Am I dead?

[dabro]

Sometimes I go into this trance where I think I died.

In October I bought a benzo off the internet. I was blacking out and taking large doses of Norco.

From there all I remember is I poured it out and went thru some nasty withdrawals.

Then I started to think I was dead and at His Judgment.

I’m trying to get leveled again but when I spike I think what’s the point, I’m already gone.


So am I dead or on Earth???


I want to do the Lords will, I just ask Him to give me a chance.

 

[Monk Brendan]

Sometimes I go into this trance where I think I died.

In October I bought a benzo off the internet. I was blacking out and taking large doses of Norco.

From there all I remember is I poured it out and went thru some nasty withdrawals.

Then I started to think I was dead and at His Judgment.

I’m trying to get leveled again but when I spike I think what’s the point, I’m already gone.


So am I dead or on Earth???


I want to do the Lords will, I just ask Him to give me a chance.

If you are able to use a computer, you're not dead. Trust me on this.

Judging from this post, you sound like you need both mental and spiritual counselling.

And have you considered going to NA?

 

[crossnote]

Is this a Zen riddle? Am I a butterfly dreaming I am a man?

 

[dabro]

No it’s a serious question.

 

[HoneyBee]

Sometimes I go into this trance where I think I died.

In October I bought a benzo off the internet. I was blacking out and taking large doses of Norco.

From there all I remember is I poured it out and went thru some nasty withdrawals.

Then I started to think I was dead and at His Judgment.

I’m trying to get leveled again but when I spike I think what’s the point, I’m already gone.


So am I dead or on Earth???


I want to do the Lords will, I just ask Him to give me a chance.

I can assure you that you are not dead and are still on Earth.

I agree with the above posters, though. I would really recommend that you seek the assistance of a doctor or a counselor.

 

[Thess]

Sometimes I go into this trance where I think I died.

In October I bought a benzo off the internet. I was blacking out and taking large doses of Norco.

From there all I remember is I poured it out and went thru some nasty withdrawals.

Then I started to think I was dead and at His Judgment.

I’m trying to get leveled again but when I spike I think what’s the point, I’m already gone.


So am I dead or on Earth???


I want to do the Lords will, I just ask Him to give me a chance.

October was quite a while ago, bro.

 

[Joined2krist]

I think you need to seek help. See a psychiatrist, God bless you

 

[W2L]

Perhaps you need time to heal. You sound like you been thru a lot. I can relate. We need time to grow as well.

 

[Jonathan Mathews]

The question you should be asking is not "Am I dead?" but "Is Jesus alive?"