Life is so weird sometimes. We are walking through it not even noticing the things that are really important. The past week my life has taken a huge dramatic change. But I am so out of it right now that the thing that has changed my life doesnt seem to affect me as much as I thought it would. I mean you have to wake up each and every morning and look in the mirror and say its another day, all that happened yesterday is in the past. The event that happened was I Lost someone that I loved. I lost her to nothing pretty much. And I knew it was going to happen one day, she had not the strength to go on. But the past few days as I have thought about her and what she has meant to me. I find myself thinking I am not going to regret that she is gone because the things we experienced together were things that no one will ever be able to understand but us two. All those experiences showed me many things, many life lessons. And I cant say thank you enough to her. Of course I would love to have more experiences with her. But it is not meant to be. Nothing is ever meant to be until it is done. Also these past few days God has come back into my life. I have been joined up by old friends who are religious,and they are teaching me wonders. But I do have a question for you reader. My friend and I were talking the other day
and What does it take to be a full out Christian, and the answer we came up with is it takes sacrifice of the self. I mean you have to drop anything and everything, from books-music-friends-to life secrets-lies-and false living. You have to devote everything to Christ. And let him use you to do things. This is the way it must be for everyone. But I do not believe that it is only this way. I have spoke many times in my life about how Jesus was sent to Earth to set an example of what man should be, and that is a helping individual
Helping not for their own gain but for the gain of others. So that everyone may be helped and no problems would arise. But many think otherwise. They think that helping people is not good,well
it is good. Not being greedy and worried about your own self
thats where its at. There is also one thing that is a problem. Most people are interested in their own salvation. Got to do this and that so I CAN go to heaven one day. See thats where people have to stop
look around and realize it shouldnt matter. They should care more about others than themselves getting there. And if they do help others to Realize the word of God and they turn into Christians and they are being helped. That person needs not to worry about getting to Heaven because in all reality helping the Lords Children Realize the way
I believe that would assure you more of a spot in Heaven than anything else. So Stop worrying about you
Help others
teach the word to others. Dont be selfish. Let everyone go to Heaven.