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[goldenviolet]

i feel alone. reaching out to other's for their benifit is easy. reaching out to others for yourself is very hard. i am bringing my hurt here, because my hurts are here. God is good. I give Him the glory in my happiness, and i will give Him glory in my sadness. i haven't felt this alone and small in along time. swallowed by my hurts. i need to rest, but i find none. i need comfort in a peace of mind, i find conflict. God will shape me. i long to see an end to my confusion. i never meant to hurt anyone.

 

[Cat59]

i feel alone. reaching out to other's for their benifit is easy. reaching out to others for yourself is very hard. i am bringing my hurt here, because my hurts are here. God is good. I give Him the glory in my happiness, and i will give Him glory in my sadness. i haven't felt this alone and small in along time. swallowed by my hurts. i need to rest, but i find none. i need comfort in a peace of mind, i find conflict. God will shape me. i long to see an end to my confusion. i never meant to hurt anyone.

dee, I hear you. May the Lord help you with your feelings, so that you feel no longer alone but surrounded and held by His love at all times


Cat

 

[soyness]

Have you tried to confide in others and help your fellow brothers and sisters to help you?

 

[the_baby]

nothing in life is easy, but bringing everything to God is easy, he does not judge, he is always with u, and will listen without u thinking u are stepping on his toes. U don't know me that well but I'm always here to listen and help in any way.

 

[goldenviolet]

but surrounded and held by His love at all times

Have you tried to confide in others and help your fellow brothers and sisters to help you?

nothing in life is easy, but bringing everything to God is easy

thank you.

 

[BlackRain]

dee, i'm so sorry you feel alone! but you're right, God will shape you in amazing ways. don't let that get away from you!! life is hard..but God is right next to you! take comfort in that.
love you!!

 

[goldenviolet]

*warm fuzzies*

 

[mikeforjesus]

Im praying for you dear sister.

 

[chilibowl]

who did you hurt? and how??? is this something you wish to talk about?

 

[Tazi]

Dear Rdee, you were kind to me and so nice and patience, your in my heart always, so I guess you're not alone, and your kind heart means you're not a spiritually small person. your very important to people who know you and who you have influenced.
call on the Name of the Lord to fill you with Joy, and keep satan far from you, I pray that God will fill your life with joy and the knowledge that you are important and not alone
hugs,
pam

 

[goldenviolet]

Im praying for you dear sister

thank you mike
chilibowl it was an accident on another forum... a long story. but i was discouraged that i hurt other's feelings. there is one person that i know of who is still hurt; but i am not sure because she hasn't answered my pms... or posted .
Tazi... your encouragement means alot to me... i must fight feeling so much guilt, and try to remember that i just need to be more careful when i'm helping someone. knowing that i helped you is a joy. God is so loving when He allows us to reach out to eachother. thank you for all the love you are reaching out to me.
thank you to everyone!!!
humbled but smarter for it... and God's love heals all wounds !!!

 

[beetlequeendiva]

i feel alone. reaching out to other's for their benifit is easy. reaching out to others for yourself is very hard.

I understand how you feel - it is so easy to help other people but trying to get help for yourself is sometimes so hard, but it means that you know how hard it is for people when they ask for your help. Remember that God loves you always and pray for that help to come in a way that you need. If you need to talk PM me, I'll reply later because I have to leave now. love, Vicki xx

 

[notworthknowing]

my Dee. You may feel alone, but your not alone. Your in my heart to stay, and so many others here. You are so precious!!

I'm sorry your hurting so bad over everything. I wish I could make it better for you. I know God is in control Dee, and I know everything will work out just fine. I also know these words won't really help you stop feeling bad...I'm sorry.

I love you so much!! remember I'm always here for you if you need anything.

Love,
Kaitie

 

[Bevlina]

And, I echo Kaities words dee! You couldn't hurt a fly!!

 

[goldenviolet]

Diva, Kaitie, Bevlina... and anyone else to read this:
thank you so much for sharing your thoughts and giving me encouragemnt.
i posted this when i was so stressed out... i gave myself the worse headache. i had such a battle of good and negative... my heart was crushed and i let some anger, bad feelings and guilt have too much room in my thinking. Spiritual war. my brain would not shut off; i prayed... i got away from the computer, i went out... finally i ended up taking a mild seditive and motrine for my head that caused me to sleep. i slept most of it off ... and when i got courage enough to come back online, i found encouraging mail. i'm fine now... boy i learned i had people to talk to all over CF! i would have been alone at home, because i have not shared any of this with any but my children... and ofcourse i could talk to them about this like i needed. kaitie your first advice to me i wish i had gotten that through my head ... Mr. cheese was awesome ; Bevlina and Deamiter i needed your imput so much. thank you so very much!! you all are wonderful!!
I PRAISE GOD THAT HE IS SO LOVING TO LIFT US UP AND PUT OTHERS IN OUR LIVES!!! thank you for being His hands and feet!!

 

[pentecostalgirl0414]

You have helped me so much! You are truly a great person. You are always in my prayers. You are always doing good in others lives! If you need anything, PM me!
Kim

 

[chilibowl]

From what I've read here you done alot for a lot of people.. just remember you can't be everything to everyone, that gods job. If you truly made an error when talking to this person, then offer a heart felt appoligy, and let it go. it is up to the other person to accept or decline.. that desision is between them and god, don't let your life be run by others... accidents happen, advise can be bad, sometimes feelings are hurt, do what your required to make amends and then let it go...why should your selfworth be determined by anothers spiritual maturity..

~Good luck and God bless

 

[RSteel]

Oh dee...u have endured so much. we all love u dee. it's all just part of growing with god...it's so hard for me too! my stomach right now hurts so much...just feeding myself is difficult right now, but i'm doing it and i'm gonna make it...i think...survival is the key and christ will eventually lead you to all happiness in his name. pray the lord and praise you for making it this far. jesus loves you!

 

[goldenviolet]

Praise God for His loveliness!!

Kim, chili, Steel thank you!!
God bless everyone for their love and wisdom !!

 

[Endearing lil Influenza]

I love my stuffed toys... they give me so much comfort... they are there when I'm in pain... you can have one of them for a while