First, a few things. Do not try and get me to believe in god, say the world is going to end, etc. If I hear this, my thoughts about religion will again... it's all about the money and it doesn't exist. What I am looking for is honesty. I was at first an ethiest and then as I started realizing how we're all energy my thoughts moved to new-thought. I have only been to a church once, maybe twice.
I am starting to get concerned though that I may be losing it and need to seek help from a shrink. I have OCD, Turrets & Autism. I am here to see if what's going on is normal. Everything said here is 100% true. I know it will be hard to believe so if you have to answer (if this is true...) so be it. I am looking for answers. I live in Phoenix metro area of Arizona.
I don't really know where to start so I will start with where I am now and work backwards.
What i'm doing right now:
I own a holding company / investment company that is in the process of fund raising millions of dollars to get into several markets from fund of funds (banks that invest in banks). I have talked with wealthy bankers and investors, a few billionaires and many millionaires with networths exceeding $200 million. Wealthy people from all over the world. I have connections through out the private equity industry now. I've been working on this since 2011 and things finally slowly started connecting in 2014 with commitments from people in the millions. Though, it was stopped due to external forces with something going wrong and investigations taking place due to alleged illegal activities that were done due to associations outside of my own business. I had tails, was monitored and survielenced. I have become surrounded by evil, gangs and what not with out knowing it initially. I have talked with a few of the worlds elite including a couple who are the top 10 richest in the world, have connections to people such as Jay-Z and the list goes on.
What's been going on for the past decade.
I went all the way through cub scouts, achieved arrow of light and through boy scouts and achieved Eagle Scout. I was invited into Order of the Arrow but for some reason went against it and said no. I have been surrounded by freemasons for as long as I can remember, but they aren't in my immediate family as far as I know. I was going to become a freemason in 2010 but I was told I wasn't ready and that I didn't have a faith, this was before New-Thought. Keep in mind, in 2010 I was only 20 years old. I know many well known masons to, living in Arizona many of them are here and in some of the circles that I am in. Recently, i've started to question their actual intention after exploring deeply what it all is. Sadly, I already made the comment that i'd gladly become one. They do a lot of charity work and so forth. It's like a continuation of boy scouts which has helped turn me into a better person. I've been an entreprneur since I was 8 years old, became an eBay powerseller at 15 and had a couple buy-out offers for start ups I had launched, 1 at $1m and the other at $70k. Sadly, looking back I should have taken them. I seem to be making mistake after mistake in business and have never truly accomplished a lot. In 2010, I got fame with over 100,000 fans across Social Media channels and in addition to that, my business at the time had a world awareness of around 5 million people.
Here's where I am starting to get very concerned.
I am seeing things that do not add up, my dog is going crazy acting very afraid at times and cowards and shuts her eyes and shakes uncontrollably because she see's something that isn't there. Even more recently, these things have started crossing over into my life where others can see these things happen as well. Due to not looking like a fool / attention seeker I am only going to share what can be accounted for by others who have been around me.
1) My tv came on to channel 51.700 and was a religious channel saying I need to believe in god (channels for 51 end at 51.7) 51.7 was the same channel as 51.700. Perhaps it was a tv glitch? The tv's in my house have come on at night before but usually it's just static.
2) Two days in a row, my alarm clock which was set to go off at 8am went off at 6am and the radio station was changed to a christian talk radio show.
3) There have been moving shadows that do not belong to me or my friends. A couple days ago, there was this large shadow bird that came in from a mirror at my home flew into my office and circled my chair twice. It looked to be some sort of vulture and it showed itself. It had two black eyes. It then disappeared. My dog was barking loudly and aggressively.
4) I was playing Grand Theft Auto IV and the game malfunctioned. This business suit guy came up, showed his face and he looked evil with black and red color face like the devil but he had no tail. A message then popped up saying (there gonna strip you) I still have no idea what this means. But then it got worse, a friend of mine appeared in the game walked up to me and looked me in the eyes in front of me for like 60 seconds. Then when ever you tried to get into a car, the car would start catching on fire, driving by itself and then blow up. This was seen by 1 other person.
5) A burned CD a friend gave me, it became one of my faves of the week. I had listened to it a few times already. Then I was in my office listening to it again and a message took over the first 30-40 seconds of the song. It wasn't a song. The message involved power, taking over, etc. I'll admit, i've always wanted power and to become the next Warren Buffett.
6) I've seen doorknobs turn on their own. I've heard people walking in my office who weren't there as have others who work with / for me.
