Thanks, I don't know if I understand the verses Romans 1:18-32. Paul seems to be saying that people refuse to see the evidence for God, because they prefer to be sinful. There may be some truth to that, but it is a small factor.
Rom 1:18-32 is simply telling all people, to use my language, if you look out your window at the trees, flowers, birds and the bees, and human beings, you will see God's 'invisible attributes ... his power and divine nature displayed' in what God has created. We are speaking of the Lord God Almighty revealed in OT and NT and in creation. Where does that evidence leave you and me? 'They are without excuse' (1:20) in refusing to accept the existence of God.
You say that people 'prefer to be sinful' and that 'is a small factor'. You don't seem to have read this passage carefully. The unrighteousness (sinful behaviour in which people engage) is not a trifling matter. This sinfulness causes people (incl. agnostics and atheists) to suppress the truth of God made evident in creation (Rom 1:18). Rejecting this statement about the seriousness of sin means that you will be experiencing 'the wrath of God' at the end of life (1:18).
This is how bad this unrighteousness can get, according to Rom 1:24-28 (NIV):
Therefore God gave them over in the sinful desires of their hearts to sexual impurity for the degrading of their bodies with one another. 25 They exchanged the truth about God for a lie, and worshiped and served created things rather than the Creator—who is forever praised. Amen.
26 Because of this, God gave them over to shameful lusts. Even their women exchanged natural sexual relations for unnatural ones. 27 In the same way the men also abandoned natural relations with women and were inflamed with lust for one another. Men committed shameful acts with other men, and received in themselves the due penalty for their error.
You state:
Psalms 19:1-6 seems to be arguing for a vague creator or pantheistic God, and the Judeo Christian God is much more specific. Where is the evidence for the specific God?
You seem to reach that conclusion because you don't understand the meaning of the name for God used here,
El, which means 'the Strong One'. This is no pantheistic God. He is
El, the strong and mighty One, and not the God of reverence for the universe and for the natural earth as being sacred, which is one of the beliefs of pantheism.
The sky above the earth declares clearly that its 'glory' comes from the Omnipotent God. Do remember that the Psalms are poetry, so God's power in creation in Psalm 19 is described in poetic terms
On agnostic vs. atheist, any label is fine with me.
OK, but atheist is more absolutisticly sure.
The most recent book I read is "The Mystery of Acts" by Pervo. I finished reading this yesterday, and I finally had to skip parts, because it was so poorly written (IMO). Pervo is probably an excellent academic, but he is a terrible author. He should have hired somebody else to write this book. Pervo gave too much detail for casual readers like me, but he didn't give enough detail for his reasoning to be clear. Mostly he concluded that not much can be known about Acts. Maybe that is true academically, but I feel cheated.
http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/6098359-the-mystery-of-acts
I haven't read this book, but I'm not surprised you gave up on it as it is published by Polebridge Press, Weststar Institute, of the Jesus Seminar fame that is one of the chief promoters of skepticism towards the Bible with its higher criticism of the Bible.
In my view, a better understanding would come in:
- John R W Stott 1990. The Message of Acts. Downers Grove, Illinois: InterVarsity Press. If you are a casual reader, this one would be probably a better recommendation than the following book.
- If you want more history and exegesis of the meaning of the text, I'd recommend: F F Bruce 1979. Commentary on the Book of Acts. Grand Rapids, Michigan: Wm. B. Eerdmans Publishing Company. F F Bruce was both an historian and NT Greek scholar.
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