Good evening everyone,
Well I'm just going to plunge right in here, if I'm judged I hope it's on courage that I'm weighed.
Abortion
Spiritual: I was 17 when I had an abortion. I'm going to tell you that the first thing I fretted over when I came to Christ was just that, I kept reading over and over a verse that had me shaking, 1 John 3:15 ..... and you know that no murderer has eternal life in him. I was relieved that I'm forgiven even for that. Whether my first thoughts were apart of my conscience from people condemning abortion or if it was God reminding me not to judge anyone and to have tolerance with my brothers and sisters that believe otherwise, I'll leave that debate to someone else.
My feelings on abortion before that were supported because I truely believed that if I had been aborted by my mother I would have been born to a family with a decent life instead of ending up in state custody and living the young adult life that I was forced to. Now I know that I was born into that home for reasons, I was strong enough to pull through it and I can now help and counsel anyone in that situation without ignorance.
When I became pregnant with a man (boy really) that didn't want anything to do with me or the baby, I had no place to go, no prospects, no income but I amazingly got enough money to get an abortion which could have paid rent until I found a job. I convinced myself that this was best for this child and best for ME. (The only thing I was truely thinking of).
I am truely thankful that through Jesus I am forgiven. And I hope that the baby's soul will go to someone else like was mentioned here since I made a horrible mistake.
Logical: From the abortion I received a staff infection of my uterus. I can't tell you the pain and agony of that. When I got pregnant again later on I decided to keep the baby. I miscarried, heartbroken almost beyond repair I went home to wait for the surgery appointment, my body didn't want to wait that long and I ended up hemorrhaging, I obviously survived. We decided to try again awhile later, I got pregnant and this time we kept close watch. I was given a synthetic hormone to help me along, if I could make it past 5 months I was in the clear, I went to the hospital when I hadn't felt her kick all day, I waited and waited and waited while they ran tests on me and watched as she didn't move on the ultrasound machine waiting for the doctor to confirm what I already knew. I had lost her. I then carried my dead child inside of me for a few more days then gave birth, and not yet given up hope, I asked the doctor as soon as I had delivered if there was any sign of life. There wasn't. They suggested an autopsy which I agreed to, it turns out she had basically starved, not receiving the things she had needed for nourishment while I was carrying her. I got several oppinions from her results, even consulting a medical lawyer who were all of the same oppinion. Many women that get abortions have this same problem, once a pregnancy is aborted at a certain time their bodies don't work properly for their next pregnancy. Most of those women like myself aren't able to birth a child and miscarry many times before giving up. Something no one had told me before having the abortion. It's also common to get infection after abortions. You just can't convince me otherwise that logically or spiritually abortion is a wrong decision. I didn't even touch the death or heartbeat arguement for a reason, I don't need to. I didn't lose one child to an idiot decision that I made as a kid, I lost several and will not be able to carry a child.
Anyone is more than welcome to copy and paste that to young ladies that are considering abortion.
As for the animal arguement, I will crusade with you until the end of time to save animals from shelters and will be the first to volunteer help to you to find them good homes. I've burried both animals and children, please please think before you remotely start to compare the two. I love and respect vegetarians but sometimes I think they are overcome with passion to save them and go too far. Passion is wonderful for any cause but think about which you would be forced to save, a child or an animal and I sincerely hope you choose the child because they are uncomparable.
Respectfully,
Dweebs (Reg)