Due to the above things plus many more, i've ruled out that this can't possibly be pranks. It has made me question everything I know in this world and to start doing a lot of research, being very analytical that I am. I know things I never knew before. Things that I will not talk about here because 1) I will sound crazy and 2) I risk my life at that point. But, I will say this. Being who I am and the iq that I have I know some of you will know what i'm talking about and im not afraid to say that some of their agendas make sense and I am not against it.
Then this happened:
I had a dream this business man came up. Reminds me kind of American Pycsho and was telling me how God is the devil and the Devil is god. Exposed a lot to me and I recall getting shocked, amazed and very excited when I was told I will become the next elite if I sign. I don't remember the contract being long at all. Then he stabbed my right index finger closest to my thumb. Then, curtains opened and some people that ive met and worked with where sitting in the front row of an audience and everyone in the audience was clapping and cheering. I then woke up at 3:30 in the morning when this was done. I blew it off as a bad dream and went back to sleep. I mean dreams are dreams right? Then the next morning, I could remember it like it had actually happened. I looked at my finger where it occurred and this is where I almost fainted. My finger was cut exactly like the dream. 100% spot on, but it was barely noticeable. I know I did not cut this finger on my own because i'm a bit of a baby and notice pain fast. (lol "i know")
Now before this all started occurring, there have been people who have come into my life who are very very very very very very religious and see things and have feared something behind me. Something not supposed to be there. One actually said, can I pray for you and this was in front of one of my business partners. We both thought she was crazy. Now, the past couple weeks. My dog has done the same thing seeing things that aren't there. According to my research, dogs see things humans can't.
I am not a criminal outside of speeding with my car, I don't smoke. No drinking, Eagle Scout, no tats, piercings, etc. Never crazy and I was evaluated by a shrink a few months ago to see if I had cracked and the results turned up negatively. I am just a normal, hard working american who wants to become the next elite banker who has had nothing but extreme hurdles and struggles, even once connections and agreements were made. Prior to wanting to become an elite banker, I was simply a start up enthusisast, so much in fact if you search for me on Google, i'm everywhere from Tech Crunch to Twitter to Facebook to Wikipedia.
All I want is to know if the things im seeing are real and what exactly is going on and to know if I did sell my soul? I know you will have a hard time believing me so go ahead and say (if this did happen) if it makes you feel better. I am afraid to talk about this to people because I fear I am crazy even though a shrink said I wasn't.
I am starting to get concerned though that I may be losing it and need to seek help from a shrink. I have OCD, Turrets & Autism. I am here to see if what's going on is normal. Everything said here is 100% true. I know it will be hard to believe so if you have to answer (if this is true...) so be it. I am looking for answers. I live in Phoenix metro area of Arizona.
I don't really know where to start so I will start with where I am now and work backwards.
What i'm doing right now:
I own a holding company / investment company that is in the process of fund raising millions of dollars to get into several markets from fund of funds (banks that invest in banks). I have talked with wealthy bankers and investors, a few billionaires and many millionaires with networths exceeding $200 million. Wealthy people from all over the world. I have connections through out the private equity industry now. I've been working on this since 2011 and things finally slowly started connecting in 2014 with commitments from people in the millions. Though, it was stopped due to external forces with something going wrong and investigations taking place due to alleged illegal activities that were done due to associations outside of my own business. I had tails, was monitored and survielenced. I have become surrounded by evil, gangs and what not with out knowing it initially. I have talked with a few of the worlds elite including a couple who are the top 10 richest in the world, have connections to people such as Jay-Z and the list goes on.
What's been going on for the past decade.
I went all the way through cub scouts, achieved arrow of light and through boy scouts and achieved Eagle Scout. I was invited into Order of the Arrow but for some reason went against it and said no. I have been surrounded by freemasons for as long as I can remember, but they aren't in my immediate family as far as I know. I was going to become a freemason in 2010 but I was told I wasn't ready and that I didn't have a faith, this was before New-Thought. Keep in mind, in 2010 I was only 20 years old. I know many well known masons to, living in Arizona many of them are here and in some of the circles that I am in. Recently, i've started to question their actual intention after exploring deeply what it all is. Sadly, I already made the comment that i'd gladly become one. They do a lot of charity work and so forth. It's like a continuation of boy scouts which has helped turn me into a better person. I've been an entreprneur since I was 8 years old, became an eBay powerseller at 15 and had a couple buy-out offers for start ups I had launched, 1 at $1m and the other at $70k. Sadly, looking back I should have taken them. I seem to be making mistake after mistake in business and have never truly accomplished a lot. In 2010, I got fame with over 100,000 fans across Social Media channels and in addition to that, my business at the time had a world awareness of around 5 million people.
