Are You High, Low or Level? (4)

[Soulwings]

The 1000th post!! Yeah!! Yey Gerry!!

So glad to hear that you are going through a spring cleaning... must be rejuvenating!!

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Lowish level, anxious, stressed, fearful, worried. Drained, exhausted, weary. I just want today to be over.

 

[Alive again]

Tired, two 13 hour days at work followed by a 4 hour one full of meetings and an early am meeting today. Then I will have a counseling appt and then take a friend's child halloween shopping and so it oges. Tomorrow a counseling appt with my hubby's counselor. So busy end of week, thne I will most liekely be going to Washington to visit my great uncle and family up there.

 

[Jeshu]

Oh guys, my inner universe is collapsing and all my dark matter has lit up - I'm coming back together again - after I blew my self out of orbit - everything is going in reverse - but time is ticking forwards - strange - but I'm going down guys - full speed ahead - I'm having the ride of my life - seeing so much with the light on - amazing - I'm having fun!

 

[BlessedMommy05]

Hi all,

Well looks like I have an appt with my ob/gyn for breast pain. Hope the Dr listens and helps me through this.. I hate Dr's but this is not normal PMS type of breast pain its way more than that.. So hope that it'll go well..

Today ran to Wal-Mart to pick up bread and 2 small candles and then a nice fallish sweatshirt.. So I'm happy.. My son and I had a nice lunch, he's finishing his now.. I'm here browsing and bored to death ! LOL! I cant believe its 5pm already, today just shot by.. Oy!

Hope everyone is well; and doing ok.. to all

Laura

 

[Soulwings]

Gerry, will be praying.

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Laurie, sounds busy indeed!!!

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Laura, replied in the coffee shop.

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Pretty level this morning, thank God!! T appt in two hours, yey. Don't know what we'll talk about, though, anxiety and marriage and hopefully neither of those trigger a panic attack.

 

[Jeshu]

Thanks all for praying!!! It has been great - evil lost its place in me - bottomless pit!!!

Stable once more and sanish!!!

All the tensions have gone, I'm deeply moved and very thankful to God for my deliverance - my first psychosis that didn't turn ugly and God's good stayed in charge of me - though it went very wild and evil tried hard to escape detection God tricked them all and blew them into dust for Snake to eat. Wonderful!!!

I'm just stamping his head......rotten creature bit my heel, he's deep now - at least inside of me.


Hallelujah!!!

I'm so happy, yet not even really manic, my thinking is still fast, but balanced and flowing, like a river!

Revelation 18

 

[BlessedMommy05]

Hey everyone..

Sorry but go back to my previous post and it'll update y'all there.. I have a bad headache so just gonna try and relax for ahwile.. Talk soon!


Laura

 

[Soulwings]

Gerry, so glad to hear that you're leveling out a bit. Was worried about you there for a bit.

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Laura Definitely relax and get that headache gone... I have a little one now - perhaps I'll pop some Tylenol.

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Lowish level. Really tired, although I'm finishing up my gigantic mug of coffee right now. Seems like I'm never truly awake... always kind of lingering in this exhausted state.

s to all.

 

[Alive again]

here recovering praying thinking not sure yet of direction not sure yet of much

 

[Soulwings]

Lowish. Scared.

 

[Jeshu]

Lowish - impatient.

(praying for you April and all!!)

 

[Soulwings]

Lowish level.

Very tired... still. Got up at 6:30 after waking up at 6am... seems I can't sleep any longer than that anymore. Rather frustrating, because today was a day when I could've slept in, as was yesterday (the weekdays I either get up at 5:15 or 6:15, depending on when Jarrod has to leave). But I had pumpkin pie flavored coffee, so I should be good.



Thank you for your prayers, Gerry. Praying for you as well.

 

[Jeshu]

collapsing completely and loving every moment of my downfall.

 

[Soulwings]

Praying for you, Gerry. That doesn't sound like you... doesn't sound very good at all.

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Lowish level. Tired and stressed to the max.

 

[michael714]

It's been awhile since I've posted in these forums. I'm not as depressed as I was before and am not battling suicidal thoughts either. I guess I'm somewhat stable, although I've been having problems with anxiety. My doc and I have been playing with the meds, trying to decrease them some so that I'm not in such a fog mentally.

 

[Jeshu]

Praying for you, Gerry. That doesn't sound like you... doesn't sound very good at all.

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Lowish level. Tired and stressed to the max.

Honestly SW I'm doing good caving in like this - its like the times of Jeremiah, all the prophets said fight, resit Babylon, I hear - surrender will prevent your total destruction.

So I cave in, got sick of trying to keep myself standing anyway, so I might as well lay down...what is God's can't get harmed any way, so what is tight will stick what is loose - who cares???

 

[Soulwings]

Hope you're right on that one.

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Michael, good to see you back again. Wondered where you had gotten off to. Glad to hear that you're doing better.

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Lowish highish level, I don't know, very mixed I think!!!

 

[Jeshu]

It's been awhile since I've posted in these forums. I'm not as depressed as I was before and am not battling suicidal thoughts either. I guess I'm somewhat stable, although I've been having problems with anxiety. My doc and I have been playing with the meds, trying to decrease them some so that I'm not in such a fog mentally.

Dear friend,

I've been where you are right now, please keep searching for drugs that are agreeable and don't make you to down. That was my problem time and again, an overdose. Especially Lithium dragged me down even just a little bit.

I have gone to low with my medications and am seeking to find a level somewhat higher to find my stability back, luckily for me our Heavenly Father is teaching me good and the ride is much better than its ever been, though I have been rather unwell at times.

Glad to hear you are doing better though!

Welcome back.


Gerry

 

[Soulwings]

Once again, kind of mixed up this morning. Got up early with J so I could have breakfast with him, although all I wanted to do was stay in bed... so tired. Busy day ahead of me - am dreading that - but looking forward to coming home and having that decompress time (although studying must kick in sometime!!).

So. A combination of everything.

 

[Alive again]

Finally feeling somewhat rested again. Headed to work today and praying aobut work and other opportunities in my life. May God be with each and everyone of you today and giv eyou a glimpse of how much He loves you!