Forgot to mention that I also kinda lost it last night, and got caught up in the strife in one of those two threads. But the Spirit saw that coming long before it even happened. I woke up with a song in my mind that morning that I never think of (not really a particular fan of it), and now I'm starting to understand the interpretation He was trying to tell me.
Everyone might think me silly for interpreting secular songs into spiritual situations all the time, but this is just part of my gift of also being able to interpret visions and dreams. When He gives me something, I keep searching until I understand why. Anyway, the words "Ride like the wind" were a reference to following the Holy Spirit's lead, and "border of Mexico" was a reference to Heaven, the destination I'm trying to reach. The verses speak of being a transgressor, even of God Himself, given the line "no where in sight when the church bells rang." The interpretation: He knew I would mess up by "speaking my mind" instead of remaining in meekness, and was trying to tell me I would need to return to not getting into strife and just ride like the wind in the Spirit.
Not sure what this does for anyone. Just sharing my heart as things come to me, with friends. Btw, the words "no time to sleep" are very applicable to me. I spend so much time in ministry that I often rarely if ever get enough sleep.
Ride Like The Wind
Christopher Cross
It is the night
My body's weak
I'm on the run
No time to sleep
I've got to ride
Ride like the wind
To be free again
And I've got such a long way to go (such a long way to go)
To make it to the border of Mexico
So I'll ride like the wind
Ride like the wind
I was born the son of a lawless man
Always spoke my mind with a gun in my hand
Lived nine lives
Gunned down ten
Gonna ride like the wind
And I've got such a long way to go (such a long way to go)
To make it to the border of Mexico
So I'll ride like the wind
Ride like the wind
Gonna ride like the wind
Accused and tried and told to hang
I was nowhere in sight when the church bells rang
Never was the kind to do as I was told
Gonna ride like the wind before I get old
It is the night
My body's weak
I'm on the run
No time to sleep
I've got to ride
Ride like the wind
To be free again
And I've got such a long way to go (such a long way to go)
To make it to the border of Mexico
So I'll ride like the wind
Ride like the wind
And I've got a long way to go (such a long way to go)
To make it to the border of Mexico
So I'll ride like the wind
Ride like the wind
Gonna ride like the wind
Ride!
Gonna ride like the wind
Ride!