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shannonguthmuller
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Hi everyone. Esp Rebecca. I just wanted to say that I am doing so much better. Between medication and counseling I am no longer in that dark place. Rebecca, however, was the very first person that I could relate to and she really gave me some hope that what I was going through was actually OCD. Even believing that was a real issue in the beginning. The counciler that I speak to weekly told me that "the truth will set you free". John 8:32. And that truth is not in the feelings I have, that it is by grace. Also, part of that truth for me to believe was to believe it was OCD I had. Accepting that has made it much easier, easier than believing and entertaining all those confusing lies inside my head.Being able to see that the Lord is not waiting for me to prove myself to Him that I am worthy of His love but rather that His grace is sufficient and is a free gift that He wants me too have. Well I just wanted to share a little of how the Lord has blessed me and has helped me. I am by no means "all better" nor do I think I really have a firm grasp of the Lords love and His grace however, He has delivered me to a place where it is now possible for me to continue seeking Him without harrassing thoughts of impending doom and doubt. Praise God. -Shannon
