Ahhhhh help!

[Leta]

I keep telling myself as I look at the result of my rage and feel it's sting that it's only an outlet and destraction. The physical pian focuses my wild racing thoughts and is in a way calming. There's so much junk going on and i'm so overwelmed , nothing makes sence anymore! If my body outside hurts worse then I do inside for that moment it works and I am okay. I know all of this sounds crazy and stupid but it's how I feel. I need somwone to tell me I'm okay, that I am important to them. I desperatly need to feel loved, to have someone hold me and make me feel worth while. Am I asking too much?
God Bless,
Saleta

 

[jen_soccer13]

I know exactly how that feels. It is not stupid at all. You will be okay..and you are important to me....just knowing how you can seem to relate...when you post answers to my threads. You are very important to me. I know the need to be loved..and i wish i had someone to hold me too. I know so so so much how you are feeling and would give anything if I coudl take it away from you because I hate seeing others going throught this.

Just remember we are all here for you.
I love ya!
Jennifer

 

[goldenviolet]

short of painting your nails with cyber polish ... and telling you i love you... i can only tell you... to get back up and keep praying and asking for the gifts you need= they are free. keep seeking= God will direct you. keep knocking= on every door you find... and on God's door... you are His child. here'as some food for your soul !
Matthew 7:7
7“Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. 8 For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.
James 1:5
If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him.
psalm 1:2-3
But his delight is in the law of the LORD, and on his law he meditates day and night. 3 He is like a tree planted by streams of water, which yields its fruit in season and whose leaf does not wither. Whatever he does prospers.
Psalm 5:1-3
Give ear to my words, O Lord, consider my meditation. Give heed to the voice of my cry, my King and my God, for to You i will pray. My voice You shall hear in the morning, O Lord; in the morning i will direct it to you and i will look up.
Mark 1:35
Now in the morning, having risen a long while before daylight,
He went out and departed to a solitary place; and there He prayed.
Jeremiah 29:13
And you will seek Me and find Me, when you search for me with all your heart.
1 Timothy 4:7
Exercise yourself toward godliness.
John 13:17
If you know these things, blessed are you if you do them.

 

[Bevlina]

Nope, it's not stupid at all. You will be fine if you just take it one step at a time and let yourself heal. The main thing is that you matter! We care about you! And, even me, oh how I feel the need to be loved. But, for me, it isn't going to happen.
At your age, yep! It'll happen alright Leta! So please don't think negative. Be positive and KNOW it will!

 

[Mr.Cheese]

I don't think you're weird or crazy for what you do.
You're my sister and I love you.
*hug*

 

[sparrow]

If you're crazy, then so are the rest of us here. I can empathise with everything you're saying.

I know it's rough, but just because you SI doesn't mean you're any less of a person than anyone else.

Dee's posted some brilliant scriptures. God still loves you, he is there for you. He cares SO MUCH. Much, much, much more than any one of us could. He thinks you're worthwhile, he has a plan for you. He crafted you just as you are, he knows you better than you know yourself. Let him know how you're feeling. Just tell him and be honest. He understands.

 

[Leta]

Thank you
You are all so wonderful! I don't know what i'd do without friends like you! So far so good today , SI wise
anyway. My ED is a different story. Well one thing at a time right?
Love you all!
Saleta

 

[Cerulean_Butterfly]

I know how you feel sweetie... It will be ok.

-JO.

 

[Leta]

You are all awesome! RDEE you rock as always!
Jen you're a kindred spirit for sure!
Mr. Cheese you're my brother and I love you too!
Bev you're always so encouraging to me!
Sparrow you give such hope!
Love you all!
Saleta

 

[Bevlina]

We love you to bits Dear One!