Perhaps like yourself and many of us whom desire a relationship with God like no one else's; a closeness to the Father that is more than just faith oriented. That sounds lovely. Am i anywhere? Thank goodness that the Lords ways are not my own and neither is his mind like my own. Who knows what important series of events would fail to unveil themselves in their perfect time. Imagine that. It is better for us to gladly submit to his plan. Might i suggest a new beginning? A fresh relationship that you can enter with mind, body, and soul. You will be able to confirm this relationship by progress.=-=please for respects sake do not begin with no intent to commit. Do not play with my God, king, Father and friend. Even now as you read on, he is reading your Heart.=-As Paul once said, ''cast away negative emotion such as anger, malice, deceit, greed''...-=-=-We will be attacking these hinderances one opportunity at a time. Keep your mind on the Lord and trust that every time you are able to get a grip on your negative reactions for THE LORDS SAKE he will be pleased no matter the size of the issue. This will also help you remember to acknowledge his presence at all times. This spirit exercise will improve your character. This is an example of a tapping point ;you can also create your own for further development. In love In Christ, AMEN
