so the fall happened.
Yes God made Mankind, and in doing so had the infinite foresight of all that would exist including yourself. So yes God designed you, but he designed you perfect and without death. Using the freewill he also allowed us, we chose to sin and in doing so the *entire* future and all people of it including yourself and myself were affected. So we now die, we now have diseases, genetic defects, *autism*, etc etc
God never wanted you to have, never gave you, autism. Just like he doesn't want anyone to have cancer, or anything else unpleasant. Bottom line is though, we stuffed up. Thankfully God loves us to pieces so he already had a plan lined up, to send his only son so that our belief in him will allow us to be resurrected at the end of time to that perfection and eternity which he has always wanted for us. God will not step in to correct the fall until then and so there is the affliction that even his believers (you and I) must endure. But in all bad things, God can produce Good things if a person relies on and trusts in his will and allows the Holy Spirit to work it's way. We will bring glory to him, as you say his Perfection is revealed in our weaknesses and for that we can be truly thankful.
But God didn't give you Autism. And so once again, you should be all for the prevention of autistic impairments. A baby or child isn't fully developed so you aren't rejecting the person or anything ludicrous like that. You are enabling a different path, and allowing them to become someone equally as important.