Hi this is my first post in these forums in a while. after joining about 3ish years ago!!
At that time i was going well in my walk with GOD, i just didnt no wat it was i was ment to in life!! For some reason 2 yrs ago i felt a strong pull telling me to join the army. So i did, and for the first part of about 8 mnths i felt i was passing this test in life, of staying strong in my walk despite the desperate temptations the devil was throwing at me.
Now after the last 18 mnths i look at myself, nowing that i have almost completely turned my back on what it was i believed, on the way i lived my life. I now find myself continualy turning to the bottle, porn, i find myself using profoun words, and not giving a stuff about anything around me. I feel its the environment im in.
The only thing that i found is putting me back on the right path, is when i go home on leave and go back to my home church. Although the last few times i have seen myself not getting in to word, not worshipping, not praying. I feel that i just go through the motions because thats wat i had done out of habit before joining the army!!
At that time i was going well in my walk with GOD, i just didnt no wat it was i was ment to in life!! For some reason 2 yrs ago i felt a strong pull telling me to join the army. So i did, and for the first part of about 8 mnths i felt i was passing this test in life, of staying strong in my walk despite the desperate temptations the devil was throwing at me.
Now after the last 18 mnths i look at myself, nowing that i have almost completely turned my back on what it was i believed, on the way i lived my life. I now find myself continualy turning to the bottle, porn, i find myself using profoun words, and not giving a stuff about anything around me. I feel its the environment im in.
The only thing that i found is putting me back on the right path, is when i go home on leave and go back to my home church. Although the last few times i have seen myself not getting in to word, not worshipping, not praying. I feel that i just go through the motions because thats wat i had done out of habit before joining the army!!
