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I'm new to this site, and I can't believe I found it. It is a blessing to me that I did because I can talk about this kind of thing with people who have the same thing. I struggled for 5 years with OCD and it controlled my life completely. It affected me so bad that I began abusing alcohol and drugs which only made my life worse. It got so bad at one point that I was on the verge of committing suicide and I now suffer from panic and severe anxiety. I just want to say this to anyone out there that as OCD. I stopped my OCD one day because I realized that I can't keep on living with it. I can't control my surroundings by delusions and weird habits that don't make sense. I have to say though, it feels weird after living with it for so long but it feels good. If you have OCD, I know it's really hard to stop it, and even though it's out of my life it still tries to creep in. But any time it does, I just let it go. When we die, it won't matter what our minds were telling us. It only matters what God does for us. If you need help, send me a message and I'll see what I can do to help you.