hey guys
I'm not sure where really to post this, but hopefully this part of this particular forum turns out to be the right place
over the past few years I've had pretty much every problem under the sun, essentially I just have a weak immune system, but no specific problem. I've had constant colds and soar throats, recurrent tonsilitis, shingles, quinzy, and abcess on my leg, conjunctivitis... the list goes on. It pretty much seems as soon as I recover from one thing I get another.
Most recently I have just recovered from tonsilitis (having them out on the 1st of december) I have recently come down with what is most likely a prostate infection (waiting on urine test to confirm). Have been reading on the internet and it is pretty depressing stuff. It is most common in men over 50 (I am recently turned 18) and usually takes at least a few months to dissappear, sometimes years.
Personally I am really struggling to cope, the constant illnesses are really taking their toll and the fact that this new one lasts for months has me pretty much in tears. Coupled with the fact I have 2 more final exams coming up and my car recently breaking down I'm not feeling too good really. I just don't understand why I'm always getting sick? And at such a young age, what will I be like when I'm older?
I pray regularly and often when I am sick, mostly along the lines of starting by praying forgiveness for sins, then that I'll overcome said illness. Usually this seems to help within days but when I am constantly getting sick again after beating one thing, I wonder if it actually is working? The thing is I am not a very practising christian. My faith is absolute, don't get me wrong there, I have no doubt that god is real. But I don't really connect with any particular interperetation of the the bible (e.g any particular denomination) so I don't very rarely go to church and pretty much only pray when I need something, mostly to get better. It all seems pretty selfish, I mean will god really listen to my prayers if I am not devout and only really pray when I want to get better?
So yeah that is basically my very long story. I don't feel comfortable talking to my family, friends, girlfriend or a pastor about it so I thought I'd put the anonymnity of the internet to good use! If anyone takes the time to read and respond I'd be very grateful, be it to offer some advice on overcoming my current illness or on whether I am praying in vain or not or anything really
cheers, saintsfan
I'm not sure where really to post this, but hopefully this part of this particular forum turns out to be the right place
over the past few years I've had pretty much every problem under the sun, essentially I just have a weak immune system, but no specific problem. I've had constant colds and soar throats, recurrent tonsilitis, shingles, quinzy, and abcess on my leg, conjunctivitis... the list goes on. It pretty much seems as soon as I recover from one thing I get another.
Most recently I have just recovered from tonsilitis (having them out on the 1st of december) I have recently come down with what is most likely a prostate infection (waiting on urine test to confirm). Have been reading on the internet and it is pretty depressing stuff. It is most common in men over 50 (I am recently turned 18) and usually takes at least a few months to dissappear, sometimes years.
Personally I am really struggling to cope, the constant illnesses are really taking their toll and the fact that this new one lasts for months has me pretty much in tears. Coupled with the fact I have 2 more final exams coming up and my car recently breaking down I'm not feeling too good really. I just don't understand why I'm always getting sick? And at such a young age, what will I be like when I'm older?
I pray regularly and often when I am sick, mostly along the lines of starting by praying forgiveness for sins, then that I'll overcome said illness. Usually this seems to help within days but when I am constantly getting sick again after beating one thing, I wonder if it actually is working? The thing is I am not a very practising christian. My faith is absolute, don't get me wrong there, I have no doubt that god is real. But I don't really connect with any particular interperetation of the the bible (e.g any particular denomination) so I don't very rarely go to church and pretty much only pray when I need something, mostly to get better. It all seems pretty selfish, I mean will god really listen to my prayers if I am not devout and only really pray when I want to get better?
So yeah that is basically my very long story. I don't feel comfortable talking to my family, friends, girlfriend or a pastor about it so I thought I'd put the anonymnity of the internet to good use! If anyone takes the time to read and respond I'd be very grateful, be it to offer some advice on overcoming my current illness or on whether I am praying in vain or not or anything really
cheers, saintsfan