First off let me state that I believe in God and I am a christian. I'm asking if I'm saved because some days I don't feel like I am. I work a full time job so some days I don't have time to read the bible or take time for God. I get home from work and I'm so tired and just go to bed. On my days off when I have time for God I feel like I'm saved, I read the bible worhsip God and I feel great. I know not spending time with God or reading the bible doesn't make me unsaved. If you're saved you'll have good fruit the bible says. Well I don't have any fruit good or bad that I can see. Then recently I read Matthew 7:21-23 NKJV
21 “Not everyone who says to Me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ shall enter the kingdom of heaven, but he who does the will of My Father in heaven. 22 Many will say to Me in that day, ‘Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in Your name, cast out demons in Your name, and done many wonders in Your name?’23 And then I will declare to them, ‘I never knew you; depart from Me, you who practice lawlessness!’
So it sounds like there will be "christians" who are doing "good" things in the name of Jesus yet are not saved. Being just good isn't enough for God and I don't know what more I can do to make sure I'm saved.
Also Matthew 7:13-14 NKJV
13 “Enter by the narrow gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way that leads to destruction, and there are many who go in by it.14 Because narrow is the gate and difficult is the way which leads to life, and there are few who find it.
The last part of the verse "and there are few who find it". It sounds like not many people are going to be saved.
The last thing that really got me asking myself Am I saved was that I ran into a old church friend. I hadn't seen in him 12 years. 12 years ago he had a passion for God. He was going to school to become a pastor. 12 years later he is now a pastor and has a decent size church but he is now gay. After he told me this we started talking about if you are gay can you be saved? Which let to a very interesting discussion on that topic.
My view on the topic so that the bible is very clear on the topic about being gay. From reading the bible if your gay you won't go to heaven thats my view. My friend told me that Jesus saved us with grace so why would he turn away christians who love God with all their hearts, souls, and minds. And do good works in Jesus' name yet Jesus turns them away just because they are gay. My friend told me that makes no sense.
That lead me to this point will my friend go to heaven? I don't know...according to the bible no.
Am I doing enough for God? Will I be one of those people in Matthew 7:23 that get turned away? I truly believe in Jesus and have faith but is it enough? I am very confused at this point and I've been praying about it alot.
21 “Not everyone who says to Me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ shall enter the kingdom of heaven, but he who does the will of My Father in heaven. 22 Many will say to Me in that day, ‘Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in Your name, cast out demons in Your name, and done many wonders in Your name?’23 And then I will declare to them, ‘I never knew you; depart from Me, you who practice lawlessness!’
So it sounds like there will be "christians" who are doing "good" things in the name of Jesus yet are not saved. Being just good isn't enough for God and I don't know what more I can do to make sure I'm saved.
Also Matthew 7:13-14 NKJV
13 “Enter by the narrow gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way that leads to destruction, and there are many who go in by it.14 Because narrow is the gate and difficult is the way which leads to life, and there are few who find it.
The last part of the verse "and there are few who find it". It sounds like not many people are going to be saved.
The last thing that really got me asking myself Am I saved was that I ran into a old church friend. I hadn't seen in him 12 years. 12 years ago he had a passion for God. He was going to school to become a pastor. 12 years later he is now a pastor and has a decent size church but he is now gay. After he told me this we started talking about if you are gay can you be saved? Which let to a very interesting discussion on that topic.
My view on the topic so that the bible is very clear on the topic about being gay. From reading the bible if your gay you won't go to heaven thats my view. My friend told me that Jesus saved us with grace so why would he turn away christians who love God with all their hearts, souls, and minds. And do good works in Jesus' name yet Jesus turns them away just because they are gay. My friend told me that makes no sense.
That lead me to this point will my friend go to heaven? I don't know...according to the bible no.
Am I doing enough for God? Will I be one of those people in Matthew 7:23 that get turned away? I truly believe in Jesus and have faith but is it enough? I am very confused at this point and I've been praying about it alot.