A Sister In Need
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I need your support, please pray for me!
Guilt and confusion
muddle my brain.
I suffer so much, and mentally
I repeat and repeat
this repeating refrain!
Being Bi-Polar frightens me so,
I fear being happy,
I fear being sad.
I find that my mind has nowhere to go
Confusion takes over...
I fear I've gone mad.
People avoid me, this just breaks my heart.
A stigma attached,
to last 'til I die...
I take lots of pills to keep myself calm,
but sometimes they fail,
and I don't know why.
My mood swings sometimes frighten me so!
Happy, I chatter
like a manic monkey!
Why must I suffer, why can't I be free
of this horrific thing
that is tormenting me?
Mom, Dad, hubby are gone, life too soon ends!
I must make a will!
At once! I cry!
I fear losing you - my sister, my friend.
I must make decisions
for when I will die...
I spend all my time crafting haloes for GOD.
I squint and I thread
and bead all the day.
Footlockers are filled with necklaces mod
Gorgeous, unique and
quite fine may I say!
I would take the bus to see you, dear Sis.
But I'm so afraid that
I would get lost.
Times without you are times that I miss.
So come visit me,
my tempest is tossed!
I fret and I worry and run through the day
Unhappy and lonely,
confused and alone.
So sister so dear, to you I must pray
Come to me soon,
or at least telephone...
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Judith Gayle Smith
Copyright ©2003 Judith Gayle Smith
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Rev.12:17 "And the dragon was wroth with the woman, and went to make war with the remnant of her seed, which keep the Commandments of GOD and have the testimony of Jesus Christ."
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I need your support, please pray for me!
Guilt and confusion
muddle my brain.
I suffer so much, and mentally
I repeat and repeat
this repeating refrain!
Being Bi-Polar frightens me so,
I fear being happy,
I fear being sad.
I find that my mind has nowhere to go
Confusion takes over...
I fear I've gone mad.
People avoid me, this just breaks my heart.
A stigma attached,
to last 'til I die...
I take lots of pills to keep myself calm,
but sometimes they fail,
and I don't know why.
My mood swings sometimes frighten me so!
Happy, I chatter
like a manic monkey!
Why must I suffer, why can't I be free
of this horrific thing
that is tormenting me?
Mom, Dad, hubby are gone, life too soon ends!
I must make a will!
At once! I cry!
I fear losing you - my sister, my friend.
I must make decisions
for when I will die...
I spend all my time crafting haloes for GOD.
I squint and I thread
and bead all the day.
Footlockers are filled with necklaces mod
Gorgeous, unique and
quite fine may I say!
I would take the bus to see you, dear Sis.
But I'm so afraid that
I would get lost.
Times without you are times that I miss.
So come visit me,
my tempest is tossed!
I fret and I worry and run through the day
Unhappy and lonely,
confused and alone.
So sister so dear, to you I must pray
Come to me soon,
or at least telephone...
------------------------
Judith Gayle Smith
Copyright ©2003 Judith Gayle Smith
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Rev.12:17 "And the dragon was wroth with the woman, and went to make war with the remnant of her seed, which keep the Commandments of GOD and have the testimony of Jesus Christ."
