At some points in life I've just given up the hope of getting anything but both bad and unfortunate experiences. I wouldn't call it actual corruption - after all I never intended things to be bad, I was just lacking most things in life and I've since discovered a while after that that I'm (again perhaps unfortunately) a person who only pulls himself up if he has many good things. The unfortunate nature of things is that no matter how much I try to keep things as my own griefs, I just can't go on lacking things I know are good for me, that are proven to actually be good for me. So my past didn't consist of having and experiencing, but of lacking and growing experienced - experience I'm sad to say has little value at my age but is more like seen as a detriment by some people (girls) I'm interested in unless I can compensate for my a bit overly mature age. And I can since a while just treat well, that has been a start.
I don't have a sense of entitlement, I only have a sense of that I'm a bigger burden if I'm lacking things, so unfortunately my life does cost some even though I cut down on some things (such as cellular phone - my cost for that including hardware is less than $8 a Month and I do use it, my cellphones are not smartphones and I will never want a smarthone) and that I don't try to create big new ideas all by myself that I have to engage in as I have big enough projects going on already and goals to achieve such as marrying some day to someone I feel certain I kind find as I have self-confidence.
I won't ever become a crybaby, instead I have for example things like insurances, an excellent queue position for an apartment a bit further away, things to do on my spare time that I enjoy, beautiful dreams what I'll use knowledge to, some time freed up. At this point in life when I've previously just saved up with no purpose in mind, it would exhaust me unnecessarily to rely in more things on other people's pity when something happens. During the short period of 1¾ Years I've had private insurances (no I don't have an all-around health-insurance) I've used them 2½ times, the insurances have helped me - I would have felt pretty bothered without. My car is expensive to keep insured but I don't seem to have a choice for the time being, eventually it will go down if I really badly want to use it which wouldn't necessarily mean a lot of extra miles, I'm not that excited about it.
Corruption is when You destroy things by Yourself that are actually really worth something both in $ and otherwise.