Marut said:
To be honest, I've always been afraid of Christianity as a whole. In Welgaia's
Fear of Holy Water? thread (in
struggles by non-Christians), I'm the.... subject of the original post. That should explain a few things
.
Wow. Without knowing your spiritual history (
ie- what type of religious/spiritual experiences you've had/pursued), I would not try to explain what might be going on there... but I will say this with all the emphasis that capital letters can express: there is NOTHING that is more powerful than Jesus Christ, and WHATEVER is causing you to have this kind of reaction to holy water will NOT BE ABLE TO STAND AGAINST JESUS if you honestly confess Him as Lord of your life, and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead (Romans 10:8-11).
Marut said:
My parents said that they didn't know whether there is going to be a war, and that my uncle
was a little extreme when comes to religion in the family, but he only wants the best for me. My parents are Christians, but they haven't pressured me with it. I very grateful of their approach: "We'll let you make the choice whether or not to be a Christian rather then push you to, because a right choice made for the wrong reasons can be a bad choice." God is a pretty open subject at our household, but I don't bring it up with friends. I would consider myself an agnostic, but I have seen a few supernatural things in my life that have made me fairly sure of
something out there. I wouldn't cast out the idea of a holy war to Christian non-sense, so that's why I came here to ask. Thank you for all your help everyone!
I would agree with the assessment that you should truly search your heart about these things. I would strongly encourage you to seek out answers to your questions by reading the Bible yourself. Do not place the burden of convincing you of the truth or untruth of Christianity on any one else... even a pastor or priest.
Jer 29:11-12 'For I know the plans that I have for you,' declares the LORD, 'plans for welfare and not for calamity to give you a future and a hope. (12) 'Then you will call upon Me and come and pray to Me, and I will listen to you.
I hope this encourages you to seek the LORD. It is not wrong to fear God, but your decision to follow Him should follow an understanding that He loves you with everlasting, perfect love.
If you do not believe me that God loves you, I will let Him tell you Himself:
Jer 31:3 The LORD appeared to him from afar,
saying, "I have loved you with an everlasting love; Therefore I have drawn you with lovingkindness.
Hos 14:4 I will heal their apostasy, I will love them freely, For My anger has turned away from them.
Mic 7:18-20 Who is a God like You, who pardons iniquity And passes over the rebellious act of the remnant of His possession? He does not retain His anger forever, Because He delights in unchanging love.
(19) He will again have compassion on us; He will tread our iniquities under foot. Yes, You will cast all their sins Into the depths of the sea.
(20) You will give truth to Jacob
And unchanging love to Abraham, Which You swore to our forefathers From the days of old.
Zep 3:17 "The LORD your God is in your midst, A victorious warrior. He will exult over you with joy, He will be quiet in His love, He will rejoice over you with shouts of joy.
Joh 15:9-13 "Just as the Father has loved Me, I have also loved you; abide in My love. (10) "If you keep My commandments, you will abide in My love; just as I have kept My Father's commandments and abide in His love. (11) "These things I have spoken to you so that My joy may be in you, and that your joy may be made full. (12) "This is My commandment, that you love one another, just as I have loved you. (13) "Greater love has no one than this, that one lay down his life for his friends.
Rom 5:8 But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.
Eph 2:4-9 But God, being rich in mercy, because of His great love with which He loved us, (5) even when we were dead in our transgressions, made us alive together with Christ (by grace you have been saved), (6) and raised us up with Him, and seated us with Him in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus, (7) so that in the ages to come He might show the surpassing riches of His grace in kindness toward us in Christ Jesus. (8) For by grace you have been saved through faith; and that not of yourselves, it is the gift of God; (9) not as a result of works, so that no one may boast.
1Jo 4:8-11 The one who does not love does not know God, for God is love. (9) By this the love of God was manifested in us, that God has sent His only begotten Son into the world so that we might live through Him. (10) In this is love, not that we loved God, but that He loved us and sent His Son to be the propitiation for our sins. (11) Beloved, if God so loved us, we also ought to love one another.
Rev 3:19-20 'Those whom I love, I reprove and discipline; therefore be zealous and repent. (20) 'Behold, I stand at the door and knock; if anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and will dine with him, and he with Me.