Never really asked you guys for anything.
But would you pray for me? Everything seems to be falling apart.
I have spent my life trying to do God's will. Not that I am perfect. This is not necessarily about finding a job, or a grade. This is about finding me, my purpose?
You guys don't know much about me. But, I have spent a lot of time trying to help people in their darkest and worst moments. I was apparently good at it. I have seen things that I would rather forget. Recently it has come to overwhelm me. I loved it though...
I still want to do it. I want offer hope but I am just looking for a little ray through the clouds to remind me that the Sun is still there.
I can't continue to walk in darkness if there is no light left within me. I don't ask this for me. I ask it for those whom I wish to serve. Sorry for this little confusing rant...
But would you pray for me? Everything seems to be falling apart.
I have spent my life trying to do God's will. Not that I am perfect. This is not necessarily about finding a job, or a grade. This is about finding me, my purpose?
You guys don't know much about me. But, I have spent a lot of time trying to help people in their darkest and worst moments. I was apparently good at it. I have seen things that I would rather forget. Recently it has come to overwhelm me. I loved it though...
I still want to do it. I want offer hope but I am just looking for a little ray through the clouds to remind me that the Sun is still there.
I can't continue to walk in darkness if there is no light left within me. I don't ask this for me. I ask it for those whom I wish to serve. Sorry for this little confusing rant...

