JPPT1974
SB LX, Valentine's, Winter Olympics 2026
- Mar 18, 2004
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- Baptist
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- Single
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- CA-Conservatives
Back when I suffered depression, I hated life that I almost committed suicide many, many times. And that I felt that I would be better off in heaven with Jesus. But also the Lord was doing His best to tell me that He wasn't ready for me to come to heaven & according to His will and plans, that my work on earth wasn't and still isn't done just yet. And that my parents were also telling me that if I did kill myself, that there would be a huge, huge hole in their lives.
A huge, huge hole that no matter how many times they did their best to fill it with love as well as with their other children and grandchildren, that without me, I would be leaving them with an empty hole. Meaning that I was irreplacable and that their lives would be so, so sad as well as so, so unfillable. That I have been to a hospital, mental one that is, twice as well as now I am on medication. But I had to find the right kinds of medication to help me. And also I am seeing a counselor and physcatrist.
That life is precious as we should live each and every minute of it. I have always been wanting to find happiness like really, really be happy almost thirty years of my life on the earth. And that I love life now and not even take it for granted. Please don't take life for granted at all. Live every single minute like it was your last day.
A huge, huge hole that no matter how many times they did their best to fill it with love as well as with their other children and grandchildren, that without me, I would be leaving them with an empty hole. Meaning that I was irreplacable and that their lives would be so, so sad as well as so, so unfillable. That I have been to a hospital, mental one that is, twice as well as now I am on medication. But I had to find the right kinds of medication to help me. And also I am seeing a counselor and physcatrist.
That life is precious as we should live each and every minute of it. I have always been wanting to find happiness like really, really be happy almost thirty years of my life on the earth. And that I love life now and not even take it for granted. Please don't take life for granted at all. Live every single minute like it was your last day.
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