Atheist to Christian.

[SwanPslam48]

Just forget anything I have said to you about it. I am sorry to bother you. Its none of my business anyway. The Lord bless you to bless him. amen

I'm sorry if I angered you or upset you in any way.

I just want to let everyone know I'm not looking for fame or to sell anything whatever.

I shared my story because I felt like I had to. I wasn't exactly excited about doing so.

It's hard for me to reply to you guys.
And to post everything.

Sometimes I have to mentally prepare myself.

I was bullied as a kid which caused a bit of social axiety. (Afraid to answer the phone because of how I sound. Afraid to look at people in the eye. Afraid of people looking at me and and them thinking cruel thoughts about me. I hardly have any photos of myself.)

Thankfully the Lord has helped take most of that a way. But it's still a bit there though.

So when I don't reply to you guys right away it's because I'm either

1.Tired/Sleeping (I have anemia. I sleep a lot.)
2.Busy helping someone. (Helping friends get closer to the Lord or even getting rid of demons in their home like I did as well. Twice last week . Thank God.)
3. Preparing myself. (What to say. How to respond. Am I being too nice? Does it seem fake? Am I being unchristiany? ect.)

I don't mean to be rude or anything. Really.

I'm sharing this because I feel like I have to. Plus my catholic friend told me God gives us testimonies so we can glorify Him.

 

[SwanPslam48]

And may the Lord bless you too.
And Mandee I'm sorry I didn't email you quicky. I didn't even mention my name because well I hate my name. It's part of the social axiety I guess.

I don't want to be rude.

I'm sorry guys.

 

[LiveInMercyAndTruth]

I'm sorry if I angered you or upset you in any way.

I just want to let everyone know I'm not looking for fame or to sell anything whatever.

I shared my story because I felt like I had to. I wasn't exactly excited about doing so.

It's hard for me to reply to you guys.
And to post everything.

Sometimes I have to mentally prepare myself.

I was bullied as a kid which caused a bit of social axiety. (Afraid to answer the phone because of how I sound. Afraid to look at people in the eye. Afraid of people looking at me and and them thinking cruel thoughts about me. I hardly have any photos of myself.)

Thankfully the Lord has helped take most of that a way. But it's still a bit there though.

So when I don't reply to you guys right away it's because I'm either

1.Tired/Sleeping (I have anemia. I sleep a lot.)
2.Busy helping someone. (Helping friends get closer to the Lord or even getting rid of demons in their home like I did as well. Twice last week . Thank God.)
3. Preparing myself. (What to say. How to respond. Am I being too nice? Does it seem fake? Am I being unchristiany? ect.)

I don't mean to be rude or anything. Really.

I'm sharing this because I feel like I have to. Plus my catholic friend told me God gives us testimonies so we can glorify Him.

No you did not upset me or bother me or do anything to me.

What are you wanting God to do for you? Tell me 1 thing. You can pm if you like.

 

[simplee_mandee]

And may the Lord bless you too.
And Mandee I'm sorry I didn't email you quicky. I didn't even mention my name because well I hate my name. It's part of the social axiety I guess.

I don't want to be rude.

I'm sorry guys.]

Its okay I understand I hate my name too lol that's why I changed it from Amanda to Mandy XD. I have social anxiety too so don't worry I'm not a judgmental person.

I'm sorry if I angered you or upset you in any way.

I just want to let everyone know I'm not looking for fame or to sell anything whatever.

I shared my story because I felt like I had to. I wasn't exactly excited about doing so.

It's hard for me to reply to you guys.
And to post everything.

Sometimes I have to mentally prepare myself.

I was bullied as a kid which caused a bit of social axiety. (Afraid to answer the phone because of how I sound. Afraid to look at people in the eye. Afraid of people looking at me and and them thinking cruel thoughts about me. I hardly have any photos of myself.)

Thankfully the Lord has helped take most of that a way. But it's still a bit there though.

So when I don't reply to you guys right away it's because I'm either

1.Tired/Sleeping (I have anemia. I sleep a lot.)
2.Busy helping someone. (Helping friends get closer to the Lord or even getting rid of demons in their home like I did as well. Twice last week . Thank God.)
3. Preparing myself. (What to say. How to respond. Am I being too nice? Does it seem fake? Am I being unchristiany? ect.)

I don't mean to be rude or anything. Really.

I'm sharing this because I feel like I have to. Plus my catholic friend told me God gives us testimonies so we can glorify Him.

I understand it was all an emotional time and experience for you. First post I put up on CF's everybody was picking at me lol -_-.. So I have been nervous to post anymore of my experience's because of it :/. I was bullied as a kid too and thats why I am kinda shy now. I'm sorry about your grandma and cat .

In my teen years I needed my cat so badly because I didn't really have nobody else, I would be so sad if my kitty died. Also when I had my scary experiences at night I would have my cat sleep in my bed to comfort me... Lol actually I did that last night too so I still need her even at 21 XD. I had another realistic scary dream -__-...

Did you ever buy another cat or wold it make you too sad? Idk if I would want another pet if my cat died... Also nothing wrong with fixin yourself girl! We are young so as long as we aren't dressin inappropriate its all good XD.

I'm glad you shared your story I can tell you are humble. Btw how have you been? Well send me a message whenever you have time .

 

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God is very great!

 

[SwanPslam48]

Thanks.

No, I haven't got a new pet or anything yet.. I'm not sure. I just got back from checking out these Chihuahua puppies but I felt sick to my stomach thinking of buying one. I mean yes they're adorable but it feels like I'd be trying to replace my cat.

I prayed in tongues about everything just now. I got really emotional.

I mean I'm getting attacked a lot. I've been helping others a lot and praying in tongues for about 3 hours at least a day.

So of course satan's attacking.

I'll message you what happened last night.

 

[simplee_mandee]

Thanks.

No, I haven't got a new pet or anything yet.. I'm not sure. I just got back from checking out these Chihuahua puppies but I felt sick to my stomach thinking of buying one. I mean yes they're adorable but it feels like I'd be trying to replace my cat.

I prayed in tongues about everything just now. I got really emotional.

I mean I'm getting attacked a lot. I've been helping others a lot and praying in tongues for about 3 hours at least a day.

So of course satan's attacking.

I'll message you what happened last night.

Ok cool :] we truly are in a spiritual battle o_o! I have been getting attacked a lot lately too... It slowly was going away for almost 2 years but now its been constant for like 2 months now.. I feel I have been getting oppressed ever since I have been trying to get right with the Lord again and repent of certain sins. Yeah I can imagine, a new pet might make you feel a little better especially when weird stuff is happening but if it reminds you of your kitty and make you feel guilty then thats no good.

I like too have my cat around cause I think cats are sensitive to these things. One time my cats showed me something in my room o_o if she didn't run up to it meowing I may not have noticed it. Yeah Satan is mad that we are going down the narrow road now so he is trying to tear us down >.<. All it is doing is making us stronger though!

 

[simplee_mandee]

3. Preparing myself. (What to say. How to respond. Am I being too nice? Does it seem fake? Am I being unchristiany? ect.)

LOL opps I thought you meant prepare like to fix yourself to go out haha where is my mind at ! Yeah I do the same thing! I always review what I write a couple times before I post to somebody to make sure I'm not saying something wrong or weird but I guess it ends up happening anyways XD

 

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