Arrrr!!!!!

[Megs06]

uggg... curse emotions.. It's weird I feel up and then down.. I feel useless then i feel invincible.. its making me go insane!! I dont kno.. I havent cut for a while but every day is such a struggle i just want to wrap myself up in my blankets and cry and bleed.... I dont know I'm probably just being stupid its all in my head... or I'm just seeking attention I dont know.. ARRR!!!!! I just wanna scream.... I just feel.. so alone so helpless sometimes... I cant concerntrate on things for very long.. I havent been sleeping, its hard for me to i dunno... do things... hmm well.. thanks.. even if no one is reading this it let me get it all out...

 

[Renwolf]

CONGRATS on not cutting, especially with all of those emotional triggers. You're not insane and you're not stupid. And you're definitely not alone.

(((hugs))) if you want them. Picture yourself wrapped in that blanket, safe and warm. Take a deep breath and try to relax. It's ok to cry if you need to.