Hi Norah,
Yes, and of all the people written of in the new covenant, I want to be like Paul. Yes, I want to follow Jesus, but I know that I will never measure up to him. I must depend on his work to satisfy his Father's righteous requirement, but as one purely human being, born of the joining of a man's seed with a woman's seed, it is Paul that I would choose to emulate. Living in the world but not of the world. Teaching the truth of our Savior, yet being human in every way just as he was.
I am confident that if I stand before God trusting in the work of His Son and strive to live a life that is exampled by Paul, then all things will be very good in the eyes of my God. Paul was commissioned to be the teacher of the Gentiles and I would no more turn away from accepting his teaching and striving to live as he lived than to cut off my own arm.
I believe firmly that those who would turn against or ignore the teachings of Paul are just exactly what Peter wrote of them: He writes the same way in all his letters, speaking in them of these matters. His letters contain some things that are hard to understand, which ignorant and unstable people distort, as they do the other Scriptures, to their own destruction.
God bless you.
In Christ, Ted