I had the most awesome experience (for lack of better word) while reading my Bible this morning. Actually, it's been several experiences. I have been saved for 17 years, but sadly, have never been much of a Bible reader. I have read the same book over and over again, and quite frankly, always got confused or bored. Consequently, Ive never grown in my faith, falling often and hard. But God has really been dealing with me that that was the root of all my struggles, lack of knowledge and lack of a personal relationship with Him. Anyway, Ive really been making it a point to read my Bible, and now Im reading an NIV so it's easier to understand. Anyway, its awesome. He gave me a particular verse a few weeks back that just struck me that Id never read before. It was the story about the man who had been lying by the pool for 30 years and the angel would stir the water and you know the story. Jesus healed him right there. Well, the very next day that was the message our preacher preached. Then, last Sunday, we had an awesome message in which I actually responded to an alter call and was delivered from a lot of issues Ive been carrying around for literally years. The message was about how God handles ALL your needs, not just one here and there. Anyway, the day after that, the very first verse I read was exactly what the preacher had preached on the day before, kind of a confirmation to my soul. But the most awesome part is I long to read more now, the more I read, the more I want to read! And today, I was reading in John about the last days of Jesus' life and the crucifixion. I felt as if I was transported there and could feel what Jesus was feeling and could feel what the others around Him were feeling and for the first time, it all became real to me. It's like the words were alive and transported me there. I can say it's been a couple of hours since I read that, but it is still just burning in me, the reality of it. I don't know how else to explain it, except that I feel like I was just there. I could feel the love Jesus' was feeling for His disciples and all of us yet to come. This is the first time it has ever felt so real, and not just like a story I was reading! I mean, Ive always believed, but NEVER have I felt that. It's like He was in the room with me telling me the story Himself (which I guess in essence He was thru the Holy Spirit) All I can say is WOW! It's like a book that comes to life when you read it. Im hooked
Thanks for letting me rant, lol.