Here's where I am starting to get very concerned.
I am seeing things that do not add up, my dog is going crazy acting very afraid at times and cowards and shuts her eyes and shakes uncontrollably because she see's something that isn't there. Even more recently, these things have started crossing over into my life where others can see these things happen as well. Due to not looking like a fool / attention seeker I am only going to share what can be accounted for by others who have been around me.
1) My tv came on to channel 51.700 and was a religious channel saying I need to believe in god (channels for 51 end at 51.7) 51.7 was the same channel as 51.700. Perhaps it was a tv glitch? The tv's in my house have come on at night before but usually it's just static.
2) Two days in a row, my alarm clock which was set to go off at 8am went off at 6am and the radio station was changed to a christian talk radio show.
3) There have been moving shadows that do not belong to me or my friends. A couple days ago, there was this large shadow bird that came in from a mirror at my home flew into my office and circled my chair twice. It looked to be some sort of vulture and it showed itself. It had two black eyes. It then disappeared. My dog was barking loudly and aggressively.
4) I was playing Grand Theft Auto IV and the game malfunctioned. This business suit guy came up, showed his face and he looked evil with black and red color face like the devil but he had no tail. A message then popped up saying (there gonna strip you) I still have no idea what this means. But then it got worse, a friend of mine appeared in the game walked up to me and looked me in the eyes in front of me for like 60 seconds. Then when ever you tried to get into a car, the car would start catching on fire, driving by itself and then blow up. This was seen by 1 other person.
5) A burned CD a friend gave me, it became one of my faves of the week. I had listened to it a few times already. Then I was in my office listening to it again and a message took over the first 30-40 seconds of the song. It wasn't a song. The message involved power, taking over, etc. I'll admit, i've always wanted power and to become the next Warren Buffett.
6) I've seen doorknobs turn on their own. I've heard people walking in my office who weren't there as have others who work with / for me.
Due to the above things plus many more, i've ruled out that this can't possibly be pranks. It has made me question everything I know in this world and to start doing a lot of research, being very analytical that I am. I know things I never knew before. Things that I will not talk about here because 1) I will sound crazy and 2) I risk my life at that point. But, I will say this. Being who I am and the iq that I have I know some of you will know what i'm talking about and im not afraid to say that some of their agendas make sense and I am not against it.
Then this happened:
I had a dream this business man came up. Reminds me kind of American Pycsho and was telling me how God is the devil and the Devil is god. Exposed a lot to me and I recall getting shocked, amazed and very excited when I was told I will become the next elite if I sign. I don't remember the contract being long at all. Then he stabbed my right index finger closest to my thumb. Then, curtains opened and some people that ive met and worked with where sitting in the front row of an audience and everyone in the audience was clapping and cheering. I then woke up at 3:30 in the morning when this was done. I blew it off as a bad dream and went back to sleep. I mean dreams are dreams right? Then the next morning, I could remember it like it had actually happened. I looked at my finger where it occurred and this is where I almost fainted. My finger was cut exactly like the dream. 100% spot on, but it was barely noticeable. I know I did not cut this finger on my own because i'm a bit of a baby and notice pain fast. (lol "i know")
Now before this all started occurring, there have been people who have come into my life who are very very very very very very religious and see things and have feared something behind me. Something not supposed to be there. One actually said, can I pray for you and this was in front of one of my business partners. We both thought she was crazy. Now, the past couple weeks. My dog has done the same thing seeing things that aren't there. According to my research, dogs see things humans can't.
I am not a criminal outside of speeding with my car, I don't smoke. No drinking, Eagle Scout, no tats, piercings, etc. Never crazy and I was evaluated by a shrink a few months ago to see if I had cracked and the results turned up negatively. I am just a normal, hard working american who wants to become the next elite banker who has had nothing but extreme hurdles and struggles, even once connections and agreements were made. Prior to wanting to become an elite banker, I was simply a start up enthusisast, so much in fact if you search for me on Google, i'm everywhere from Tech Crunch to Twitter to Facebook to Wikipedia.
All I want is to know if the things im seeing are real and what exactly is going on and to know if I did sell my soul? I know you will have a hard time believing me so go ahead and say (if this did happen) if it makes you feel better. I am afraid to talk about this to people because I fear I am crazy even though a shrink said I wasn't.
