How I read the Bible, I hope it is not true (from my interpretation). But if it is true, I would need to honestly reconcile a way, to make sense of it. But I cannot seem to, for many reasons... Meaning, the evidence appears severely lacking, the 'moral laws' appear 'man invented', and nothing in there appears forward thinking or to come from any divine source. This is excluding all the stuff from the OT, which speaks about a 'flood', 'Tower of Babel', etc etc etc...
However, I was raised in it for decades. So it does run deep within me still. It is hard to let go.
So now you can see, w/o first honestly believing, faith is not really possible. Which would mean I'm doomed, as I was brought up to understand, and the Bible also reiterates.