- May 12, 2007
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- Single
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- US-Democrat
I will seriously sit there and be depressed all day, and say to myself, well I lost all my friends, lost my girl, no girl likes me, I cant get a job, I just sit at home all day at my parents house and im 22. I cant find a job, the only thing that even takes my mind off not having a girl is drinking large amounts... but now... i went days without drinking sometimes but now... usually i am finding myself getting drunk, just to feel better about myself.
When Im drunk I forget about what I am. I forget where I live it dont matter (parents or own place) dont <staff edit> matter matter if im drunk. <staff edit> When Im drunk Im happy. I dont worry about future, someone asks me about future, i simply drink alcohol simply. Someone says I drink too much, i get violent and angry and alienate them from my life. Someone trys to help me escape my alcoholism, i consider it a threat and i violently lash out at the person if they dont leave.
If someone asks me if im homosexual I get angry and u better be read for a fist fight.
asking me gay is equal to a threat
I was in wrestleing in high school, and i work out. do the math
When Im drunk I forget about what I am. I forget where I live it dont matter (parents or own place) dont <staff edit> matter matter if im drunk. <staff edit> When Im drunk Im happy. I dont worry about future, someone asks me about future, i simply drink alcohol simply. Someone says I drink too much, i get violent and angry and alienate them from my life. Someone trys to help me escape my alcoholism, i consider it a threat and i violently lash out at the person if they dont leave.
If someone asks me if im homosexual I get angry and u better be read for a fist fight.
asking me gay is equal to a threat
I was in wrestleing in high school, and i work out. do the math
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